Nothing Can Compare To Insanity

Gerard had a tiny, minor problem with alcohol. Nothing bad, though his family would argue. He tried to tell them he was fine, but he was far from fine, he only meant fine for the alcohol part. He turned to alcohol after his girlfriend broke up with him when he came out as bisexual. He fell back into his depressed self and now, after many, many days, the answer he had been considering was becoming more and more logical. Death. He had imagined what it was like to die from different things & seeing as he only had a few options, he decided on death by painkillers & whatever other meds he had on hand. He swallowed a handful & waited, eventually throwing up what are he had on his stomach. He was actually glad that he threw up, he had a pocket of unappealing fat on his belly & he was overweight. Not badly, but if he wanted someone to like him, he would have to slim down a bit. Not that anyone would love him. Besides, he was dead!

Notes

These will be really short chapters because I can't write long ones and still update often.