Save Me

Me and Heidi were just messing around all afternoon. I was a tad annoyed that she interrupted me and Gerard but she's my best friend so she has the right to and she also doesn't know what's going on between me and him.
She had tried to convince me not to dye my hair blonde, however, I wanted to see what Gee thinks first, he seemed to like the idea but I don't know. We are currently laying on my bed just talking when she asked me a question I used to love but now I'm dreading.
"So is there any cute guys you have your eye on?" She asked suggestively.
"No, of course not" She sat up and looked me in the eye.
"I know, you're lying, you always have some form of crush" I sucked in a breath, trying to think of a way to get out of it. I hated lying to her but I knew what I had to say.
"Well" I looked down acting dramatic "I kinda thought I'd just leave guys alone for now, you know after what happened" I looked up and looked her in the eye. God I hate this, I know she wouldn't tell anybody about me and Gee, but I don't want to take that risk, she is so protective after what happened with my step dad, like any best friend would be, that she would probably just jump to conclusions about Gerard.
"Sorry, I shouldn't have, I didn't mean anything by it, forgive me?" She questioned. I smiled.
"You did nothing that needs forgiveness" she beamed and hugged me.
"It's just you've been so happy recently, I just thought" I cut her off
"I have a new family now" I felt weird calling Gerard my family, it felt wrong "I mean I have two new really good friends, more support - even though you and cal are obviously still my favourite" I added when she gave me a glare.
"Okay, I believe you" She smiled "Now back you your hair" I groaned "You really shouldn't go blonde" She screeched.
Mikey poked his head in "Your going blonde?" he smiled.
"No, she wants to but I won't let her" Heidi pouted.
"I think it'll look great, go for it" He genuinely smiled and left.
I turned to look and Heidi, giving her an I told you so look. She just pouted and defended herself muttering under her breath "They're all crazy" before we started laughing.

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Heidi left a little while later and I was sitting in my room bored. I'd just showered and dried my hair before throwing it up in a bun and now I was in my pj's (shorts and a baggy band tee) wondering what to do.
I was scrolling through instagram on my phone when I wondered where Gerard was. Thinking about whether he needs his alone time or I should go and bother him, I decided on the latter. I walked to his room and knocked on the door. "Mmm" he answered. I opened it and walked in noticing he was marking papers, half sitting up with his ankles crossed, and wearing glasses, (A/N kinda like franks!) looking extremely delicious.
"I'll come back when you're done" I suggested shrugging.
He waved his hand that was holding a red pen "Nonsense, come here" I slowly lugged myself over to him and sat on the edge of the bed, remembering what I was wearing and feeling self conscious .
He smiled at me and put the lid on his pen, before I knew what he was doing he pulled me up right next to him so my front was pressed right up to his side. "I wanted to cuddle not watch you perch on the end of my bed" He laughed. I smiled at him and laid my head on his stomach whilst he was still half sitting up marking.
After about a minute Gee broke the silence "Did Heidi go home?" He murmured not wanting to talk to loud in the silence.
"No I left her in my room saying I needed to go cuddle my extremely .." Noticing what I was about to say I shut up. I felt his chest vibrate a little and he put his hand on my hairline playing with my hair, the feeling was strangely good. "Extremely what? Handsome, sexy, mouth-watering?" He said trailing off.
"Arrogant boyfriend" I finished. He had his full attention on me now and put the book he was marking down, he pulled me up to his height with co-operation from me of course so now I was kneeling in front of him. We were just staring at each other lost in the moment. "you're beautiful" He whispered, his face getting increasingly closer to mine.
He kissed me and it felt as amazing as the first, I forgot about everything, my mind just went blank. He put his hand round the back of one of my legs, signalling for me to straddle him and I did, he bit my lip asking for entrance which I gladly obliged to. The kiss was way more passionate than any others we have ever had. I was still kneeling, whilst straddling him, making me taller than him so he had to look up to kiss me. We were a lot more forceful, desperate even, nothing but lust in our actions. One of his hands was on my waist and the other was on the back of my neck keeping me in place, whilst both my hands was in his hair softly tugging on it. He groaned and pulled away from my lips now starting to kiss my jaw, neck and shoulder. He moved to my weak spot in-between my shoulder and neck, I moaned pulling his face back up to kiss my lips and he did without hesitation.
We were now laying down whilst I was still straddling him. Hardly ever breaking our kisses, only to breathe. He pulled my top off at some point, and I didn't have a bra on so I'm completely topless. I began to unbutton his shirt, triumphantly taking it off. We were now both half naked, and very turned on. I could feel his boner on my core so I pressed down onto him, he groaned in pleasure. He pulled away from my lips once again and moved his head down to start kissing my neck, I gladly moved myself up a little higher so he had easier access. He started fondling my boobs making me moan in pleasure, he put one into his mouth and starting sucking it. I was extremely turned on when he pulled away making me whimper.
"Baby, we should stop before I get too carried away." I pouted but nodded in understanding, I was still in school and so it was illegal for him to do so.
He picked up my tee-shirt and smiled at me "You're so sexy baby, but you need to cover up before I do anything I shouldn't" he whispered. I shivered, and put the top on. I gave him one last kiss before getting off his lap and laying next to him. "We ruined the books" I said.
"It's alright, it's only yours" He grinned, making me laugh.

Notes

Hey, Enjoy this chapter, it was kind of rushed because i'm on a revision break!

I've had 4 exams, 3 more to go and let me tell you now, as level sociology fucking sucks man, so does psychology and English urgh, However the philosophy and ethics one went really well eeee!

Anyway you probably don't want to hear about my boring school like so have fun reading. Tell me if i should just re consider my life when it comes to writing 'heated' scenes because I've never really done them properly before.

xxxxx