LOVE-NAP rewrite

I wake up at about 4 am, I must've fallen asleep without realising. I'm no longer in the other room anymore, I appear to be in a bedroom, in a bed. Comfortable?
My hands aren't tied up anymore and I am free. But the windows are boarded up and the only way I could get out would be the door or if I broke down the boards or wood.
Naturally I go over to the door to check to see whether or not it is open and to no suprise of mine, it's locked. So I go for my next option, breaking down the planks of wood blocking me from escaping through the window. I begin gently tapping on them, trying to be quiet incase Gerard hears me, I start using more force on them when they don't break, eventually making a racket. Of course Gerard hears and comes bursting through the door, I stand in shock as he quickly storms towards me and grabs me from behind putting me into a full nelson. I gasp, trying to escape his grasp.
"Stop squirming." Gerard spits. He drags me to seemingly his room, full of posters and the smell of cigarettes and throws me onto the soft carpet and locks the door quickly, after the locking the door he grabs me once again and ties my hands behind my back. He grabs me by the collar and brings his face close to mine, my heart begins to beat faster, almost thudding outside of my chest. Eventually after staring into my eyes for a few second he finally aggressively whispers into my left ear, "Stop. Trying. To. Escape." Then he throws me back onto the floor and climbs into his bed where he lays and watches me from a distance. I lay too, in shock. On the floor, shaking I feel like crying. I'm afraid. I didn't think it would come to this but now realising the severity of the situation, I understand that no one just kidnaps someone for fun and that this was real. Gerard probably was insane and I was probably going to die here.
He continues watching me menacingly, I feel too scared to look back at him so I face my back to him and close my eyes then think of home. I try to calm myself, think happy thoughts and dream up more ways to get out of here though currently it seemed impossible.

6:38am
I wake once again, I must've fallen asleep for a bit. With the memories of what happened just a few hours earlier flooding my brain I feel the nausea and fear hit me once again. I look over at the digital clock on a table beside Gerard's wardrobe, "6:38am"
I wonder if Gerard is still there, lying in the bed behind me. Feeling frozen with fear I daren't look. Suddenly I feel a tug behind me, I close my eyes and gasp, but to my shock Gerard is untying me. After untying me he sits me up and holds me just in case I wanted to get away. I fidget a bit in discomfort but he doesn't break his grasp from me he continues stare at my face as I look anywhere but his.
"I've untied you." He grins.
I nod and gulp.
"Why the sudden terror in you, eh?"
I sigh fast, catching my breath and think to myself about that question.
Why the sudden terror in me?
Is it because I know his strength now? Is it because I've realised the severeity of the current situation I'm in?
"Well if you're not going to reply, I won't make you." Gerard chuckles. "Want breakfast?"
I shake my head.
"Well how are you going to fight me with no protein in you, eh?"
I turn to look at the sickening boy and grunt at him. He looks back at me and narrows his eyes.
"Well, look." Gerard says as he picks me up off the ground suddenly, "If you are not going to play by the rules then I'm going to make this whole thing a lot worse for you, trust me. So let's go get some food for you and you will like it."
He carries me down to the kitchen as I struggle in his muscular arms. He sits me down on a chair then ties me to it once again.
Gerard then wanders over to the fridge and opens it.
He runs his fingers across the possible options for me, "Let's see, orange juice, oooh bacon? Some scrambled eggs... Hey let's push the boat out and just do a full English breakfast for me and my Frankie! Would you like that baby boy?" He smirks looking over at me. "Hmm, I'll take that as a pretty please with a cherry on top Gee, baby! Alright Frankie, two full English's coming right up!"
Gerard begins cooking,

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