Frankie's POV

It’s been a few weeks since Zack and his band was in town and I still haven’t heard back from him. I tried calling him a couple times but it always went to voicemail. I was thankful I had some savings but I really hated asking for money. I hoping Gerard can help me figure things out.

I walked to campus but I felt like utter shit but I did my best to put a brave face to get through the day until I had to go the doctor. I pulled out my phone and sent a text to Gee.

F: Hey are you still able to come with to the doctor’s today?

G: Sure thing, babe.

F: My appointments at 1 so I’ll meet you at your office around 12ish

G: Ok, see you later xx

F: See ya later

I smiled at Gee’s last text and I was happy he was willing to come with me. At least I wouldn't have to feel alone in this process.

I decided to skip class since I wasn’t feeling the greatest and I needed to go to my appointment. I hung around the library and attempted to do some of my work before I went to meet Gee at his office. We then took a cab to the doctor’s office and I leaned into him as we sat and waited to be taken. I grabbed his hand and gave it a squeeze and he squeezed back.

“You okay?” Gee spoke quietly.

“I’m just feeling so crappy,” he nodded and I leaned my head on his shoulder and I tried to control my emotions since we were in public.

“Francesca Iero,” I cringed when people called me by full time and that’s why I preferred to go by Frankie. I felt like we were waiting for forever to be taken. I stood up and took Gee’s hand in mine again and we walked into the room and the nurse got me to go on the table.

“I am going to do the ultrasound then the doctor will come in ok.”

I nodded and I lifted my shirt and the nurse put gel on my bump and then started to move the wand around and the baby’s heartbeat filled the room. I felt tears come to my eyes and I looked over at Gee. He took my hand and moved closer to me.

“Well, the baby has a really strong heartbeat. Would you like to know the gender?” I smiled.

“Sure,” I gave my boyfriend’s hand a squeeze as the nurse moved the wand around a bit more.

“Congratulations, you’re having a girl.” I smiled and Gerard pecked my lips.

“That’s so awesome, babe.” I felt more tears come to my eyes and I wiped them away. I felt so happy now and it was making my shitty day better. I’m happy I didn’t have to come to the appointment alone.

“The baby looks very healthy at this point. I’ll send the doctor in and if you have any concerns you bring it up with her.” I nodded and she wiped off my bump and I pulled my shirt back down and slowly sat back up.

“I feel so relieved that went well.”

“I’m happy everything is going well so far too, Frankie.” We shared a loving kiss and pulled away just as the doctor came into the room.

He went over a few things with me and told me to just keep eating enough healthy food and to drink lots of water. Once I was cleared to go I booked my next appointment and then we left the office. I looked at the sonogram pictures that nurse gave me. “Maybe Zack will finally pick up his phone when I tell him that the baby is ok.” I felt more tears come to my eyes.

“If he doesn't just remember I’ll always be here for you and the baby. It wouldn't feel right to let you do this alone,” I pulled Gee in for a hug.

I wiped my eyes and slowly pulled away from our hug and kissed him softly. “Do you have to head back to campus now?”

“Yeah, I probably should. I’ll go with you since I should attempt to get some more work done anyways.” He nodded and we headed back to campus together. Some people looked at us funny but our relationship was not breaking any rules. He was no longer my professor and we didn’t work together.

Once we reached his office I walked inside with him and we shared a hug and another kiss. “I’ll talk to you later.”

“Sounds good, Gee.” I snuck into a kiss and smiled as I left his office.

I pulled out my phone and dialed Zack’s number and hoped he would be able to talk.

I was surprised when he picked up the phone and hearing his voice these days felt weird, “Hey Frankie, is everything ok?”

“It’s about fucking time you answered my call. Zack listen we have to talk about our situation.”

I heard him sigh, “I know. Listen I’ll be in town again in a couple weeks and we can talk about the baby ok?”

“Yeah, ok.” I huffed. “The baby is healthy and I found out the gender today. I’m having a girl.”

