Rella’s POV

“How didn’t your parent flip about your being pregnant? Mine would of thrown me out and told me they wanted nothing to do with me.” My best friend Naya said as we walked to school.
“My dad has been in the same shoes as me and anyway I’m a daddy’s girl anyway.” I said and Naya chuckled.
“So do you have anything planned yet?” Naya asked as we walked round the corner and I saw Fae looking like she was getting beaten up.
“Don’t you even think about it momma.” Naya said.
“I am not letting some shits beat my sister up.” I said and I walked over and pulled this bitch off Fae.
“Get the fuck off my sister.” I growled at this girl.
“Fuck off, this has nothing to do with you.” The girl said.
“My sister so therefore this has everything to do with me.” I growled as Naya came over and pulled me behind her slightly.
“Now unless you have beef with her sister which then means you have beef with her, I suggest you walk the fuck away before her crazy ass brother get his hands on you.” Naya said and the girl looked at me and at Fae.
“Faggot child.” The girl said and she went to walk off but I got hold off her hair and pulled her back hard until she fell on the floor.
“You keep my fucking family out of this. You say that word around me ever again then I will fucking hunt down where you live and fucking hurt everyone you care about, you got me.” I growled quietly in her ear and the girl nodded and she got up and walked away.
I turned round and looked at Fae.
“You okay?” I asked and Fae nodded as looked at me.
“You need to go to the nurse.” I said softly.
“I’m fine, just stop fussing.” Face said and I frowned at her.
“Naya give us some space.” I said and Naya nodded and left me and Fae alone.

I waited until Naya was gone before I spoke to Fae.
“What the fuck was that about?” I asked seriously.
“Rella please, it’s nothing okay anyway you shouldn’t be getting into this shit anyway you since you have a baby on board.” Face said and I rolled my eyes.
“Yes I have a baby in my womb big deal the baby is fine. Fae I need to make sure you are okay.” I said as I linked my arm with hers and we walked slowly to our lessons.
“Fine, those bitches beat me because apparently we are low life and their too scared of you to do anything to you and there’s also a rumor going around saying that Josh knocked you up which is technically true, Nix is fucking batshit and wouldn’t think twice on hitting someone especially when he looses it and Seth doesn’t even go here anymore so the only one left to pick this all up is me.” Fae said.
“Fae you don’t have to deal with this shit. Why don’t you move schools then, why have t you spoken to dad and Pa about this. You take this all on your own, Christ you are still a kid Fae.” I said and she looked at me.
“Says the girl who is 5 months pregnant.” Fae said.
“It was a drunken mistake, but anyway I love this baby anyway and I would do anything for it just like I would do for you and the other two.” I said and Fae sighed.
“I’ll go to the nurse and I’ll talk to dad and pa about this but you aren’t to turn your huge mouth on and talk.” Fae said and I smiled at her.
“Got yourself a deal on that one.” I said and walked her to the nurses office.

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“I have never been so glad to sit down in all my life.” I said as I sat down on the school field with a group of friends.
I felt someone tap my shoulder and I turned round and saw my ex, Josh standing there.
“What do you want Josh?” I asked and he looked at me.
“Can I talk to you please.” Josh said and I sighed as I looked at Naya.
“Want me to come as well?” Naya asked and I shook my head as I stood up.
“Nope, I’ve got this.” I said as I walked off with Josh following me.

We stood by the edge of the school where hardly anyone goes because nobody wants to get detention but at the same time the teachers hardly go here.
“What do you want Josh?” I asked as I turned round and looked at him.
“I want to know if the rumors are true.” Josh said and I frowned at him.
“The rumors of you being pregnant.” Josh said.
“Why do you care, when I told you I could be pregnant you wanted nothing to do with me if I wanted to keep it, in fact you words was it’s me or keeping the baby. Guess what I choose I choose this baby. So yes the fucking rumors are true.” I snapped.
“How long are you?” Josh asked as he looked down.
“Why do you even care? You’re not my boyfriend Josh, you’re just the baby daddy and you just stuck your dick in me and we had sex and look I’m pregnant with you kid.” I said as I crossed my arms and rested it on my bump.
“I miss you Ella.” Josh said and I chuckled.
“My name is Rella nobody calls me Ella and you lost that right to call me that.” I said and Josh walked towards me and I took a step back.
“Rella please, I made a mistake, I just needed to get my head around it.” Josh said.
“And you don’t think I did, fuck Josh I am 16 years old and I am 5 months pregnant with your kid but I didn’t get a chance to get my head around I have like a week to think about wether I needed to get rid of my baby or if I was going to be a grown up and keep my baby and make sure my baby gets the life I have.” I said quickly slowly losing it slightly and these fucking hormones was not helping.
“What about me then Rella?” Josh asked.
“I don’t give a shit about you because do you know why? Because I don’t fucking need you Joshua. My baby you just put your sperm inside of me and that’s it. Anyway my parents will help me.” I said.
“Maybe I want something to do with the baby.” Josh said and I just rolled my eyes at him.
“No, you told me that you wanted nothing to do with me or the baby. In fact you told me when I told you you wished the baby dead.” I shouted and Josh looked at me.
“I regret my words Rella I really do.” Josh said and I shook my head.
“How could I trust you around my baby after you said you wished it was dead.” I said quietly and Josh walked over to me but I didn’t step back this time.
“I want to prove to you that I regret everything I said then. But fuck Rella, I’m 18 with everything ahead of me.” Josh said.
“I’m 16 and I’m still at school with everything ahead of me. I have more ahead of me than you.” I said and felt some tears rolled down my cheek.
Josh noticed and he wiped the tears away which made me look away from him.
“I’m sorry okay. But it takes two to make a baby and you have a baby in the oven.” Josh said and I just sniffed.
“Rella? Please look at me.” Josh said and I shook my head.
I felt Josh made me look at him.
“I’ve missed you okay and I would do anything to have you back but I will let you think about that.” Josh said and he put his hand gingerly on my bump which made he look at his hand.
“My little man is in there as well okay. I’ll help you through this.” Josh said and I looked at him and I just couldn’t help myself but I kissed him and soon clothes was coming off.

