Broken

The tears run down my face, I'm screaming. I'm fucking screaming why cant anyone hear me? why wont people see? i need fucking help I'm falling apart and there's nothing i can do, nothing, the music is so loud in my head, I can't I hear myself. But someone must hear me. I can't be as alone as i believe... someone must fucking care enough. I push people away but all I want is for them to show me that they'll stay. No one fucking stayed.
I'm dying and no one noticed
I'm breaking and everyone just walked over my pieces
I'm self destructing and they don't care
I don't care
no one cares
my brain is bleeding and I cant stop it
I'm going to die of this
I want to die of this
I feel every drop as it runs through my blood, each acidic speck ripping me apart from the inside. My head burning, I'm burning I can't move, iIm burning alive.
I cant breathe.
I'm suffocating
I'm suffocating
I'm suffocating
my body clenches
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help?

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