Franks POV

I was sat on the bed debating wether to go to this doctors appointment or not because I really didn’t want to go to it at all and Gerard had gone out so I couldn’t ask him to come with me and I didn’t trust the other guys enough to be around me as there was something about them I didn’t trust.
I was Mikes away inside my head when someone knocked on the door which made me jump.
”Hey Frank.” Gerard said and I looked at him confused.
”You had gone out, how can you possibly be back?” I said and Gerard chuckled and walked over to the bed and he sat down once he got to the bed.
”Well I guessed you was nervous about the doctors so I cut my outing down and to come back to support you with the doctors.” Gerard said and I looked at him.
”You didnt have to do that, I would of gone once I found my balls.” I said and Gerard chuckled.
The sound of Gerard chuckling was slowly becoming one of my favorite sounds.
”Well I am so up you get and get you ass out the door.” Gerard said as he stood up and he looked at me.
”Come on kid, I’ve got your back.” Gerard said and I smiled slightly and I stood up and followed Gerard out of the house.

”Fucking hate these places.” I said quietly and Gerard looked at me.
”You don’t want to know my long list of health problems.” I said and Gerard shrugged his shoulders.
”I’m a nosey person so you can chat away about your problems, I don’t mind.” Gerard said and I smiled.
”Might hold you to that offer when I’m on a mental breakdown or something.” I said and Gerard chuckled.
”I’m always here if you need to chat. Christ I have 5 guys and Eden who blurt out all their problems to me wether it’s just them having a bad day down to their sex lives.” Gerard said and I couldn’t help but laugh.
”Seriously? Don’t you like get scared for life when they talk about their sex lives?” I asked and Gerard shrugged his shoulders.
”What’s the difference between them telling me their sex live or hearing them fuck.” Gerard said and I pulled a face and Gerard chuckled.
“Neither would be better.” I said and Gerard smiled.
”But at least they have a room and they don’t have to go down a dark alley way and do it just to get a little bit of money.” I said sadly and looked down and I felt Gerard put his hand on my knee which made me look at him.
”You don’t have to go back to that life if you don’t want to. You have a home now, Yeah the others have to get used to you but they will in time.” Gerard said and I sniffed as I smiled at Gerard.
”You don’t have to do this Gerard. I don’t deserve any of this.” I said slowly having a breakdown in the middle of the doctors surgery.
”Hey Don’t cry.” Gerard said softly and pulled me to his side.
”You deserve a awful lot Frank but nobody has showed you what you should be deserved which is why I’m doing this for you.” Gerard said and I sniffed loudly which made a few people look at me.
”You got a problem? If not then stop staring as it’s rude to stare.” Gerard said seriously.
I was going to say something but my name got called to see the doctors and I looked at Gerard for help.
”I can come with you if you want me too or I can wait here and wait for you.” Gerard said.
”Please come, I don’t like the doctors and I freeze if I go on my own.” I said and Gerard smiled and he stood up and looked at me.
”Let’s Get this over and done with kid.” Gerard said and I nodded and stood up and went to see what was wrong with me.

It was the middle of the night and I was really hungry and Gerard was asleep beside me but with his back to me, so I went downstairs to raid the fridge or the cupboards depending on what had food in.
I looked in the fridge and found nothing I could eat part from a sad looking carrot but I didn’t really fancy the sad looking carrot but I picked it up and looked at it.
”Well this is depressing looking carrot. Just like me.” I said and I heard someone chuckle which made me jump and I dropped the carrot as I spun round.
“I’m sorry, Gerard was asleep and I was hungry.” I said and the person chuckled again.
“It’s fine, help yourself to food.” The person said and I turned round and saw Patrick.
“There’s Nothing Here I can eat so I won’t bother.” I said Patrick frowned at me.
“You have to eat. You’re too skinny for a boy of your age.” Patrick said.
“Well I survived longer on the streets without food and I’m pretty sure I can last a night without food.” I said and went to walk off but Patrick caught hold of my arm which was not okay with as only Gerard could touch me.
“Get the fuck off me.” I growled and Patrick quickly removed his hand off me.
“Don’t fucking touch me again. Only Gerard can touch me.” I spat.
“Okay, Okay. I won’t touch you but you have to eat. How are you meant to get better if you don’t eat.” Patrick said.
“What are you my mother? Oh wait no your not because my mother is dead so back the fuck off yeah. I’m not hungry now.” I said and walked off and went upstairs to Gerard.

“You should listen to what Patrick says.” Gerard said sleepily as he rolled over to face me.
“Don’t listen to nobody.” I said quietly and I felt Gerard look at me.
“But you listen to me. Why am I so different to everyone else.” Gerard said.
“Because you care about me. You actually want to help me and be there for me. You listen to me when nobody else will listen to me.” I said and I swung my legs back out of the bed again and sat on the edge of the bed.
I felt the bed move and Gerard sitting next to me.
“Despite you being over protective, I feel like I’ve made a friend. You won’t let nothing bad happen to me and you believe in me when nobody else will. I’ve had my fair share of families and no of them cared about me like you do.” I said quietly.
“Hey I um, I going to go out for a walk to clear my head a little.” I said and Gerard looked at me.
“Want me to come with you?” Gerard asked and I shook my head.
“No I’ll be fine.” I said with a smile but Gerard didn’t believe me.
“Just don’t go back to the drugs Frank, you are doing so well.” Gerard said.
“I won’t, I promise.” I said but again Gerard didn’t believe me so I stood up and walked out the house and went for a walk.

“Hey kid wake up.” I heard someone say in the distance.
“Frank wake up.” The same person said but a bit desperately than before.
“Gee, he’s proper overdosed here, he needs to go to the hospital.” Another voice said.
“No, he’ll be fine. Frank just fucking wake up for me please.” Gerard said.
“Gee you have to listen to Mikes here, the kid is seriously poorly right now.” Another voice said.
I felt someone lean really close to me.
“Wake up Frank, I know you’re strong enough to wake up and get through this. I won’t be cross with what you have done just don’t die on me Okay. I can’t lose another person I care about.” Gerard whispered in my ear.
“What the fuck will that do, the kid needs medical attention right now, not us standing round him while Gee does his fucking voodoo magic.” A voice said.
“Ray, shut up before Gee really does lay into you.” A voice which sounded like Patrick said seriously.
“I still believe in you Frank.” Gerard whispered in my ear again and I felt my eyes flutter open and all I could see was this bright red hair before I could see Gerard face looking at me worryingly.
“I’ve got him back but I don’t know for how long. Someone needs to call for an ambulance.” I heard Gerard said.
“I’m fine.” I said quietly and Gerard looked at me.
“You’re not fine, you are in the verge of being at deaths door.” Gerard said seriously.
“I’m better off not being here.” I mumbled feeling my eyes getting heavy again.

“Don’t you dare fucking say that. You are better off being here and we’ll get you better again. Just hang on for me please. I’m going to be right beside just hang on for me.” I heard Gerard say before everything went quiet and Black.

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