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I was at home sat in my room when someone knocked on my door and I looked up and saw Seth.
“So dad and pa have gone out for the night so we have the house to ourselves so I believe we need some sibling love and a good sibling heart to heart.” Seth said and I smiled at him.
“That sounds good.” I sniffed and Seth frowned at me as he walked toward me and sat on the bed.
“What’s up?” Seth asked and I shook my head.
“It’s the hormones. I’m fine I promise.” I sniffed and Seth pulled me to his side and kissed the side of my head.
“Come on momma bear, I’ve got Ben bringing food round so we have you all sorted.” Seth said and I smiled and stood up and followed Seth too the sitting room.

“So what would you do if you was in my shoes and baby daddy came back.” I said and everyone looked at me.
“Wait the prick is back?” Seth asked.
“Do I get to punch him?” Phoenix asked and I looked at them.
“Yes the prick is back and Nix I don’t want you to punch him.” I said and Phoenix groaned loudly.
“Never get to punch anyone these days.” Phoenix said.
“That’s because you go batshit and then go fucking loopy.” Fae said and Phoenix stuck his middle finger up.
“Anyway, we aren’t talking about crazy eyes over there. I need gossip so spill the beans.” Ben said as he lent forwards.
“Jesus you are so gay.” Fae said.
“Well he does fuck my ass so what do you expect.” Seth said and I just rolled my eyes and I could see a small blush on his face.
We fell into a comfortable silence.
“So I might of got done something with Josh.” I said and they all looked at me.
“You fucked him didn’t you?” Ben said and we all looked at him.
“Oh he’s learning well.” Seth said and kissed Bens cheek.
“Okay so being pregnant I can understand why dad and Pa are always at it when dad is pregnant because all I want is sex.” I said and Fae just pulled a face.
“Jesus if I knew it was sex talk I wouldn’t of bothered with sibling evening.” Fae said.
“Shut your nun ass up and go get us some beers then.” Phoenix said and I rolled my eyes as this was very typical of this family.
“So yeah I basically got fucked by him, again.” I said as Fae got everyone but me a beer and she got me a squash.
“Oh shit, is this like a one time thing or you meeting up behind the school for a fuck like twice a week?” Seth said and I rolled my eyes.
“I don’t know, I’m hoping it’s a one time thing.” I said and Seth rolled his eyes at me.
We argued about what we was going to watch on Netflix and in the end we found something we all agreed to watch.

I was sat outside having my only cigarette of the day since it’s been a few weeks since I had one and today was just beyond stressful so I really needed one.
“Don’t worry babs, everything is going to be okay.” I said quietly as I ran my hand over my bump and the back door opened and I turned round and saw Phoenix.
“Doesn’t that harm the baby?” Phoenix asked as he walked over and sat opposite me as he started to smoke his cigarette.
“One doesn’t hurt, kinda need it after today.” I said quietly as I looked down.
“What’s the matter?” Phoenix asked and I shook my head as I looked at him.
“I still like him Nix.” I said quietly as I looked at the picture of me and Josh on my phone and I heard Phoenix move and sit next to me.
“Of course you like him, I mean he is baby daddy after all.” Phoenix said and I sniffed as I looked at Phoenix.
“Even if he wasn’t baby daddy, I like him Nix. Yes he was a asshole when he found out I was pregnant it I understand that but today showed me that he still likes me as well.” I said and Phoenix frowned at me.
“How do you know Rella? Maybe he was just using you for sex because your pregnant.” Phoenix said and I shrugged my shoulders.
“He said he cared, he said he wants to be part of babies life.” I said and rested my hand on my bump where I felt baby move.
“Rella he said he wish the baby was dead and that he wanted nothing to do with the baby. You seriously can’t be thinking about letting him back into yours and babies life.” Phoenix said and I sighed loudly.
“You don’t understand Nix.” I said quietly.
“I don’t understand because I’ve got ADHD and a touch of Aspergers doesn’t mean I don’t understand. I do understand but it’s fucking confusing and the thought of being near people and talking is scary but that’s why you got to love ADHD don’t have much of a choice.” Phoenix said and I chuckled softly.
“Honestly just think long and hard about getting back with baby daddy.” Phoenix said as he stood up and looked at me.
“With or without him you’re going to be a good mum.” Phoenix said and I smiled at him which Phoenix returned.
“Thanks Nix.” I said and Phoenix went inside and left me alone.

I went inside a few minutes later and joined everyone else and we stayed there until we all fell asleep.

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