Until I lived my life

Gerard’s POV
I woke up and smiled when I saw Frank was still asleep in my bed, I rolled over and I started to trace my fingers over Frank’s tattoos on his back since he was lead on his front and Frank sighed loudly as he rubbed his face in the pillow as he opened his eyes and looked at me.
“Well this is a nice wake up call.” Frank said sleepily which made me smile.
“So last night..” I started which made Frank chuckle as he moved and pushed me into my back and sat on me.
“Last night was amazing and I’m glad it happened.” Frank said quietly as he lent down and kissed me which I returned as I ran my hands through Frank’s hair and I pulled on it which made Frank moan slightly.
“As much as I liked to do this, but I have kids to deal with and feed.” I said as I rolled Frank over so I was now sat on him.
“After the kids have gone to school, then maybe.” I said as I moved off Frank and I pulled some pants and shorts on and I walked out the room and went downstairs.
“Did you have fun last night by any chance?” Tallie asked as I made myself a coffee.
“Don’t know what your talking about.” I said and I looked at Tallie who was smirking at me.
“Yeah, the moans coming from you room last night told us exactly what you was doing.” Tallie said and I did smirk at her.
“Maybe my ass did get lucky.” I said and Tallie smacked my chest playfully and I heard Frank come downstairs in just his pants.
“Are you making coffee?” Frank asked as he picked up my packet of cigarettes and went outside.
“Mate if I was gay and I was old enough, I’d totally do him.” Tallie said and I looked at her as I made a coffee for Frank.
“Well eyes off bitch, he’s mine, also you have your problem to worry about.” I said as I walked off.
“I fucking knew it!” Tallie said after me as I went outside.
“So you have my 16 year old daughters attention.” I said and Frank chuckled as he looked at me and smiled.
“Well my eyes are only on you.” Frank said and I smiled at him.
Frank walked over and he took the coffee of me and exchanged it for his cigarette.
“You didn’t have to do this.” Frank said and I smiled slightly.
“But I did.” I said in a flirty way as I walked off and went inside.
I was sat in my office doing some work when Frank walked I looked up and smiled at him as he walked over and lent against my desk.
“So you said you would give me a job.” Frank said as I sat back in my chair.
“Yes, I have bar work going in you are interested.” I said and Frank smiled.
“You got anything else?” Frank said and I looked at him.
“You could clean the toilets and the bar but that’s the kids job for money.” I said and Frank looked at me.
“Yes my kids work to get money.” I said and Frank looked down.
“So it’s either bar work or possible waiters. But I don’t particularly want to have people looking at you.” I said and Frank smiled as he chuckled.
“Think bar work is more my type, don’t have to interact with people. Also I can check your ass out as well.” Frank said as he moved and sat on my lap.
“More like it’ll be the other way around. Now go and get dressed as I need to show you where you are working.” I said and Frank smiled as he kissed me and got up and I watched him walk off and I smiled to myself.
I stood up and I went to the kitchen and waited for Frank to show since I was already dressed.
Frank came down and he stopped and stared at me.
“Well I can’t wait to rip you out of your clothes later.” Frank said and I looked at him and smiled.
“Can say the same about you.” I said and Frank chuckled as he walked over and stood close to me.
“Well you’ll have to wait because we have to go.” I said and Frank sighed as he kissed me which I returned.
“Let’s get going.” I said quietly as I caught hold of his hand and we went to the club.
“What the fuck are you playing at? That man almost stole from us and you are welcoming him in.” Julie said and I sighed loudly as I looked at her.
“Well would you rather be bitching to me about how short staffed you are or would you rather I let Frank do some bar work.” I said and Julie sighed and looked at Frank.
“You got a problem with me?” Frank asked and I shot him a glare.
“How can you expect him to work behind a bar he is rude and has zero people skills.” Julie said and Frank scoffed.
“Bitch I’m standing right here.” Frank said and I stood up and I walked round my way round my desk and stood between the two of them.
