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Homeland

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Frank’s POV

We pulled up to mum and Stef place and I could see Gerard look at the house.
“Never told me you was a posh boy.” Gerard said and I chuckled.
“Thought me going to boarding school was enough for you to think I was a posh boy.” I said and Gerard chuckled.
“I just thought you was some uncontrollable teenager.” Gerard said and I smiled at him as I chuckled.
“Well I was.” I said and Gerard smiled as he looked back at the house.
“Reminds me of my parents house.” Gerard said quietly.
“We’re not here to think about them.” I said and Gerard looked at me and smiled.
“You’re right, I have my life with you now. I would change it for anything.” Gerard said and I smiled as I got out the car along with Gerard and I walked by him and I offered Gerard my hand which Gerard took with my hand and we went to the front door where I just walked in.

“Mamma, I’m here.” I said loudly and I knew mum had heard me as I think she ran to the front door and she ran over and pulled me into a huge hug which made me let go of Gerard’s hand.
“Who’s this handsome young man Frank?” Mum asked as I stepped back and pulled Gerard into my side.
“Mam this is my boyfriend Gerard.” I said and mum burst into a huge smile and pulled Gerard into a hug which took a couple of seconds for Gerard to return the hug.
“He’s gorgeous Frankie.” Mum said as she looked between me and Gerard as Gerard slowly backed towards me which made me chuckle slightly.
“Come to the garden, I’ve told everyone about this mystery man of yours.” Mum said and I rolled my eyes.
“Give us a second mamma need to pre-warn Gee What’s he has himself in for.” I said and mum nodded and walked off to give us some space.
“So yeah that’s my mum.” I said as I looked at Gerard who chuckled.
“Please tell me the rest of your family aren’t that loud or as forward going.” Gerard said and I chuckled.
“Sadly they are, especially since they haven’t seen me for ages and also I have your gorgeous self with me.” I said and Gerard smiled.
“You’re family now okay. I’m sure they will love you, anyway if Mum didn’t like you she would of said or give me this look and she didn’t say anything or give me a look so she likes you.” I said and Gerard smiled again.
“Let go and introduce you to my family.” I said and Gerard caught hold of my hand and I lead him to the garden.

“So that’s your one night stand, tell you what he could turn me gay if he wanted.” Mich said and I chuckled as I had a mouthful of beer.
“Yeah, he was my one night stand who now is my boyfriend and now he is mine so you can keep your eyes off him.” I said and Mich looked at me and smiled.
“I’m glad you found someone Frank. I’m glad that you have someone to focus on and come home to after you’ve been away.” Mich said and I looked down slightly and looked back up and looked at Gerard who was talking to mine and Mich’s step brother Eric.
“I’m glad I’ve found him too Mich, I seriously don’t know what I would do without him, he makes home feel like home.” I said and Mich patted my shoulder and I looked at him with a smile.
“He’s a good egg.” Mich said as he walked off and joined Gerard and Eric.
“So who’s the sex on legs then?” My step dad Stefan asked as he took Mich’s spot.
“The sex on legs is my boyfriend Gerard.” I said and looked at Stefan as I smiled at him.
“Seems like a good lad, but at the same time I can see sadness in his eyes.” Stefan said and I sighed.
“He is a good lad, I don’t know much about his past as I don’t want to push him to tell me what has happened to him. But he’ll tell me when he’s ready to tell me.” I said and Stefan nodded.
“It also doesn’t help with you disappearing for months at a time, have you thought about leaving the army?” Stefan said and I frowned at him.
“Gerard understands that my job sends me away for a long periods of time. Now is that you or mamma trying to get me to leave because everyone knows that the army is my life and if my boyfriend can accept it and live with it then so can everyone else.” I said and I walked over to Gerard and put my hand on his back which made him jump and smile at me.
“May I steal Gerard for a minute?” I asked my aunt and whoever Gerard was talking to and they nodded and me and Gerard walked away so we can have a bit of peace for 5 minutes.

