Only you

Gerard's POV

"You sure you're going to be okay while I'm at work?" Frank asked seriously as I watched him get ready for work while I stayed in bed.
"Yeah, Mikey is coming round at 11 so I can go back to sleep for a few hours." I said feeling myself fall back asleep again.
"Okay, but you have my number if you need me?" Frank asked and I smiled.
"Yes I have your number. Now stop fussing over me and go to work." I said and Frank chuckled as he walked over and sat on the bed.
"I just don't want nothing bad to happen to you." Frank said quietly.
"I know but I'm locking myself in this house away from everyone and making the most of watching what I want to watch on tv." I said and Frank playfully hit my leg.
"Okay now I know what you do when your on your own." Frank chuckled and he bent down and kissed me which I returned.
"I need to go, I'll bring us both back a takeaway." Frank said and I smiled and kissed him again.
"See you later." Frank said and kissed me again and he got off the bed and got his stuff and he went off to work. I looked at the time and saw I had another 2 hours worth of sleep left before Mikey came round and babysit me, not that I don't mind because I have missed not seeing him.

"Look I'm happy for you Gee, but aren't you rushing it a little bit?" Mikey said as he sat on the sofa with a mug of coffee for me and him.
"He was there for me when Quinn fucked me over good and proper. I know he also crushing on me anyway. It's not as if we've had sex or anything nice being with him." I said and looked down.
"So was the guys but I don't see you running after them." Mikey said and I looked at him.
"The guys are fucking family Mikey and you know that!" I snapped and Mikey looked down.
"Gee I'm sorry." Mikey said quietly.
"I know the guys was looking out for. I am fucking greatful that they have been there for me." I said and looked at Mikey.
"How are things with you? We haven't been able to talk like this for ages." I said and Mikey smiled.
"Things are good Gee. Me and Tony are getting on really really good and I generally haven't felt this happy for ages." Mikey said and I smiled.
"Hope you are wearing protection young man." I said and Mikey blushed.
"We are not talking about sex here Gerard." Mikey said shyly.
"Why not? I mean I am a stripper. I know I don't have sex with the clients but sometimes if they pay more I do but so does everyone else. I'm all for talking about sex." I said and sat back on the sofa facing Mikey.
"Really Gee?" Mikey asked as he got comfy.
"Being serious here Mike's." I said and Mikey looked down going bright red from his blush.
"Want me to go first?" I asked and Mikey nodded.

Frank came home and Mikey left to go back to Tony's since he didn't want to move in with me and Frank and I was okay about that since Mikey was happy and that's all what I cared about.
"I promised you take away and that's what I bring you." Frank said as he put a plate of Chinese in front of me and I smiled.
"Thanks Frank." I said quietly and started to eat my food.
"Did you and Mikey have a good day?" Frank asked and I nodded.
"Yeah, think I might of put Mike's off being a stripper though, which is a good thing because I don't want him in that business." I said.
"And I also found out that Mike's is a bottom." I said innocently which made Frank choked on his food which made me laugh.
"I do not need to know if your brother is top or bottom." Frank said.
"Neither did I but we somehow got talking about sex." I said and Frank rolled his eyes at me.
"What, we're old enough to have sex and yet everyone gets so shy about it." I said and Frank chuckled.
"Proably because it's personal and not everyone wants to be open about it." Frank said and I just stayed quiet and picked at my food.

Me and Frank was cuddled on the sofa watching some film on the tv.
"What's the matter babe?" Frank asked and I looked at him since I was sat on him cuddled into his chest.
"Nothing." I said quietly and looked down but Frank made me look at him and ran his finger over my scar I had on my cheek and it made me look away from him.
"Don't touch it." I said quietly.
"Gee, talk to me please. What's the matter?" Frank said seriously.
"Nothing, I'm fine okay stop asking me if I'm okay." I snapped and got up and walked to the kitchen and got myself a cigarette and walked over to the window and started to smoke my cigarette.
I heard Frank walk over and stood in front of me.
"Babe please. I just want to help you." Frank said and I looked down.
"I just want to stop feeling like this. I want to go out and enjoy my life, enjoy going out places with you and go back to work. But I can't because of that bastard. I mean what club will want me with a fucking fat ass scar on my cheek a d my fucking back covered in scars. Quinn has fucked me up so much I seriously don't know what to do with my life anymore." I ranted and burnt myself with the cigarette by accident so Frank took the cigarette away from me.
"Maybe smoking when your angry isn't a good idea." Frank chuckled and I looked down.
"I know yo want to feel normal again, but what you went through with Quinn is going to take a lot for you to get better. I mean you're having nightKaren because of that cunt. I actually have a business partner who owns a strip club and I know we're looking for more male strippers." Frank said and I looked at him and frowned.
"You never told me this bit of information." I said.
"That's because that side of what I do is something I keep away from someone I want to be in a relationship with since some people get really funny about it. Maybe that's why my ex was a bastard towards me, but hey we're not talking about him." Frank said and I smiled.
"You going to give me a job?" I asked.
"Yeah, as long as you don't go running off with someone else." Frank said seriously and I just ran over to him and jumped on him and wrapping my legs round him.
"Thank you so much." I said and looked at Frank and kissed him hard.
"It's okay, just don't go eyeing other guys." Frank said and I smiled.
"I wouldn't dream off it." I said and kissed him again.

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