“Okay Yes Frank lacks people skills but he is a good person and to be honest he has been living with me and the only thing he steals are my cigarettes along with Tallie. Now I need you to show Frank the ropes.” I said and Julie looked at Frank.
“Also just so you know if you two tend to bitch about each other to me just know the bitching will be heard from both sides of the story. Also just so you know I don’t give a shit and I don’t want to hear it, neither in my office or at home.” I said and they both nodded.
“Julie can you show Frank the ropes for me please.” I said and Julie just sighed as she nodded and she looked at Frank.
“Follow me then.” Julie said and Frank followed her out the room.
“Also you two.” I said and they both stopped and looked at me.
“Please don’t kill each other.” I said and Julie nodded as did Frank and they walked off and I sighed loudly as I walked back behind my desk and done some work.
After an hour someone walked in my office and I looked up and saw Frank and smiled at him as I finished of typing this email.
“So that Julie woman hates me.” Frank said as he lent against my desk and I chuckled slightly.
“Yeah she hates everyone so you just have to get used to it.” I said as I frowned slightly and I looked at Frank.
“She doesn’t hate you.” Frank said and I sat back in my chair as I looked at Frank.
“That’s because I’m the boss and I pay her wages so she has to be nice to me.” I said and Frank rolled his eyes at me.
“So what do you think?” I asked and Frank smiled at me.
“I like it here, think the bitch is just someone I have to get used to I guess.” Frank said and I nodded.
“So because being sober is like the worse thing going for us two, what the fuck should we do to celebrate?” Frank said and I chuckled as I sent this email and I looked at Frank as I spun round on my chair.
“Well both the kids have training tonight so they aren’t due home until at least 9 tonight, so whatever you want to do really.” I said which made Frank frown slightly.
“Aren’t you worried about Tallie and the problem?” Frank asked and I smiled at him.
“Yeah I worried about it, but if you have t guessed already my daughter is a very stubborn girl and she’ll play hockey until she can’t play anymore or whatever she decides.” I said and Frank nodded as he looked down slightly and then he looked at me and he caught hold of my hand and pulled me up which made me frown at him.
“Dinner, you can take me out for dinner and when I get paid I’ll take you out for dinner.” Frank said and I smiled as I turned round and lent against the desk as I saved the work I had done with my ass poking out and I could feel Frank staring.
“You know how to play the cards.” Frank said as he stood behind me and I felt his hands run over my body and I stood up and turned round.
“There is a time and a place and this isn’t the place or the time.” I said as I pulled Frank closer to me and I kissed him which Frank returned.
“Come on babe please.” Frank said quietly and I chuckled as I kissed him and walked past him as I playfully smacked his ass with a smile on my face.
“You’ll just have to wait. Also this is like the virgin office, nothing is to happen in this office.” I said as I looked at Frank who had a smirk on his face.
“You’ll say that now, but soon this room will be christened.” Frank said and I just rolled my eyes at him as I put my jacket on.
“I don’t know about you but I’m hungry.” I said as I walked over to Frank.
“For food or for my dick?” Frank asked and I smirked at him.
“Both, but I think food is more important right now.” I said as I walked off and I could hear Frank walk over to me and he caught hold of my hand which made me smile as we walked out the club and went to a restaurant.
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“Stop it.” I giggled as Frank ran his hands over my body as I sat on his lap in bed, both of us naked and really bad sex hair.
“Your skin is so soft.” Frank said as he ran his hands down my sides and rested his hands on my ass and I chuckled softly as I lent down and kissed Frank which he returned.
“I have to go and cook something for the kids.” I said as I kissed Frank again and I went to move off his lap and the next thing I know is that I was on my back and Frank pinning me to the bed.
“Their old enough to fend for themselves.” Frank said and I rolled my eyes.
“They might be, but they need feeding and so do we, so get off me so I can make us food.” I said as I traced my finger over Frank’s tattoos on his chest.
