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Silence Is Golden. (Frerard)

eight

Gerard's POV
I was expecting things to be okay.

I was expecting for everything to start falling into place.

I was expecting... well, expecting absolutely anything besides what was happening.

However, considering the circumstances I knew that things weren't going the be getting better any-time-soon.

Fate, destiny, whatever you wish to call it, that inexorable controller, had passed sentence on me and refused to grant me a reprieve.

I was doomed in this never-ending misery. To which I suppose Frank was partaking in again.
I had no need to look up or react when I was violently propelled into a set of lockers for the mere reason I already knew it was Frank.

"Fat mute fuck." his voice sounded strained but unforgiving, he gripped my shoulder tight and spun me around snarling, I saw Bob right beside him and instantly there was a hard punch to my jaw "Just go slit your wrists you waste of fucking space." Bob spat venomously
"Not a single person would care, especially mommy and daddy I can see that he's back, nice shiner," he commented with a sickening smirk "Mind if I add another?" he mused before clocking me in the nose one last time before throwing me to the ground. I stayed down until they both descended down the corridor, watched as they rounded the corner before I even thought about standing up.

Forcing my excruciatingly sore body up off the ground I sighed heavily... they were right, no one would miss me, not Mikey or my parents, and certainly not Frank.

"Jesus Christ, Gee what happened?!" I hear Mikey exclaim worriedly... I looked at him and sighed. All he did was nod knowingly "Let's just make it through the day, okay?" he offered a small smile and it's not like I had much of a choice so I nodded and followed him to first class.

Frank's POV

"What the fuck is your problem, Iero" Bob demanded angerly, scaring the everliving fuck out of me, I spun around looking him dead in his eyes trying to play it off like I didn't know he knew about the situation with Gerard... but oh. He knew, and he was pissed.

"What are you talking about?" I inquired cluelessly, he grunted in response and flipped his phone around, on his screen was a picture of Gerard and myself, sitting side by side on his back porch. "Are you that retarded, you pint-sized freak" he spat

"Bob, I told you, were in a group project together... I need to corporate in order to pass"

"Oh yeah?" he tested "Yeah!" I shot back "Well then if there is nothing going on between you two then go in and do what you do best." he demanded, pointing toward Gerard... who already looked worse for wear.

"Fat mute fuck." my voice shook as I insulted him and threw him against the lockers, I gripped his shoulder tight and spun him around, Bob showed up behind me and clocked him in the jaw... I didn't notice the new bruises til now. "Just go slit your wrists you waste of fucking space." Bob spat venomously and I saw the effect it had on him, I wanted so badly to stand up for Gerard, but bob... knew things that I couldn't have other people knowing...

"Not a single person would care, especially mommy and daddy I can see that he's back, nice shiner," he commented with a sickening menacingly "Mind if I add another?" he mused before clocking Gerard in the nose one last time before I'm throwing him to the ground.

I couldn't bear to look back as Bob forcefully dragged me away... a deep heaviness settled in my chest the moment we rounded the corner "Bob honestly, do you have to keep abusing him like this, don't you think he gets enough at home?" I questioned bitterly "Shut it Iero... don't start defending him, you know what will happen." he threatened.

The bell ringing was like music to my ears. Until I realized that my first class was with Gerard... and Mikey.

Sighing to myself I walked down to the class, the anxiety bubbling in my chest... I walked in and instantly saw Gerard, hood up head down, and Mikey, well... pissed.

I swallowed thickly and made my way over... living in fear of one of your group partners isn't the best feeling in the world...

"What the fuck is wrong with yo-OW... Gerard knock it off" Mikey snapped "Just because you don't stick up for yourself doesn't mean I won't." he snapped ''Lay off my brother, Iero." "You don't understand!" I tried defending myself "Go tell your pity party story somewhere else. Next time you wanna make amends with my brother... don't lie about it, in fact, stay away from him altogether." his voice was threatening but I had to explain "Mikey, you don't get it, let me explain!" I pleaded "Frank. Save it, let's just get this stupid fucking project done with then stay out of his life."

The guilt was eating me alive, even more so when Gerard abruptly stood up and I fully saw his face...

After that he wordlessly (no pun intended) walked out of class. Mikey sighed angerly and deadpanned me "I don't know what the hell you did but you need to fix it." he growled just before Gerard walked back in... tear tracks staining his cheeks.
He took his spot back down next to me rigidly... gripping the sleeve of his sweater...
_______

Thank god it was the end of the day... I was expecting to be able to talk to Gerard before he left, but expectations never beat reality.

Once I rounded the corner the first thing I saw was Bob pinning Gerard against a set of lockers... fuck my reputation fuck my popularity fuck everything at this point... I couldn't let this keep happening.

"Nobody fucking cares about you! Frank only said he wanted to be friends because I dared him to. All you have is your brother who probably will be happy once you've killed yourself!"
Rage boiled through me, I stormed up to them both and ripped Bob away from Gerard before he could physically hurt him.

"Just lay the fuck off him!" I shouted "Back off Iero. I know you don't want the whole school knowing what a freak you really are." he threatened "I don't give a fuck anymore, be a cunt. Tell people. Just leave him alone!" I demanded, he scoffed "Why don't you both go kill yourselves. Both of you are retarded."

With that, he stomped away and out of the school and when I turned around to check on Gerard, he was gone... so I did what any decent person would do and chased after him... in a totally un-stalker type of way.

But like always things never go as expected.

"What the fuck do you want?" Mikey greeted the door, an incredulous amount of rage flowed off of him. I swallowed thickly "Now's not a good fucking time!" he rushed out panicked
before slamming the door in my face.

It wasn't my place to barge in after not being invited over in the first place... so I headed home, a sick heavy feeling lingering in my chest.

...Guilt... I'm going to behead that fat headed blonde fuck and make his life hell if Gerard tries anything because of Bob's ignorance.

Notes

Whoa, a full chapter what? After so long? Sorry I've been gone so long!

Comments

@cecke8


Thank you so much! And ohhh yes Thats a great one!!

Kobra_poison Kobra_poison
12/3/18

Im loving your story.
I have too many to choose from, but Absinthe by IDKHBTFM (or IDKHOW) is awesome. I just went alphabetically

cKayE cKayE
11/28/18

@xBatteryAfterx

I absolutely agree! It's so good to finally hear new music from him <3

Kobra_poison Kobra_poison
11/27/18

alltime fave song has got to be gees new song, getting down the germs

xoxocass xoxocass
11/27/18

Cant wait :) x


@Kobra_poison

adreamforthedead adreamforthedead
11/25/18