All I Want is What I Can't Have

If you’d asked me why I was currently on my knees with my mouth around Frank Iero’s cock behind the gym equipment shed, it’d sound ridiculous. I was stressed; I needed an out. I was the top student in the school and it was exam week, so I needed to let loose a little bit.

“Fuck- Gerard, your fucking mouth,” he groaned out, thrusting his hips forward. I gagged on him and pulled off with a gasp and calmed my reflex down before sinking back down on him. “Shit, I’m gonna come,” He panted. I bobbed my head faster, looking up at Frank through my lashes. “Fuck, fuck, fuck!” He moaned loudly as his hips jolted and he came into my mouth.

I squeaked a little before doing my best to swallow it all down. I sucked on Frank a little longer before pulling off with a lewd sound. “Fuck, there was a lot,” I panted as I reached down and palmed myself through my jeans, which were a little too tight right now.

“Shut up. Come here, let me help you,” he said. I chuckled and stood up, my legs wobbly from being down on my knees for way too fucking long. Frank pushed me against the wall and pushed his thigh against my hard on.

“Oh, shit, Frank,” I gasped, looking up at the sky as I felt my stomach tingle. Unexpectedly, he shoved his hand down my pants and pulled me out. I gripped his shoulders tightly. I don’t know why it caught me off guard. I just had his dick in my mouth so I feel like this was earned, but I wasn’t going to force him or anything.

“Like that, baby?” He growled in my ear. The sound sent shivers down my spine. “Yeah, you fucking love it.” I could feel this smile.

“F-Frank, I’m gonna come,” I panted and not even a second later, I was spilling over his knuckles. My vision went a little white and my breath was taken from me. We stayed still for a moment before fixing ourselves up and straightening our clothes.

“Damn, that was awesome. When can we do this again?” He asked me. I thought for a moment.

“I’m not sure. I’m booked with exams, studying, and I’m going out with someone on all the days I’m free,” I said, still searching my mind for when I had time for him next. When I focused back on him, he was giving me a certain look. “What?” I asked. I didn’t like that look.

He scoffed. “Who’re you going out with?” He asked, as if he were entitled to know. I put my hands on my hips.

“It’s none of your business,” I retorted. He rolled his eyes.

“Gerard, I’m not fucking around. Just tell me.” I stepped forward.

“Why do you care?”

“I don’t!” He said. I smirked and turned around to pick up my school bag.

“All right, then you don’t need to know,” I said, turning back to him and slipping the bag over my shoulder. “I’ll see you some other time, Frank.” He grabbed my wrist.

“Hey, I’m not just some fucking sex toy,” he said angrily. I turned my head back to look at him.

“You’re a player, Frank Iero. You knew sex was all I wanted, so how is this a bad deal for you?” I asked, but I didn’t expect an answer. I pulled my wrist away and walked away. School had ended quite a while ago, and I needed to start heading home to study more.

I walked to the student parking lot and unlocked my car before getting in and buckling myself. I sat there for a minute with my head leaned back against the headrest. After a moment, I started my vehicle and put the AC on full blast since it was hotter than the devil’s dick outside. It was then that I saw Frank starting on his walk. I forgot his car privileges were taken away from him. It was hot out here and I felt bad so I put it in drive and pulled up next to him.

“Get in. I’ll drive you home,” I said. He looked over at me and glared.

“Fuck off.” I laughed softly.

“Frank, get in,” I said again. He looked up at the cloudless sky and sighed before getting in.

“You remember the way?” He asked. I nodded and turned the music up loud before driving away towards his house. He lived out in the country, which wasn’t uncommon since we lived in a small town 10 minutes away from the nearest supermarket. But he lived quite deep in there, which is why I found it cruel that his parents would take away his driving privileges as opposed to a gaming system or TV privileges, but he was their kid.

We drove in silence, minus the loud music, most of the way. I had to take the dirt roads a little slow since I didn’t want to damage under my car.

“Gerard?” He asked over the music. I lowered the volume.

“Yeah?” He seemed to struggle with something before finally opening his mouth.

“Who are you going on a date with?” He asked. I raised my brow, confused.

“I’m not going on any dates. I’m far too busy with schoolwork to focus on a romantic relationship,” I answered honestly. People couldn’t handle how much I enjoyed doing word problems, and essays so my relationships never lasted longer then a couple months.

“You said you were gonna go out with someone.”

“Yeah, which means that I’ll be going out. Like probably catch a movie or head to his place for some video games. I’m not dating anyone,” I clarified. He seemed to sigh in relief. “Looks to me like Frank Iero is smitten with the school nerd.” He glared at me, causing me to chuckle.

“Fuck you,” he huffed.

“I mean, that’s kind of the whole point,” I said. “But next time, since I need to get home and study.” I looked over and his cheeks were slightly pink.

“Why did you choose me? You’re hot, Gerard. You literally could’ve gone up to anyone and they would’ve said yes.” I thought for a moment and sighed as we pulled up to his house.

“I just chose you, Frank. From the beginning, I knew I wanted it to be you. I think you’re pretty. Very nice looking compared to everyone else. I was genuinely surprised when you said yes,” I explained, reaching over and pulling him in for a kiss. He leaned more into me, feeling our kiss.

Yeah, this will really do the trick.

Notes

New story! Should I be starting a new one? Nope, probably not, but I'm going to anyways. Not planned out, but I hope you'll enjoy the ride. Comment and let me know how ya'll like it. It'd be much appreciated <3

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-OAIF <3