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Bulletproof Heart

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Gerard’s POV

”Gee, sweetie wake up.” Mum said as I felt her sit on my bed and mess with my hair.
“What’s the time?” I mumbled as I pulled the covers from over my hair.
”It’s 11am I heard you come in at 2 this morning, where the hell did you go Gee?” Mum said and I sighed followed by a yawn.
”I went for a walk and ended up on the other side of town at the woods by that Gypsy site, where I got talking to someone from school and I just lost track of time.” I said seriously hoping mum would go so I could sleep some more.
”Gee you need to be careful of them.” Mum said and I looked at her.
”The person I was talking to was a Gypsy and they seem a hell of a lot nicer than the people at the last I went too. Why does everyone think the worst of them? Their just people like us.” I said and mum sighed but she decided that she wasn’t go to argue about it.
”I was going to phone Mikey, was wondering if you want to speak to him.” Mum said.
”Mum, Mikey hates my guts and he has said that enough times now. It’s better if I don’t talk to him and let you and him have some sort of relationship without me ruining it.” I said and mum looked down as she hated the fact me and Mikey didn’t get on.
”Its not your fault mum, it’s just one of those things and what has happened over the last 2 years hasn’t helped matters.” I said and mum sighed.
”I just wanted my boys to get along that’s all.” Mum said sadly.
”I know you did but somethings aren’t meant to be, that’s what you tell me anyway.” I said and mum smiled a little.
”How about we go on a CSI marathon after you’ve spoken to Mikey?” I said and mum nodded as she loved CSI and it was slowly starting to grow on me as it was a normal weekend for me and mum to grab a duvet and nibbles and sit on the sofa and watch CSI all weekend.
”Sounds like a good idea. Do you want nibbles or shell we have a takeaway?” Mum asked.
”Takeaway sounds good to me.” I said and mum nodded.
”Okay, I’ll give you a shout when I’m done.” Mum said and she kissed the side of my head like normal.
”Okay.” I said quietly and decided to try and go back to sleep.

“Okay so I have ben and Jerry’s ice cream, lots of crisps and I also ordered pizza for us to eat.” Mum said as she walked in my room and I jumped since I was sat in the window drawing.
”Jesus mum you trying to give me a heart attack or what.” I said as I looked at her and mum chuckled.
”Well it’ll be pay back for all the times you nearly gave me a heart attack.” Mum said and I looked down.
” But we don’t think about that now, do we. We have our new life here too look forward too.” Mum said and I looked at her and smiled.
”Come on, I’m not going to wait any longer for you to come downstairs and watch CSI with me.” Mum said and I couldn’t help but chuckle at her.
”Can I bring my art book down and draw?” I asked and mum sighed but she walked over and grabbed hold of my arm and literally dragged me downstairs and to the sitting room where mum had season 1 of CSI: New York waiting for us to watch.
“Want to watch this one or another one?” Mum asked.
”Think I can happily watch the dude playing Mac Tayler all day.“ I said and mum looked at me.
”Eyes off my bit of eye candy you.” Mum said and poked my sides which made me squirm around and nearly falling off the sofa.
”Find your own eye candy.” I said and mum chuckled as we both got comfy on the sofa and I curled up next to mum and rested my head on her shoulder as I carried on drawing, which mum happened to look at what I was drawing.
”Last time I checked you was petrified of needles and you didn’t want tattoos, have you been taking drugs and gotten over your fear of needles?” Mum said and I chuckled.
”I’m not on drugs, even if I was I would at least smoke it to avoid having needles. The boy I’m talking to at school is covered in tattoos. I sort of got bored and started to draw them.” I said and I felt mum sigh.
”Don’t worry, at the moment he’s just somebody I keep on bumping into and talk to. He’s nothing more than that.” I said.
”What’s this boys name anyway and where is he from?” Mum asked.
”His name is Frank and he was the gypsy I was talking to so he’s from the other side of town, don’t worry mum he’s not that bad.” I said and mum sighed again.
“I have promised you that I wouldn’t rush into getting into a relationship after Eric and I’m not rushing, Christ I’m not even looking for one right now.” I said and mum stayed quiet and I did the same.

