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The only hope for me is you(On hold)

The last straw

Gerard and Bob had fallen asleep on the couch together that night. Gerard was the happiest he'd been in a while.

The sound of Bob groaning woke Gerard up, a smile grew on his face as he looked up at his boyfriend who seemed to change over one night "Morning" Gerard mewed, Bobs eyebrows furrowed and he cracked an eye at the smaller boy.

Gerard was expecting him to say good morning back. Or at least smile.

But instead, disgust filled his eyes and he forcefully threw Gerard off him, Having Gerard collide with the coffee table beside them.

Now Gerard just felt stupid. His head clouded with shame as he tried to process what had just happened.

You know that feeling when you say something in a crowd of people, and they all ignore you and you just feel dumb for talking?

That's exactly what Gerard felt, only 5x worse.

"What the fuck was you doing on me?" Bob asked sitting up, Gerad felt tears in his eyes "La-Last ni-night you wanted t-to cuddle..." Gerard answered shamefully, Part of him knew it was too good to be true, but he just wanted it so badly to work out, for them to be happy again.

"Yeah right. Man I must have been pretty fucked up to want that" Bob spat, standing up and purposely putting all his weight on Gerard's hand, Causing him to cry out and pull his hand to his chest.

He should have told Frank last night.

Hell, He should have told Frank the first time it happened.

Frank would have done something.

Last night he had the opportunity to tell Frank, that it wasn't the first time. That Bob had done it before. Worse than that night too.

But he didn't. He was convinced Bob had gotten better. Because he came home happy.

He complimented Gerard's cooking.
He complimented Gerard.
He Kissed, Gerard.
Said he Loved Gerard.
So why shouldn't he have thought that?

Now Bob was angry, and sober, and mean. Gerard was stuck. And he believed he deserved it. "You fucking look disgusting, take a fucking shower" Bob snapped. Causing tears to poke up in Gerard's sad eyes.

Shakily the smaller boy made his way upstairs.

Stupid. Why did he have to be so stupid?
Why couldn't he stand up for himself?

He quickly grabbed his blade from under the counter and turned on the shower.

Sighing as he stepped in, he sunk himself to the floor, letting the water pelt at his skin.
He let out a silent sob as he drugs the small blade across his arm, watching as the small beads rose to the surface of his porcine flesh. Leaving crimson tears in their wake.

He deserved this too. He deserved ever fragment of pain he self-inflicted or got inflicted on him by others. He'd convinced himself he deserved it all.

He then slowly started to clean his body and hair, being careful around the fresh cuts.

Once he was done he wrapped the cuts and re dressed himself.

"Jesus did you fucking fall in, what's taking so long I gotta piss" Bob snapped from behind the door, Sighing to himself Gerard opened up "Sorry" He mumbled. "whatever" Bob grabbed him by his arm and threw him against the wall to get him out of his way.

Tears rose in Gerard's eyes for the second time today. He couldn't take it...

-Big Brother Gee: He's not getting better...
-Little brother Moikey: I could have told you that one.
-Big Brother Gee: Come get me... Bring Frank...
-Little brother Moikey: Be there in 30, Stay safe.

Gerard didn't have time to reply to the last text because he was being ripped up by his hair "Who the fuck are you texting " Bob asked angerly "J-Ju-Ju-ust Mikey" Gerard stuttered, Bob grunted and threw Gerard down to the floor "B-Bo-Bob" Gerard's heart was racing. He didn't know if what he was doing was safe. he has another 15 minutes until his brother and Frank arrive.

He sneakily hit Franks number then slid his phone into his back pocket "What now, faggot" That stung, Gerard swallowed thickly, not knowing if Frank had picked up, But he had. And he was about to hear everything that was going to happen.

"I, I don't wanna do this anymore" He didn;t know where his confidence was coming from. Bob gripped Gerard's hair again, and he swore he felt it rip a little "Do what?" The alcohol once again rolled off his tongue, his grip tightening in Gerard's ink black hair when he didn't answer "DO WHAT?!" Bob shouted "I-I wa-wan-wanna br-break up" Gerard squeaked, Bob's eyes hardened and Gerard got tossed to the ground and earned a swift kick to the stomach "You are not fucking leaving, We've been over this before!" Bob seethed, kicking the same spot over again.

"You still wanna fucking leave?" Bob growled lifting Gerard's bloody face off the ground, Gerard's mind still hadn't changed. He needed out. "Y-ye-yes" He croaked out "If I can't have you, no one fucking can" Bob lifted him all the way up, definitely ripping some of his hair out...

Gerard felt sick. What did he mean by that. His eyes widened in horror as he saw Bob nearing the stairs "N-No, Pl-ple-please" Gerard pleaded, but Bob threw him down anyway. His head hitting each step, making his vision blur more each time.

Frank listened on the other end, eyes wide in horror as he heard his best friends head collide to the ground with a sickening smack just ask Mikey pulled into the driveway, Frank didn't know whether to cry or flip out.