“We’re having a girl?”

“Yeah, I’m so happy I could find out the gender today.” I didn't want to go full out angry Zack just yet, but when I see him in a couple weeks that may be a different story. “I got a sonogram picture of the baby. I’ll take a picture of it and send it you later.”

“That would be great.”

I felt tears come to my eyes as I walked to find a more private spot to talk. “Zack..I know having this baby didn't come at the best time. But all I ask is that you don’t abandon our girl as your band gets more success.” I tried to control my tears so I wouldn’t full out bawl, stupid hormones.

“Listen, Frankie, I want to do what I can for you. I got to go but we will talk when I’m back in town.” I nodded even though he couldn't see me, and I wiped my eyes.

“Ok. Text me when you’re in town then. Bye,” I hung up the phone call and tried to stop my tears but it was hard. I decided to just walk home in an attempt to calm myself down. I put my phone away and ran my hand over my expanding belly as I walked to my place.

For the rest of the day, I cleaned up my apartment which helped me relax. I realized that I wouldn’t be able to afford my place for much longer. I really needed to evaluate my living situation, and I wondered how Gee would feel about living together? I would have to talk to him about that later.

I checked my phone after a while and saw Gee had texted me.

G: Hey you. Wanna come over? I’m free all night

F: Sure, I’ll be over soon

G: Ok, see you later

I decided to take a shower and freshen up and I fixed my hair and didn't bother putting make up on. Once I was all dressed I ran a hand over my expanding belly and grabbed my phone and took a picture of myself. Sometimes I still couldn't believe I am getting the chance to bring another life into this world. I smiled to myself and grabbed my bag and keys and headed to Gee’s place.

I sent Gee a text once I got to his place and he let me and we walked upstairs to his place. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed his lips. “Thanks for today.”

Gee smiled. “No need to thank me, Frankie. Like I said earlier I want to be here for you and the baby.” I smiled.

“I’m really happy I have you.” He kissed me again and I melted into his affection.

“I feel the same about you, babe.” I ran my hand over his cheek and feeling the bit of stubble on his skin.

“Can I ask you something, Gee?” He nodded and I took one of his hands and walked over to his living room and sat down on the couch.
“What do you need to ask me, Frankie?” He looked worried and I gave his hand a squeeze.

“I know we haven’t been dating for that long.” I paused and maintained eye contact with him. “I don’t think I can afford my apartment much longer and I was wondering what you think about us living together?” Gee smiled and gave my hand a squeeze and I was thankful he didn't freak out.

“I would love for us to live together, Frankie. I was actually going to mention it but you beat me to it. But since the baby is coming we can get a new place that’s bigger and I can definitely afford it.”

“Are you sure?” He nodded and I smiled widely and pulled him into a kiss. We haven't said the ‘I love you’s’ yet but I knew I loved Gee but I was nervous to tell him just yet. I hoped he felt the same about me.

“I’m sure, babe. There is no sense you living somewhere you can’t afford and plus I’ll enjoy waking up and falling asleep next to you.” I grinned.

“Me too.” I felt so giddy inside. “I’ll let my landlord know about canceling my lease.” I smiled and it felt amazing knowing that things appeared to be falling into place.

“How about we order food and watch a movie?” I smiled.

“Sounds good, Gee.” I leaned over and kissed my boyfriend again before we ordered out food and picked a movie.

We watched a horror movie and enjoyed our take out. I was cuddled up to Gee by the end of the movie and we both had our hands on my baby bump. I felt like I was going to melt when Gee kissed me passionately after the movie was over and it quickly turned heated.

I pulled away from our kiss slightly. “Bedroom.” Gee nodded and we walked the short distance to the bedroom.

Gee and I spent the rest of the night in bed and he made me feel so loved. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was nervous because I have the worst luck with relationships.

Notes

Thanks to those who have read my story thus far. Feel free to leave any feedback it keeps me motivated to write.

xxA