Frank lent down and kissed me which I returned and melted into the kiss and just gave in to what Frank wanted.
I was busy cooking while Frank had a shower when Ewan and Tallie came home.
“You could of at least try to hide the fact what you and Frank have been up too.” Ewan said as he put his clothes in the washing machine.
“I have no clue what you are on about.” I said and Ewan stood next to me with a smile on his face and he poked my neck.
“Loving the hickey dad.” Ewan said as he walked off and I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and carried on making food.
Tallie was the next one to walk in and comment.
“Good dick I take it.” Tallie said quietly as she stood next to me.
“I’m not saying.” I said as I tried to hide the smile on my face which didn’t work.
“Yeah the dick is good. Get in there dad.” Tallie said as she looked at what I was cooking and stole some food.
“Talulah.” I playfully scolded and Tallie just stuck her tongue out at me as she walked off and I just sighed as I was left in peace with the cooking until Frank came downstairs in just his shorts.
“I’ve got this go and have a shower.” Frank said quietly as he hugged me from behind and he kissed my shoulder.
“Just don’t burn the food.” I said as I turned round and kissed him which Frank returned and I went upstairs to have a shower.
After I had a shower, I went up to my room and just sat in my room with my laptop and was doing some work when someone walked into the room and I looked up and saw Tallie and I smiled at her as she got onto the bed and cuddled into my side as she watched what I was doing.
“What’s the matter Baby?” I asked softly as I kissed the top of her head.
“I’ve been thinking about problem.” Tallie said quietly and I put my laptop down and I looked at Tallie and she was looking down.
“What have you decided?” I asked softly and Tallie sniffed as she looked at me as tears rolled down her cheek.
“I don’t want to do but I have too if I was to do anything in my life and do what I want to do with traveling and everything.” Tallie said as she sniffed and I pulled her into a hug and I kissed the top of her head.
“I want to get rid of it.” Tallie sniffed as she looked at me and I wiped the tears away.
“Okay, do you need a appointment made up?” I asked softly and Tallie shook her head as she looked down and messed with her hands.
“No, I did it yesterday and I have an appointment tomorrow.” Tallie said quietly and I nodded.
“Want me to come with you?” I asked quietly and Tallie nodded as she looked at me.
“I can’t do this on my own.” Tallie whispered and I smiled at her as I kissed her forehead and hugged her again.
“I’ll be right beside you okay. You are not in this alone okay. You’ve got me, Frank and Ewan to look after you.” I said and Tallie nodded as she looked at me.
“You like him don’t you?” Tallie sniffed and I smiled as I nodded.
“Yeah I like he a lot.” I said quietly which made Tallie smile.
“Me and Ewan like him a lot, I mean I think Ewan just likes him because he can play the Xbox better an any of us.” Tallie said and it made me chuckle.
“Does he make you feel like a teenager again?” Tallie asked and this time I couldn’t help but smile like a teenage girl every time she saw her crush.
“That smile gives it away.” Tallie said which made me chuckle.
“This feels so different compared to being with cunt face.” I said which made Tallie smile as she rested her head on my shoulder.
“I know, you are pretty much glowing with happiness and with sex.” Tallie said and I rolled my eyes as I wrapped my arm over her shoulder.
“Hopefully this will be something good.” I said quietly as me and Tallie got comfy and we watched a film until Frank called us saying dinner was ready.
I was lead in bed slowly falling asleep when Frank climbed into bed and started to mess with my hair as he found something to watch.
“Has Tallie made her mind up what to do with problem?” Frank asked quietly.
“Yeah, she’s having a abortion.” I said sleepily as I moved and cuddled into Frank’s side and Frank hand moved from my head but I just looked for his hand and put it back on my head which made Frank chuckle softly.
“You going with her?” Frank asked and I sighed loudly making Frank know I was getting fed up with his questions.
“Course I’m going with her dumbass. Not going to let her go on her own.” I mumbled as I got myself comfy around Frank.
