I Can't Do This On My Own *Frerard*
I never expected it to end up as shitty as it did. He told me "Best friends forever" He had promised that. I remember the events leading up to this so clearly...
_They are 13 here_
"I don't wanna be leaving..." I sighed as I sat down next to my best friend "Believe me. I don't want you Leaving either...." Gerard sighed "We will always be best friends... Right?" I asked looking over at him, He smiled holding out his pinky "I promise, We'll be best friends till dragons grow unicorn horns" he said with a wide smile, I linked my pinky with his and laughed "Forever?" I looked at him "Forever" He nodded with a sad smile.
"Come on boys, Time to say goodbye, Frank your mom wants you home now to start packing" Donna, Gerard's Mom said in a sad tone. He and I got up and hugged for what would be the last time. "Highschool's gonna fucking suck without you man" He choked "You're telling me" I sniffled, Trying to hold back tears "Goodbye, Gee" I saw a tear fall down his cheek "By Frankie"
With a heavy heart, and guilt boiling inside me I made my way to the gate exit and walked back to my house.
Soon everything was packed and we were driving away from my hometown. The place I grew up. My best friend... My only friend. To God knows where...
My eyes slipped open. I slowly looked around my room trying to think of why we moved to North Carolina in the first place... "Come on Frankie... Time to get ready for your first day of school!" I rolled my eyes at my mother's words and how enthusiastic she was. I guess the only thing I can look forward to is the fact that the first day of school stupidly landed on a Friday. I sat up and grabbed my phone, turning it on I saw a message from Gerard
Gerard-Frankie... I really miss you. I know its only been a week but, Fuck. I never thought I'd be starting high school without you.-
My heart shattered. I always had unspoken feelings for him. But never dared say anything, because I know he doesn't and would never feel the same...
Frank-Hey Gee, I really miss you too. It fucking sucks being so far away... I'll get a job, save up and come to visit hopefully this upcoming summer-
I placed my phone down and continued my morning routine. Sighing to myself several times I finally got done half an hour later.
School, as usual, was hell... But nothing I had gone through that year hurt more than having Gerard slowly stop talking to me. It happened once in a blue moon at first. With the odd excuse of 'Sorry homework' 'got busy' 'was sleeping' the 'i miss you's' had stopped. and Eventually, I just blamed it on high school its self. Everything would be okay once summer hits. I'll be able to see him. That is until my mother set up a vacation for us. I broke the news to Gerard, who didn't seem too bothered by it. But you can't interpret emotions via messages.
I guess at some point I just gave up on the whole messaging thing. We would have a short conversation here and there but that's about it... Grade ten came around and it's like we were strangers. But I still was blind to the fact that we just weren't best friends anymore and I was stuck with the thought that if I ever get back to Belleville that we can pick up where we left off. But I was so wrong...
SO THIS WAS A SHORT CHAPTER TO JUST. I WORKED REALLY HARD ON THE COVER SO DON'T MAKE ME HAD DONE THAT FOR NOTHING. AND SO LEAVE A COMMENT EVEN IF YOU HATED IT. Let me know if i should continue it