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What the..?

GERARD'S POV.

I can't believe what i did two days ago. I cant even look at her anymore, she's gonna tell everyone and ruin me, i love her so much and she now hates me.

I've reverted back to my old ways.

I started getting better when she moved in, she made me better without even knowing it. With her cute little dances she does when cooking, or the way she acts when shes tired.

And now I've messed it up. Congrats Gerard you useless asshole.

HELENA'S POV.

Its now been a week and he hasn't spoken to me. At first i thought it was because he was my teacher and didn't know how to approach the subject but now i generally think he regrets it.

I currently had Heidi and Call round, know one new because no one was talking to me.

Mikey had gone round his mates ray and franks to and i quote 'Get stoned and jam'

So i was on the bed looking at two color reds. I was going to re-dye my hair but i didn't know whether to say vibrant or go darker.

Now your probably wondering why Heidi and Call have to be here for this decision.

Well Heidi noticed me being upset and insisted she came round. Which is the last thing i wanted because if she sees me and Gerard being awkward together she'll know something was up.

"I think you should stay the same." Heidi said pulling me out of my thoughts

"What?" I said

"Urgh, you should stay the same, it's just your look. Have you been listening to anything I've been saying?"

I gave her a sheepish look and looked at Cal who gave me a knowing one. I looked away... weird.

"Hey Heidi, you know where the bathroom is go get the shower ready i think she's made her choice." Call said.

I was about to protest but he gave me a look basically saying NO!

"'Kay" Heidi said happily jumping up and scrambling to the bathroom.

Once the door was shut i looked at Cal who was aimlessly looking through my underwear draw.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Looking through your underwear" He said in a 'duh'tone.

"No, giving me looks and making Heidi go away. You always look through my underwear so you know i wasn't asking 'bout that" I said accusingly

He carried on looking for a few minutes whilst i sat there waiting for his reply. Just as i was about to ask again he said

"Who's the lucky guy then?"

I was shocked. How did he know? "W-what?" I stuttered.

"come on Hel! You have the same bleeding look i do when i think about Heidi" He whispered Heidi's name.

"I knew it! " I said trying to change the subject

"No! know subject changing. Who.Is.It?"

Heidi burst through the door right then so i was okay.

"Showers ready" She sung.

"Yay" I said happy to get out of this room. I picked up the dye box and went to follow Heidi back out to the bathroom when Call pulled on my arm.

"Please don't tell her" He whispered.

"I wont" I said smiling and left to the bathroom.

"It smells like sick in here." I announced

"Yeah i think Mr Ways ill, he came out as i was going in" She said. I know for a fact he isn't ill, he has been eating fine from what I've seen.

"Oh okay"

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My hair was all done and i was laying on my bed in an over sized jumper and short shorts with my newly red hair in a messy bun whilst on my laptop at midnight. Call and Heidi left at about 9.

I heard someone get up and go to the bathroom. Me knowing it was Gerard stayed securely in the bedroom till it was clear. I knew he didn't want to look at me let alone talk to me, so why make it awkward.

I kept thinking like that until i heard puking.

I ran to the bathroom straight away out of sympathy and opened the door to find Gerard with his hands down his throat.

"G-Gerard" I stuttered frozen from shock he finished puking and said.

"Go away" Rather dryly then proceeded to stick his fingers back down his throat.

"No" I ran and pulled his hands away. "No Gerard no" i said softer this time

I pulled him into a hug to get him to calm down. This was so weird the strongest person i new was falling apart in my arms.

"Please don't tell on me, don't tell the police, i didn't mean to, i wont touch you again i promise."

"Gerard what are you talking about? I like you Gerard. Why would i tell?"

He was sniffling now and so i got into a more comfortable position with him curled up between my legs.

"I like you too" I kissed his head then put my chin on his head. I could get used to it i said but the thought went as quickly as it came

We slept like that till morning.

Notes

Okay so there you go.

I had so many ways for this chapter to go during the week but this is what i came up with.

If you want to see anything happen in upcoming chapters don't be afraid to message me with ideas because i'm starting to get stuck.

Thank you so much for reading and commenting and subscribing and whatever else i can think of just thank you.. it makes my week!

I basically copy and paste this from Mibba so if you see this story on there its only me! No ones copying ;) well i hope not

xxxx

Comments

update soon please

<3!!

Ellie-phant Ellie-phant
4/15/14

Great story! Can't wait to read more!

Gerard No Way Gerard No Way
4/14/14

This story is so good omg

ronivengeance ronivengeance
2/27/14

poor Mikey he didn't realize