“Was just making sure because I would of gone with her if you wanted me too.” Frank said and I felt round his face until I got to his mouth.
“Shut up, trying to sleep here.” I grumbled making Frank know I was pissed off with his questions which made Frank chuckle as he kissed my cheek.
“Night grumpy.” Frank said quietly and I moved so I was cuddled into Frank’s chest and I kissed his chest.
“Night.” I mumbled as I fell asleep.
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“This place gives me the creeps.” Tallie said quietly as we sat in the clinic waiting for Tallies name to be called.
“Just a little bit.” I said feeling uncomfortable since everyone was looking at me and Tallie in a strange way.
“Thanks for being here dad, I couldn’t of done this on my own.” Tallie said as she looked at me and I smiled at her and her name got called and I looked at her.
“Want me to come in with you?” I asked and Tallie shook her head.
“I’ll be okay.” Tallie said quietly as she got up and walked over to the lady and gave her the clipboard what she was handed when we came in.
“Are you her guardian?” The nurse asked with Tallie beside her.
“Yeah, I’m her father.” I said and the nurse nodded with a frown.
“Where is the mother?” The nurse asked clearly not used to daughters coming with their dads.
“My mother is dead. Now he is my dad so are you going to sort my problem out or not.” Tallie said seriously and the nurse nodded as they both walked off and I just sighed loudly as I waited for Tallie to come out.
When Tallie came out we went home where Tallie just shut herself away in her.
I was sat outside having a cigarette when someone came out and I looked and saw Frank as he walked over and sat next to me.
“How did it go?” Frank asked and I sighed and rested my head on his shoulder.
“Well everyone probably thinks I’m dating her and forced her to get a abortion.” I said quietly and Frank kissed the side of my head.
“I’m just worried now that she done this and she’s going to shut herself away and hate herself for this.” I said quietly as I flicked my cigarette away.
“Tallie is a smart girl, I mean if she wanted it then she would of had to of given everything she has planned up to look after the baby. Tallie worked out she couldn’t do what she wanted to do if she had a baby. She made the right choice and she was smart about it as well.” Frank said and I sighed as I felt Frank pat my leg.
“She’s a strong independent woman who takes no shit from nobody.” Frank said and I chuckled because this was very true about Tallie.
“I thought you would be more upset about the fact you was no longer a granddad.” Frank said and I looked at him.
“I’m too young to be a grandad thanks.” I said and Frank chuckled softly.
“I’m thinking.” Frank said and I sat up and looked at him.
“That is dangerous.” I said and Frank pulled me on to his lap and I frowned at him.
“So, I know we’ve been messing around for like 2 days but I feel like this is something more. I want something more than just fucking around if you get what I mean.” Frank said and I smiled as I kissed him which he returned.
“I think this is something special what we have.” I said and Frank smiled as he kissed me which made me smile into the kiss.
“Do you want to take this to the next level?” Frank asked and I pulled back and looked at him.
“Are you asking me out?” I asked and Frank looked down and blushed.
“Aw look at you going all shy on me.” I said playfully as I poked his shoulder.
“Just so you know, my answer will be yes.” I whispered in Frank’s ear as I moved of Frank’s lap and I went inside.
I busy making Tallie her favorite meal when I felt myself being lifted off the ground which made me squeak and the person behind chuckled.
“Well that’s a cute sound.” Frank said as he put on the ground and I turned round and looked at Frank.
“Don’t sneak up on me asshole.” I said as I gently pushed him which made Frank smile at me as I turned round and went back to cooking.
“What you cooking?” Frank asked as he hugged me from behind.
“Tallies favorite.” I said as someone walked in the kitchen.
“Do you two need the room to yourself or am I okay to walk in?” Ewan said and I chuckled as Frank Let me go so I could turn round and look at Ewan.
“We’re good, what’s up buddy.” I said and Ewan looked at Frank who got the hint and walked out the kitchen leaving me and Ewan alone.
