Nothing can compare to Insanity

Gerard had a tiny, minor, itty bitty problem with alcohol. Nothing bad, though his family would argue. He tried to tell them he was fine, but he was far from fine, he only meant fine for the alcohol part. He turned to alcohol after his girlfriend broke up with him when he came out as pansexual. He fell back into his depressed self and now, after many, many days of contemplation, the answer he had been considering was becoming more and more logical. Death. He had imagined what it was like to die from different things & seeing as he only had a few options, he decided on death by painkillers & whatever other meds he had on hand. He swallowed a handful & waited, eventually throwing up what little he had in his stomach. He was actually glad that he threw up, he had a pocket of unappealing fat on his belly & he was overweight. Not badly, but if he wanted someone to like him, he would have to slim down a bit. Not that anyone would love him. Besides, he would be dead!
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Mikey called Gerard at eight o'clock, their usual time, but Gerard didn't pick up. Gerard always picked up unless he was sleeping. Mikey waited ten minutes, maybe he was out. When Gerard still didn't pick up, he decided to visit him. "Mom! I'm going to visit Gerard!" "Okay sweetie, say hi for me!" Mikey took his keys, phone & a pack of charcoal pencils to give to his brother & went out to his car. Gerard only went to sleep early if he was super sad or stressed. Mikey knew his brother was an alcoholic & just wanted to make sure he didn't have alcohol poisoning.
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Gerard faded in & out of conciousness, blood & puke staining the rim of the toilet. At least he was trying to stay clean. Convulsions awakened him, only to thrust him back into darkness. A pair of hands cupping his face woke him up, Mikey? Gerard didn't want Mikey to see him like this, he had put Mikey through enough. Mikey would try to save him too. Gerard twitched, but he was numb to the pain by now. He fell back to whatever state you call it, sleep?

Later~~~
When Gerard woke up he was in a hospital. There were thick blue curtains surrounding his bed & machines making quiet noises. Half an hour or so later, a nurse came in with breakfast on a tray & a troubled Mikey behind her. Gerard considered faking sleep, but my Mikey has probably noticed he was awake by now. He didn't want to face Mikey's disappointment anger. The nurse placed his tray on the table before going straight to checking the machines on his left. Mikey held back a yell, "Gerard!" Gerard took a deep breath. There were many things he wanted to say, fighting to be said first & there were many things he wanted to explain, not all of them in word form. There was even more he didn't want to say. "You're awake," Gerard only nodded in reply. "So what happened?" Attempted suicide, but Mikey saved him, they both thought. "Dad is at work & mom is dealing with... Stuff, so they can't visit for a while." Mikey kept talking. The nurse asked Mikey to make sure Gerard ate something. Mikey promised to do so & the nurse left, leaving the boys alone. Gerard had eaten half of his yogurt & refused to eat any thing else. At eleven o'clock, a man came in to tell Gerard that he would get a private room for the next two days, but it was hard to move with all the machines stuck to him. Once a needle came out of his arm & he nearly punched someone because of his fear of the things. In the evening, after Mikey had gone, his parents came in to see him. "Gerard, your mother & I have been talking & we spoke with a psychiatrist & we think it would be best if you go away for a while. To a really nice home without many events. It's called the 'Mouse and Lion' isn't that a cool name?" Wow, Gerard's parents thought he was insane. Gerard spent one more day in the hospital, but no visit from Mikey before he left for the vegetable home. He barely remembered being shown his way around before he fell asleep in his own room. At least he didn't have to share.

Notes

Blehhh I need to transfer & edit them!!! Why!?