“You okay?” Gerard asked and I nodded.
“Yeah I’m okay. What do you think of my crazy lot then?” I said changing the subject which made Gerard frown a little.
“Their nice, really nosey though but I like them a lot. What you hiding from me?” Gerard said and I sighed.
“Do you want me to leave the army?” I asked which made Gerard look at me I’m a confused way.
“Of course I would want you to leave but I know it isn’t about me but about you. You’ve been in that job for a long time and if you was to leave before you was ready to leave then you would not only hate me for making you choose but you will hate yourself as well. The army is your life and it has been your life before I came onto the scene so I’m not going to be the selfish prick and tell you I want you to stop doing the job you love more than anything.” Gerard said and I smiled at him slightly.
“I can quit if you want me too.” I said and Gerard frowned at me.
“Okay, what the fuck is wrong with you? You love being in the army and what you do in the army and you are very proud of what you do. Why all of a sudden you want to quit?” Gerard said seriously.
“Let’s just say I’ve fallen pretty bloody hard for you and I don’t want to put you through the stress and worry about me not coming home.” I said and Gerard sighed loudly as he shook his head at me.
“I’ve fallen for you pretty hard as well but I’m not going to be a controlling asshole and tell you to stop doing a job which you love doing so much, you might never find a job you love as much as the one you are doing now. Well if anything like that happened then you don’t have to worry because you won’t be here to watch me or worry about me. This is what I have signed up to in the bloody relationship Frank and I have fucking told you this, I know that you could walk out that door and never come back and I am slowly coming to terms with it which is why I want to make the time we have together as good as it can get because it might be the last fucking time.” Gerard said seriously slowly raising his voice which was strange.
“You know what, if you want to quit your fucking job then quit it but don’t come bitching to me saying that you hate the bloody job you are in.” Gerard said and went to walk away and I caught hold of his hand which made Gerard glare at me.
“Let my fucking hand go now.” Gerard growled and I let him go and I watched him walk off and grab a beer and pretty much downing it as he headed towards the house and I sighed loudly.
“You okay Frank?” Mich asked.
“Fucking peachy.” I said sarcastically and Mich took the hint and left me alone.
I finished my beer and went inside and looked for Gerard.

I went to what was my old room and I found Gerard sat on the bed and he was wiping his nose in his sleeve.
I knocked on the door which made Gerard jump and look at me but he looked away.
“Can I just have so bloody space for 5 minutes?” Gerard sniffed.
“I’m just worried about you that’s all.” I said and Gerard shook his head as he looked at me.
“I’m not the sort of person you should worry about, I’m just some fucking lowlife who doesn’t deserve anyone’s love or attention.” Gerard said and I frowned at him as I walked into the room and shut the door behind me which changed the look on Gerard’s face and it wasn’t the look I ever wanted to see on his face and it was fear.
“I’m not going to hurt you okay. I’m just shutting the door to give us privacy while we talk this out.” I said softly as I kept my distance.
“He said that but he always did something.” Gerard whispered.
I walked over and sat on the floor in front of Gerard so he could see me but he could keep looking down.
“I’m not like him.” I said softly which made Gerard look at me.
“How do I know that, how do I know that if I put a toe out of line that your not going to beat the shit out of me.” Gerard said and I moved a bit closer to him and put my hand on his knee which made Gerard look away from me.
“If I am like this person then I would of beaten the crap out of you by now for talking to me like you did. But I haven’t, I am here trying to talk this out and not losing my temper. In fact it takes a lot for me to lose my temper and this is nothing for me to lose my temper over. I also believe not to beat my partner, the person I’m with is someone who I love with all my heart and I cherish them with everything I have got to give.” I said and Gerard sniffed as he looked at me.
“Why would I damage a already a clearly damage person and ruin everything little bit of trust you have in me. Why would I mark such a beautiful face like yours?” I said and Gerard shrugged his shoulders.
“You will never have a hand that will hurt you. Yeah I might slap your ass but that’s because it’s a nice ass to slap.” I said and Gerard smiled at me.
I moved and sat on the bed next to Gerard and pulled him into my side which Gerard allowed me to do and I kissed the top of his head.
“I’m sorry.” Gerard said quietly and I smiled as I made Gerard look at me.
“Don’t say sorry okay, You’ve got nothing to be sorry for.” I said and Gerard nodded and I kissed him which Gerard returned and Gerard hugged me and I returned his hug and held him closely to me.
“You coming back down or do you need some space?” I said as Gerard pulled back and looked at me.
“I want some space.” Gerard whispered as if he was scared of his answer and what I was going to do to him.
“That’s okay, if you want me then I’ll be down in the garden.” I said and Gerard nodded as I kissed him again and I got up and looked at Gerard who was lying down on the bed which made me smile.
“If your asleep when I come back up I’ll try not to disturb you.” I said and Gerard smiled as his nodded.
“Don’t be doing nothing stupid okay.” I said and Gerard nodded again and I smiled as I walked out the room and went down to the garden.