After a while the silence was getting to much for the both of us so I decided to speak.
”How’s dad and Mikey?” I asked as I put my drawing down and looked at mum.
”Their both okay, Mikey has got himself a boyfriend and he seems to be really happy.” Mum said and I looked down and in a way it broke my heart that I couldn’t be the big brother he wanted me to be.
”He asked how you was Gee.” Mum said and I looked at her.
”He wouldn’t ask how I was.” I said quietly.
”He did Gee, he asked me how you was and that you was settling in at your new school.” Mum said and I just nodded not really believing mum.
“He also said that he really liked you last eat bit of artwork you put up on your instagram, he said it looked like a actual person. Even he had to look twice.” Mum said and I smiled a little.
”He could always just message me you know, instead of telling you and getting you to pass his message on.” I said and got up.
”Where you going Gee, I’m sorry if I upset you.” Mum said and I smiled at her.
”You haven’t upset me, I just need a cigarette and have some air. I’ll be back after I have had a cigarette and tell me what happens.” I said and mum nodded and I went outside and sat on the top step.

”Nice house.” I heard someone say and I looked up and saw Frank and he was leading this horse and a kid on the back.
”You stalking me now or something?” I asked and Frank shrugged his shoulder.
“Well me and Noah decided to come and terrorize this side of town for a change, along with the horse which I don’t even like but here I am wasting my weekend away.” Frank said and I smiled slightly.
”Your mood looks bluer than your balls.” Frank said and I frowned at him.
”Well good guess work on my mood but better luck at guessing the color of my balls.” I said and Frank chuckled.
”Frankie move, I’m bored.” The child said and Frank looked at the child.
”Just wait Noah. Life doesn’t involve around you.” Frank said and the child sighed loudly.
”Why we even round the gorger area anyway, their just assholes the whole lot of them.” The child said and I just looked at Frank not knowing what to say.
”Well Gerard is a gorger and he’s not a asshole. Anyway you’re like 7 and shouldn’t even know the word asshole.” Frank said.
”All gorger are assholes especially the pigs.” The child said.
“Whatever, anyway I better go otherwise his gob will land us in trouble.” Frank said and I nodded.
”Hey is it possible if I can have a cigarette, you know pay back for the 6 you stole from me the other day.” Frank said and I smiled and got up and walked towards Frank and the horse.
”Here you go.” I said and handed Frank my packet of cigarettes as I made a fuss of the horse.
”Get your hands off him.” The child said and I looked at him.
”I’m not exactly hurting him am I?” I said and put my attention back to Frank who gave me back my cigarettes.
”You need to tell me what the word gorger means.” I said and Frank chuckled.
”I’ll tell you Monday, unless you look it up.” Frank said and I nodded.
”I’ll let you walk off first, Noah is a bit of a bastard when any of my gorger friends stop to talk to me.” Frank said and I nodded again and I walked off flicking my cigarette away and went inside.

”Who was that boy Gee?” Mum asked as I sat next to her but I knew she was watching out the window because she couldn’t help herself but be nosey.
”That was Frank and his brother I think, I don’t even know because he has loads of brothers and I guess his family also live on the traveling site as well. But who knows.” I said and mum chuckled.
”Don’t quite know what to make of him. He’s a bit odd looking especially with all those tattoos.” Mum said and I couldn’t help but chuckle.
”He doesn’t seem that bad, but time will tell I guess.“ I said and mum smiled.
”Has the pizza come yet?” I asked and mum nodded.
”Out in the kitchen.” Mum said and I got up and went to the kitchen and got my pizza and went back to the sitting room and carried watching CSI: New York with mum.

Notes

Comments

Please don't doubt your writing. The characters draw you in & you want to stay for the ride! I know anyone who writes is critical of their own work (I am ;-), but the beauty is in allowing the creative process to flow.

I caught up on all 29 chapters in just 2 days. My poor Gee. Frank is so real, hot-headed, caring & loving - love it.

Morgawse Morgawse
3/5/18

Loving this!
Poor Gee, That bastard really did a number on him, messed him up good. I hope Frank can help him to recover and take control of himself again.
xxx

I will tell you what I tell every writer who puts down their own smut...ALL SMUT IS GOOD SMUT!!
Loving this!
xxx

this isn't shit at all! love it<3

x-lovebirds-x x-lovebirds-x
11/20/17

Poor gee:( love all The fluff tho;)

x-lovebirds-x x-lovebirds-x
11/11/17