Save Me

I was in my room getting ready for our date. To say i was nervous was an understatement especially as it was indoors where there are beds, his bed to be exact.

I didn't want him to think i was ready for that and after i heard Mikey's doubts it's made me a little scared, although i think that's natural considering my... past.

I was wearing a black lace dress which has a low back and black heels. Gee told me to dress up so i did. When he told me that it was fair to say i wondered what he had planned.

Flashback.

We were laying on my bed just cuddling when i wondered what i should wear looking at my wardrobe.

"What should i wear for Friday?" I asked lifting my head from his chest to look at him.

He was thoughtful for a minute and looked down at me. "Wear something dressy".

I poked his side, wanting to know why. He squirmed. "What have you got planned Mr Secretive? Should i be worried?"

He laughed at this and the whole bed vibrated. "Like you said, its a secret"

"But i want to know, what are we going to do, watch a movie, eat, jam out, muck around.. stay in bed" I said the last bit jokingly as that's what we was doing right now.

He turned over and rolled on top of me but not actually touching me. I looked at him curiously and he smiled, i instantly knew what he was going to do. Tickle me.

"No G" I said laughing and squirming to get out of his reach.

He stopped and looked at me intensely. He kissed me, but not for long enough and stood up.

"I should probably get to bed, we have school tomorrow baby" My heart skipped i loved the way he called me 'baby'.

He straightened out his jeans and Marilyn Monroe top and kissed me one last time before leaving.

End of Flashback.

That was a good night i thought whilst i snapped back into reality.

Once my hair and make up was done i noticed the time and saw i was five minutes late.

I walked out and went into the kitchen where i guessed Gerard would be, and i was right. "You're late" He said jokingly, he must have heard my heels

I didn't say anything so he turned around and saw me. Whilst he was staring at me, well my body, he burnt his hand on the baking tray. "Argh, shit fuck."

I couldn't help but laugh at his stupidity.

He looked back up at me and walked towards me. He put one hand on my waist and the other on my chin holding me there "You look absolutely stunning Hel"

I blushed and looked down but that only made him pull my chin up to look at him again. "Don't look down its true you shouldn't be ashamed"

I smiled up at him "Well you don't look to bad yourself" i said holding onto the side of his suit.

He grinned a boyish grin at me and took my hand leading me into the dinning room.

He pulled out my chair for me and pushed me in once i sat down. a true gentleman.

"i'll be back beautiful" He said pecking my lips. I smiled and blushed at his statement.

He came back not five minutes later with a plate of melon balls. I smiled at him.

"Well your really fussy and so this was the only thing i could come up with that i new you liked"

I laughed "i love it thank you"

I started eating and noticed he was staring at me intently. "Yes?" I asked smiling.

"I like this you, the real you." I looked down taking another bite. I noticed that he hadn't really eaten his. I sighed "What's wrong" He said looking worried.

"You're going to eat aren't you, i don't want to be the only one" He smiled.

"Of course i will, i just don't want to get full before the main" I nodded, although he hasn't directly said it to me, i knew he was bulimic, it made me sad that he has helped me so much and i can't help him.

"You finished?" he questioned I nodded and smiled.

"Thank you" I said when he was taking the plates. Not long later he returned with our main course. He set it down, yum, hunters chicken. How does he know all my favorites.

I took a bite before saying "This is delicious G"

"I know i'm so shocked, i had takeout menus on the side ready" I laughed as it was something he would actually do.

I finished last and smiled at him noticing that he actually ate it all.

After we talked about everything and anything.

"Shall we move to the living room?"

I nodded and stood up. He took my hand and led me to the lounge.

I gasped "You like it? I didn't want it to be too much" He stated nervously.

He set it out like our own little theater. The couch cushions were laid out in front of the couch to make the floor more comfy. There was candles everywhere instead of using lights and there was Ben and Jerry's ice cream in an ice bucket on the side. So romantic.

"Its beautiful, i never thought you would be so romantic" I turned round and gave him a hug. As i pulled away he pulled me back in for a kiss.

Eventually, after lots of kissing we settled down and put on the movie '50 first dates', one of my favorites. It was a change from our usual Horror choice.

