Only you

Gerard's POV

"Gee you okay to be working?" Max asked as I put some drinks on a tray to take over to a table.
"I'm fine Max, stop worrying okay." I said and put the last of the drinks on the tray.
"Gerard. Please just think about yourself here." Max said and he used my proper name which got my attention as hardly anyone uses or knows my proper name.
"Look, I need to work. I can't fucking sit in my room being all doom and gloom because of what he did to me. I need to forget about it and get on with my work. Now if you don't mind table 10 want their drinks." I said and picked the tray up and walked towards table 10.

I was just finishing with a client when the door opened.
"Dude what the fuck!" My client said and quickly put his shirt on and gave me some money and walked out the room.
I looked and saw Frank.
"The fuck Frank! I could of lost money." I snapped.
"What a shame, well guess what I've paid for you for the rest of the night." Frank growled and I haven't seen this side of Frank before.
"Your coming back to mine." Frank said and I stood up not giving a shit that I was completely naked.
Frank was having a hard time not to look me up and down but he lost his battle and looked me up and down and when he was finished he looked me in the eye.
I walked up to him and put my hand on his shoulder as I walked behind him.
"See something you like?" I whispered suductively in Franks ear and gently nipped it.
"I might." Frank said quietly.
"Maybe you want me to do something, after all, you have paid for me." I whispered still in Franks ear which made Franks breath hitch a little.
"Gee, please I don't want to do this here." Frank said.
"Where do you suggest we go? I can't leave the club, I have the key for this room and once that door is locked nobody can get in." I said and walked round to face Frank.
"Why can't you leave?" Frank asked and he looked at me.
"For me to know and you not to know." I said.
"Gee stop talking like a slut for 5 minutes." Frank said seriously and I looked at him because what he said actually really hurt.
I turned round and started to put what little clothing I had to wear.
"Gee I didn't mean it." Frank said and caught hold of my arm.
"Don't fucking touch me." I growled.
"Gee please." Frank said and he let my arm go.
"Just fuck off and let me be a slut." I snapped and walked off out of the room.

After seeing Frank I couldn't stop feeling pissed.
I threw a can in the bin which bounced back out again which pissed me off more.
"Hey Gee, go outside and calm down." Max said and picked the can up.
"Is Frank still here?" I growled which took Max back a little.
"I don't think so. He looked pretty upset what happened." Max said.
"Don't fucking ask okay. I'm going out for a cigarette." I said and went to walk off but Max caught hold of my arm.
"Wear my trackies and hoodie. It's cold outside." Max said and I smiled and pulled the trackies on and walked off towards the back as I pulled the hoodie on.

I was smoking when someone stood next to me.
"Go home Frank." I said quietly since I knew it was Frank from his aftershave.
"Gee, let me talk." Frank said and he was stood in front of me.
"I have nothing to say." I whispered as it was when I was alone when all the flashbacks came back, it was when I felt alone and this heavy feeling in my chest appeared.
"You might not but I do. Gee I have loads to say to you." Frank said and I shook my head and sniffed as I felt myself begin to cry.
"Gee, Gee babe why you crying?" Frank asked softly and I felt his hand on my cheek and he wiped away the tear which had fallen.
"It's all fucked up. Everything is all fucked up." I said and soon felt more tears fall.
"What is? Gee what's the matter? Talk to me please." Frank said and I shook my head.
"I need to go." I whispered and walked past Frank but I wasn't heading towards back to being inside the club but I was heading somewhere where nobody could find me.

I found myself sat in the park drinking and smoking.
"Gee? Gerard is that you?" I heard someone asked but I didn't respond all I did was sniff.
"I've found him Max, don't worry and tell Frank he's okay. But I think he's a little drunk at the moment but I'll try and get him home." The person said.
"Come on Gee, let's get you home so people know your safe." The person said.
"I..I..I'm no going back." I slurred.
"Gee, you have to go back, remember what Quinn said if he found out you left the club?" The person said and I nodded and I felt myself begin to cry.
"Gee look at me." The person said and I looked st the person and saw this ginger beard and I knew it was Ed since Ed was the only ginger in the club.
"I..I..I don't want to go back. He hurts me Ed." I sobbed and Ed pulled me into his chest.
"I know Gee, I know you don't want to go back and I know he hurts you. Remember what I promised you when he first started to hurt you?" Ed said and I nodded.
"What did I say?" Ed asked and I looked at him.
"T..That you'll look after me." I whispered.
"I still mean it Gee. You had a shit childhood and I'm not letting Quinn ruin you more." Ed said and I nodded slightly.
I felt Ed kissed my forehead.
"Let's get you home because everyone is worried about you." Ed said and I looked at him and I guessed I had fear in my eyes as Ed smiled sadly.
"Don't worry, Quinn isn't going to be there." Ed said and he stood up and I tried but I didn't feel strong enough to get myself up.
"Come on buddy." Ed said and he helped me up and picked me up.
"Let go home and get you warmed up." Ed said and he started to walk back towards the club.

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