“How is Tallie?” Ewan asked and I sighed quietly.
“She’s good as she could be after what happened. She’s been in her room since we come home and I’m sure she’ll like to have a chat with you.” I said Ewan smiled.
“You cooking her favorite?” Ewan asked and I nodded.
“Yep maybe this could cheer her up a little.” I said and Ewan smiled as he nodded.
“So you and Frank?” Ewan asked.
“Look I know you guys are worried that Frank is going to be an asshole and all that but he really isn’t like cunt face.” I said and Ewan smiled.
“Me and Tallie love Frank, he literally feels like he completes this strange family. I mean not even cunt face would sit with me and play Xbox but Frank he literally got off the streets and started playing the Xbox. Yeah he was shit at first but he’s even better than you now.” Ewan said and I smiled.
“Me and Frank are together.” I said and Ewan smiled widely.
“About bloody time! I mean you two are worse flirts than Tallie when she finds her next victim.” Ewan said and I smiled.
“You don’t mind the fact me and Frank are together?” I asked unsure about this as I know the kids well and I knew that if I got in a relationship with someone especially someone who they don’t like then they would work together to break the relationship.
“Nope, me and Tallie was just talking about it the other day saying we liked Frank and that he has our blessing to get dirty under the sheets with you.” Ewan said and I raised a eyebrow at him.
“Well that blessing is to late as that has already happened.” I said and Ewan pulled a face at me.
“I don’t need to know because we have both heard you two at. For the record turn the volume down.” Ewan said as he turned round and walked out the room and I went back to cooking.
Ewan managed to get Tallie out of her room and we was all sat in the sitting room watching films.
I had my head resting on Frank’s lap as he messed with my hair while Tallie was resting her head on Ewan shoulder.
“What do you two think about me and your dad being together?” Frank said out of the blue which made me look at him and Tallie and Ewan looked at us and they smiled at us.
“As long as you don’t fuck dad over or hurt him then we don’t care, we like you enough to let you date dad.” Tallie said and I just rolled my eyes as I sat up and walked out the room and went upstairs and ran myself a bath.
I was happily relaxing in the bath when someone walked in the bathroom which made me look and I saw Frank which made me smile as I relaxed back into the bath as I heard Frank undress himself.
“Move forward.” Frank said softly and I sat up and lent forward so Frank Get in and once he was in and comfy he gently pulled me back and I relaxed against his chest.
“I’m sorry about the kids, I guess they knew a lot more than what I thought about cunt face.” I said quietly and Frank kissed my cheek.
“Well it’s nice to know the kids like me and don’t want to ruin the relationship.” Frank said and I smiled as I started to mess with Frank’s hand.
“There’s still time.” I whispered as I looked down and sighed.
“I’m sure that if the kids didn’t like me then they would of let us know by now that they don’t like me.” Frank said and I nodded as I thought about it a little more.
“Don’t think to much about it okay. The kids like me and they accept me being part of your family. Just have to keep an eye on them for a couple of weeks.” Frank said and I nodded.
“Hey.” Frank said softly and I looked at him the best I could.
“They aren’t going to scare me away okay. Its going to take more than those two to get rid of me.” Frank said which made me smile as he kissed my cheek.
“I’m getting out.” I said quietly as I sat forward and got out the bath and I wrapped myself in a towel before I turned round and looked at Frank.
“I know you said you weren’t going to get scared away easily and all that, but if you do want to leave then I’m not stopping you from leaving.” I said and Frank frowned at me as he got out the bath and walked over to me and stood in front of me and he made me look at him.
“I’m not going anywhere, the kids aren’t scaring me away and I don’t want to leave the best thing that has happened to me in a very long time.” Frank said which made me smile as he kissed me which I returned.
“Now I don’t know about you but I feel like cuddles in bed and watching a film.” Frank said and I smiled at him as I nodded.
“Sounds like a good plan.” I said quietly as I went to my room and just climbed into bed and found something for us to watch.

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