The only hope for me is you(On hold)

Gerard's eyes widened as soon as the plate came in contact with the floor. A loud smash filled the entire house and he cringed... This was one of the good plates too.

He quickly bent down to pick up all the stray pieces, Holding his breath as he heard the heavy footsteps of his boyfriend Bob walking down the hallway.

"What the fuck did you do now?" His loud voice shouted "I-I-" "You what, Fucking spit it out" Gerard closed his eyes for a second before a hand was squeezing his cheeks "Look at me when you are speaking to me" Bob gritted through clenched teeth "Th-the plate, Sl-slipped from my fingers" Gerard squeaked out. Bob grunted and looked down before taking a step back and slapping Gerard, hard, right across the face "You fucking broke one of the good plates, You fucking retard" Gerard cringed at the insult... He wasn't retarded... Was he?

"I- I uh I..." Bob sighed angerly "You, You, You, You fucking what? quit stuttering!" He towered over the small cowering boy "I didn't mean to" "Well you fucking did, Didn't you?" Gerard nodded quickly "Fucking clean this up before I get back from the store or you're in for a bigger punishment" Bob spat before stomping out of the house.

Gerard let out a shaking breath as soon as he heard the door slam.

Everything used to be so, so good...

He quickly cleaned up the broken plate and threw it out, Proceeding to tie the bag and throw it in the can outside and then replaced the bag in the kitchen. After that, he finished the dishes and then sat down on the couch.

His phone buzzing brought him out of his thoughts and he looked at who it was.

-Frnk: Heeey, Are you busy today?
-Gee: Not sure... Gotta see what happens when Bob gets home
-Frnk: :(
-Frnk: I haven't seen you in over a week now. Mikey refuses to tell me anything...
-Gee: Well, I'm alive so just breathe. I'll try to escape later
-Frnk: Escape?...

Gerard's face drained of color, He was praying he wasn't too obvious...

The door slamming open startled him and he placed his phone back down on the table, face down... Bob hated it when he talked to Frank. Even though Frank's Gerard's best friend.

"Good. You did the rest of the dishes. Now make fucking supper" Bob demanded harshly, shoving the bags towards the shorter boys chest "O-Okay" "AND QUIT FUCKING STUTTERING!"

The sudden outburst caused Gerard to Jump slightly, he just nodded and walked into the kitchen. Starting to set everything up for supper, Until Bob's loud voice boomed through the house.

"WHAT THE FUCK!" Gerard cringed. and he padded his back pockets... No phone...

Moments later there was a fist in his hair and he was thrown to the ground "I told you I didn't want you talking to that Frank guy" Bob spat...

"but he-" Gerard got cut off with a kick to the stomach "Shut the fuck up, Don't talk back." Bob shouted, Gerard suppressed a sob, the contact Bob's boot made with his stomach made him feel instantly sick "He's my friend. Only my friend... I promise. I love you" Gerard sobbed out. There was a fist in his hair again and he was yanked roughly up to meet Bob's cold gaze "If I find out you are fucking around with him behind my back, I'll beat the life outta you. Do I make myself clear?" The vodka he had downed earlier was still rolling off his breath making Gerard gag "Yy-yes, sir" His grip tightened making Gerard whimper "Good" He threw Gerard down roughly, causing him to hit the bridge of his nose off the table "I'm going out for the night. Don't expect me back early. I need time away from your fuck ups" Bob seethed, delivering one last kick to Gerard's stomach before exiting the house.

Gerard shakily reached up onto the table and picked up his phone... Taping on his Brothers contact he anxiously waited...

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"Gee? It has been almost a week are you okay?" Mikey's voice held concern "Ple-ple-ple" "Shhhhh, Gerard it's okay. Don't be scared. I'm not mad. Take a breath and tell me what's wrong" The younger boy demanded worriedly. Gerard took a moment to compose himself. This is Mikey... Mikey would never dream of hurting Gerard...Wold he?... No, No Mikey is his protection... "Mikey... Come get me please..." there was movement on the other end before Gerard heard his brother's voice again "I'm on my way, Gee" then he hung up. Leaving Gerard alone in silence...

He was able to make it to the living room and prop himself up against the back of the couch. Moments later the door swung open, Force of habit, Gerard flinched and tensed, Until he saw the soft face of his brother "Jesus, Gee" The tall boy gasped. He may be the younger one but he was taller than Gerard.

He slowly made his way over to his older brother, who was cowering in fear next to the couch "It-it-it's m-my fa-falt" Gerard cringed at how bad he was stuttering. He closed his eyes for a moment to yet again compose himself "I mad a mistake... I made him mad, I..... I deserved it, I broke a plate and was talking to Frank and he didn't like that and I instigated the problem. I de-deserved it" The trembling boy cried out "Frist, You do not deserve this. It's not your fault, Second, what does this situation have to do with Frank?" Mikey questioned, Gerard shook his head "B-Bob thinks I'll cheat on him, wi-with Frankie..." Mikey just shook his head and helped his brother up and to his car. Which just so happened to have Frank sitting shot gun.

Franks eyes widened the moment he saw Gerard, He got out quickly and ran towards the two brothers "Jesus Christ, Gee what happened" Fank asked taking Gerard from his brother. Mikey went to say what happened but Gerard cut him off quickly "I uh... Slipped and hit my nose on the table" He lied... Frank tried to supress a giggle... He may be smart in other things, but reading through lies he was terible. Mikey frowned at Gerard's lie.

He never understood why his brother didn't just leave Bob. Himself and Frank were there to stop anything if it were to happen. He just wanted his brother safe and happy.

"Are either of you hungry?" Mikey asked after Frank had gotten Gerard safely into the back seat "I could go for something to eat, sure" Frank said happily, Gerard just shrugged "Gee how about you?" He turned his attention from the window to towards Frank "I-I g-guess" He furrowed his eyebrows at himself... He's known Mikey and Frank all his life, He shouldn't be scared of them... "Cool, I'll order some delivery when we get back to my place"

Gerard smiled thankfully at his brother... He was glad he had Frank and him. Even if neither of them know the severity of the situation... They hopefully never will either... Maybe one day Bob will take it too far and kill Gerard... At least thats what he hoped would happen. He was tired of living, and especially tired of living with Bob... He just wanted to escape it all.

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