G is for Gerard Way.

Frank Iero; the little punk who's short, tanned and a tattooed idiot who's old enough to have the balls and courage to admit to someone that they like them but no; Frank when it came to these things wasn't such a bad ass as his image shows, he was more of a teenage girl crushing on some drama teacher at highschool, difference the drama teacher was his boss.
His job isn't the best around town but it fills his fridge with food and pays the bills by the end of the month, he worked at a guitar shop as a sales person just a few blocks away from his little apartment, he liked the fact he could be around somethings he loved... well two things to be exact; he loved guitars and his boss was an added bonus, although this job wasn't something he planned on having until he takes his final breath but for now it was enough.
He has been working there for the past five years now and ever since he had that damned interview he just couldn't think straight and couldn't find anyone or anything that would stop the craving of wanting that one person. He stopped dating all together when things got complicated especially when you're seeing someone and while being intimate all you could do was imagine the person to be your crush which could lead to an awful awkward moment where he would spill the name out, but luckily for Frankit never happened, oh boy Frank had it all figured out didn't he? He thought a gag ball would shut his mouth from spilling the name, it did to his advantage but his lovers weren't enough.

He made that choice a year after he started working at keys to strings, it wasn't enough nothing was enough and after finding out that the said person was gay it just made it worse. I mean don't get me wrong Frank was sane, he was fine he was great but working in a small shop he always had a risk of bumping into him and he knew that the little smile he gave whenever he saw him would always make his knees goes weak and he has to keep his cool and act normal. Yes... Frank around Gerard fucking Way wasn't sane he was lovesick.

- So after years of being alone in his apartment only his porn sites and his boss's Facebook to help him get through his sexual frustration, he finally decided to go on some dating site. It was a Wednesday night where he had finished his little routine after work, brew the coffee, make coffee set it down on the computer desk, turn the crappy junk of a computer on and be a creepy fucking weirdo who stalks someone's Facebook while having another page open on a gay porn and pretty much his other hand god knows what it was up to but you can imagine.
After that whole routine and a quick shower his forgotten coffee going cold on the desk, Frank sat back down on the chair and started scrolling and browsing through the internet a webchain that never ends, he settled into watching some puppy videos and catch up with his friends, but then somehow he ended up on a gay dating website.

His mind started to race at the thought of considering signing up and giving it a chance and as his hands moved to type in his details and fixed up his profile he was sure already convinced that this was not a good idea.

-" This is a big fucking mistake Iero" he spoke to himself as he brought a cigarette to his lips and lit it up. He then let out a sigh and ran a hand through his shoulder length hair after hitting the enter key and his profile was up and for every male guy out there to see.
He decided to browse more until someone caught his eyes, there was a guy he didn't look bad, he was decent short spikey brown hair a bit of beard, piercing blue eyes, but none of those caught Frank's interest more it was his name.... Gerrard. The same as his boss the only difference it has an extra "r" in it and the surname this Gerrard was a Stevens when his boss was Gerard Way.

He decided to contact the person and thought to himself that hey if he was getting fucked and moaned out a Gerard he would never know he meant for another person at least....even for a one night stand it would be enough to just get his frustrations out.

So he did and immediately the two man started with a simple get to know you conversation and the person didn't seem boring he seemed fine and then they decided that they should meet and set up a date for tomorrow night, as Frank turned off the computer and decided to call it a night he sighed again and looked around the room feeling lonely then ever, how can someone be so pathetic as him as to end up falling in love with somebody who was your boss and nothing else, and although Gerard Way acknowledged his employee's Frank always seemed to make a fool of himself infront of him that always caused the taller man to smile and giggle at him which was more worse cause it always made Frank stomach flutter whenever he heard him giggle.

It was like Frank lived everyday to wake up go to work and see him, even for just a second it would be enough for Frank, he had never in his whole life had this type of thing happen to him before, and now that he was well over his twenty five years of age he would have never thought that a crush he developed five years ago would be this bad that has come to a point of obsession.

He felt sadness overwhelm him as he stood up and made his way towards his empty cold bedroom and got on the cold bed. Maybe this Gerrard with a double "r" would show him that there isn't one Gerard out there.....but deep down he knew there was one Gerard Way and that Gerard Way without even knowing was hurting Frank.

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