I got myself another beer and drank it.
“Where’s Gerard?” Mich asked carefully since he knew better than to talk to me when I’m in a bit of a grump.
“He’s in my old room having some space.” I said as I had some of my beer.
“Everything okay?” Mich asked and I sighed.
“I don’t know what to do. Give up my job so I know Gee is going to be save but regret it for the rest of my life or stay in my job and spend my time worrying about him.” I said as I sat on the grass and Mich sat with me.
“What’s does Gerard say about it?” Mich asked.
“He said that I should stay and that if I end up dead then I wouldn’t have to worry about him and if I quit that I’m going to be unhappy and that I’m not to go bitching to him about it.” I said and Mich sighed.
“He has a point on that one Frank. You’ll be a miserable little cunt if you come out of the army because you live for you job and Gerard understand that, for a young man he’s a very understanding person and he knows that your job is more important than him but he still chooses to be with you and love you.” Mich said and I nodded.
“I just don’t want to let him down. We have our whole lives ahead of us and it could all change by me ending up in a box. I couldn’t forgive myself if I was the person who broke him.” I said quietly as Mich handed me a cigarette which I took and started to smoke it.
“And Gerard understands that you might not come home and he is coming to terms to that. Yes you have your lives to think about but Gerard understand what sacrifices he is giving up to be with you. Frank you need to stop over thinking this and learn that Gerard fucking worships your ass and probably your dick as well and he wouldn’t leave you when shit hits the fan. If anything he would probably stand up to you and put you back in your place.” Mich said and I chuckled.
“I love him Mich, and I don’t want him to get hurt if something happens to me.” I said quietly and Mich pulled me to his side.
“Look I’m sure Gerard will have our support and the boys support. We’ve got his back so you don’t have to worry okay.” Mich said and I nodded as I moved away and I noticed Mich looking behind him and I turned and looked and I saw Gerard walking towards us.
“I’ll leave you two alone and tell everyone to give you two some space.” Mich said and I smiled at him.
“Thanks Mich, could you leave a cigarette for Gerard?” I said and Mich smiled and put his packet of cigarettes on the floor and walked off and Gerard sat down next to me and cuddled into my side and I kissed the top of his head.

“You okay baby?” I asked softly as I handed Gerard a cigarette which he took and started to smoke it.
“I’m okay. Just want to go to bed but I thought that I would come down and see if everything is okay with us before I go to bed.” Gerard said quietly.
“Yeah things between us are good okay.” I said and Gerard nodded.
“Have you taken your medication?” I asked as Gerard rested his head on my shoulder and I moved my head and kissed the top of his head.
“Yeah but I took it with alcohol which is a bad mistake but hey ho I just have to suck it up.” Gerard said quietly and I chuckled.
“Well that wasn’t very smart was it.” I said and Gerard just playfully hit my leg as he had some of his cigarette.
“Don’t bully me.” Gerard chuckled quietly and I pulled him more into my side.
“You finished your cigarette?” I asked and Gerard nodded as he flicked his cigarette away and looked at me.
I smiled at him as I stood up and offered Gerard my hand which Gerard caught hold onto and I helped him to stand and I pulled him close to me and I kissed him which Gerard returned.
“Want to go back upstairs?” I asked and Gerard nodded and linked his hand with mine and we went upstairs before anyone could stop us.

I walked into the bedroom after going to the bathroom with my top off and Gerard was lead on the bed staring at me and I could see some drool coming out of his mouth.
“Are you drooling over me?” I asked and Gerard rolled over to look at me better.
“I might be, but anyway I’m allowed to drool over you.” Gerard said and I chuckled as I took my trousers off and walked over to the bed in my pants and I sat down and took my socks off as Gerard sat up and he started to kiss my neck.
“Do you seriously want sex here?” I asked as I felt Gerard mark my neck.
“Yes.” Gerard said as he moved and sat on my lap and kissed me.
“Babe, I’m all in for the make up sex but it’s something which shouldn’t be done here.” I said as Gerard carried on kissing my neck.
“Babe.” I said as I gently pushed Gerard back and he looked at me and then looked down as he climbed off my lap and walked to the other side of the room and sat on the floor and I just watched him and sighed.
“Baby you know I’m always up for sex but inside another home which isn’t ours is in my eyes disrespectful.” I said as I got off the bed and walked over to Gerard and sat on the floor next to him.
I cupped Gerard’s face and made him look at me.
“I understand if you don’t want me.” Gerard said quietly and my heart broke a little.
“Gee, I will always want you Okay. Nothing is going to stop me wanting you and being by your side.” I said as I lent forward and kissed Gerard which he returned and I pulled back slightly and looked at him.
“I love you Gee.” I whispered and Gerard smiled as I kissed Gerard again which he returned with passion.
“I love you too.” Gerard whispered as he pulled back and looked at me and I couldn’t help but smile.
“Come on let’s go to bed.” I said quietly as I stood up and offered Gerard my hand which he took and I helped him too stand and I gently pulled him towards me and hugged him which Gerard returned and hid his face in my shoulder.
I pulled back and looked at Gerard and he smiled sadly at me.
“Don’t smile that smile. Makes me hate myself.” I said softly and I pecked Gerard on his lips.
I caught hold of Gerard’s hand and dragged him towards the bed and he sat himself down on the bed.
“You want to take your top off? So that I don’t get moaned at in the middle of the night for you being to hot.” I said and Gerard smiled as he lifted his arms up and I caught hold of the bottom of his top and pulled it over his head.
Gerard rolled onto the bed and got himself comfy and I smiled as I pulled my top of along with my jeans and I climbed over Gerard and got under the covers where Geraed sighed and moved closer to me as I felt his arm round my waist and him nuzzling his nose against my neck and he got comfy and I felt his breathes even out and he settled down for the night.

I messed with his hairs until I fell asleep as well.

Notes

Comments

is this being continued? x

adreamforthedead adreamforthedead
12/14/18

this is great :)

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8/23/18

I am really enjoying this so far, please continue

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5/14/18