Were were all cuddled up with the ice cream all finished and onto our second movie when the doorbell rang. I was grateful we wasn't at the scary bit of the horror right now otherwise i would have been scared shitless.

I kissed G's neck and told him i'll see who it was and get them to go away to which he laughed.

When i opened the door i didn't like it i wish i could slam it in her face. Lindsay.

"Who're you and why are you here?" She said with disgust dripping from her voice.

"I live here. I should be asking you that though"

"I'm Gerard's girlfriend." She said smugly. He wouldn't cheat would he? How would i know though, I don't know what he is like. How do i know he actually broke up with her.

My stomach dropped. Why did she turn up tonight, i was actually happy tonight.

"No your not, don't lie" I heard Gerard say behind me. "Go away, please"

"You're dating her, and she already lives with you?"

"I'm not dating her, i am her legal guardian" My heart literally stopped and not in a good way, i know its what he has to say but it still felt like a knife going through my heart.

"i'm going to go, tidy up a little bit" I said and fled before Gerard could stop me.

GERARD'S POV

"Lindsay, what are you doing here?" i asked once Helena left. She ignored me and peered over my shoulder looking straight into the lounge. I stepped in front of her vision and repeated my question only much sterner.

"If your not dating her then why if the lounge all romantic?" I had to think on my feet.

"We are watching a horror, Mikey's gone out and the dimmer doesn't work so we used candles"

"You like watching horror's in pitch black" She said smugly.

"Helena doesn't" i replied automatically, that was the truth.

"Since when have you cared, i always had to watch horrors in the dark"

"I care about her, i never did care about you" I replied bitterly.

"So you admit it you are dating her"

"No i care about her Jesus, i'm meant to its my duty to" I said starting to get annoyed "Just leave" I said starting to close the door. She stepped back a bit not wanting to get hurt.

"Wait, i want you back baby"

"No" i said bluntly and slammed the door and sighed in relief.

I walked into the kitchen where Helena was cleaning angrily.

I took the pan out of her hand gently and pulled her into a hug.

"I'm sorry about her" I said laying my head on top of hers.

"Do you mean that or are you saying it cause it's you duty" She said bitterly pulling away and wiping an angry tear.

"Hel, i have to say that, she's the one person who would do anything to tear us apart and get me back"

She sighed and put her arms back around my waist, i automatically wrapped my arms back around her to the previous position.

"I'm sorry, i know that, i just hate her so much" She whispered.

"So do i baby" We stayed like that for a little while before i suggested to go back to watching the movie before the big disruption.

HELENA'S POV

The movie finished, i barely noticed that fact as Gerard and me were too busy kissing. We was getting way too into it, and i knew where it was heading but i wasn't ready for that yet.

He had his top off and my dress was pushed up past my waist. He pressed into me and i felt that he was a bit happy.

I freaked out and pushed him off me. He looked at me with confusion before understanding flashed through his eyes.

"Baby, i'm so sorry, i pushed you" I stopped him.

"It's fine, i wanted it but i'm just not ready for that yet" i said putting emphasis on the 'that'.

He crawled over to me and pulled down my dress for me but left his hands on my legs.

"How about we just go to bed yeah?" I looked up at him panicked, did he not just hear me?

"No no, baby, not like that, just to sleep" I calmed down and nodded.

He stood up and lifted me up after him.

Once we were ready for bed i walked over to him and hugged him. "Thank you for tonight, i loved it, its was amazing" He grinned and kissed me once more.

He pulled away and i whimpered. He threw me a smile and got into bed with me following suit.

He was fast asleep after about an hour of talking, i just laid there thinking of how lucky i was, he didn't push me and he gave me one of the romantic dates i could think of.

Notes

Hey hey. I updated again oh yeah!

I was watching life on a murder scene and felt the urge to write.

I'm so sorry about my whole spelling situation, my word stopped working aaaages ago and so i can't help it because i don't have that help and even though i do A-level English, spelling and punctuation has always been my weakness.

Hope you like it, my mind kept changing on what should happen so i tried to squeeze all my ideas in!

Love you all xoxoxo