He stormed up to the house, Mikey trailing confused behind him. As soon as Frank kicked down the door and saw his best friend lying on the floor unconscious. His blood boiled.

Bob was standing by Gerard, with a fake shocked expression on his face "He-He jus" "OH FUCKING SAVE IT!" Frank shouted as he raced towards Gerard, He was more focused on making sure he was alive. He'd deal with Bob later.

"Gerard?" Frank's voice shook "IF YOU HAVE ANY SENSE OF DEECENSY FUCKING CALL AN AMBULANCE" Frank demanded. Bob rolled his eyes and dialed it anyway.

"Frank?" Gerard's voice was quiet and he tried to open his heavy eyelids. Frank let out a desperate sob when he heard Gerard's voice "I'm here, I'm here" Frank smoothed Gerard's still wet hair back. Bob stood opposite hiding his sick smirk behind his hand. Mikey was frozen at the door near to a panic attack.

Frank found no point in proceeding to beat the shit out of Bob just yet. He was too focused on keeping the boy he loved awake. Gerard found his eyes getting heavy again and Frank took notice "Gee, Keep your eyes open, Okay?" Gerard smiled, a trail of blood leaking from the corner of his mouth, Frank was shaking. With fear, with anger, with anxiety. He was going to kill Bob. AND WHERE THE FUCK WAS THE AMBULANCE?

His silent question was answered when he heard the sirens right outside. And soon he got pulled away and Gerard was taken.

Mikey and Frank hopped into the back while Bob was kept behind for questioning.

"Male, 19. Head trauma, collapsed lung and broken arm" One of the paramedics spoke, ripping Gerard's top open "We're gonna lose him" Another yelled, bringing the paddles down to his chest. Mikey was a sobbing mess "I t-tr-tried to wa-wa-warn him" Frank rested his hand atop of Mikey's too scared to say anything.

They both let out a breath they didn't know they were holding when Gerard's heart monitor started up again at a semi-normal pace.

"Injury on the left forearm, May need stitches" One of them spoke again.

The vehicle came to a halt and they whisked Gerard into the hospital. Mikey tried to follow but he got stopped. Collapsing to the ground he let out a sob. Frank pulled the shaking boy into shaking arms of his own.

_____________

Gerard's whole body hurt. And a soft beeping brought him to his senses and now the pain was increasing. He heard voices around the room and tried to listen.

"And I walked in and he was at the bo-" "HORSE SHIT" A voice interjected "Mr. Iero, wait your turn" A female voice demanded "Anyway" The first voice snapped "He was at the bottom of the stairs unconscious" His voice shook. Gerard couldn't pinpoint anything right now "Mr. Bryar. The injuries Mr. Way have sustained were not done on accident. This wasn't a fall he was pushed. And has older injuries that were not caused by the fall, Can you explain that?" The female voice asked again. Obviously not believing the story she was told. No one spoke "Right. Mr. Iero?"

"Gerard had texted his brother to come get him. And at some point he ended up calling me, Mikey wanted me to come with him and I'm glad I did. The phone call had a lot of screaming, Bobs, screaming, and Gerard's. The words 'if I cant have you no one can' were spoken before I heard Gerard falling down the stairs. When I got there Bob was standing next to Gerard's unconscious body." One of the voices explained... That in Gerard's hazed mind still couldn't make out. "Right, We will ask more questions when Mr. Way wakes up and is ready to talk about it, I suggest until things clear up that he stay at another house. You will be paroled so you won't be able to see him at all, Mr. Bryar, do I make myself clear?" Her voice was cold "Yes Ma'ma you do" "Good. Follow me then"

Gerard heard two sets of feet leave the room and then silence fell. He took this time to assume everyone was gone and opened his eyes. Squinting at the bright light. There was a gasp from somewhere which told that he wasn't alone.

"Gee?".. he hummed "F-Fr-Frankie?" Gerard's voice cracked "Oh thank fuck" Franks' hands shook as he brushed the hair from Gerard's face, Gerard looked up at his best friend "I-I-I'm so-so-sorry. I sh-sh-sou-should ha-have listened. Or told you. I lied. I-" "Shhhh, Gee, It's okay. You're safe now. I won't let that dirty fucker ever near you again" Frank promised "It's over, He's got too much dirt on him and once you give your statement to the police he's in jail and you're free" Gerard searched Franks eyes to see if he was lying or not "Re-rea-really?" The relief flooded over him when Frank nodded his head.

Safe. That was a feeling Gerard hadn't felt in so long.

Notes

Comments

This is beautiful. Thank you for writing such a lovely story!

cKayE cKayE
8/12/18

I love this so MUCH!!!

#103670 #103670
4/14/18

I fluffing love this! ;)
xxx

omg just found this today and I FUCKING LOVE IT! thank you so much for writting

Aoismil3 Aoismil3
12/31/17

Poor Gee!...but that’s NOT the way to cope.
xxx