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Vacant heart

We're losing him

(Mikey’s POV)

I went to Gerard’s manor the day his friend, what’s his name? Bert? Wasn’t there. This was something I didn’t want Bert to know. I walked to Gerard’s manor around midnight and walked in to see Gerard practicing his powers, his friend Bert though him. He stops when he sees me, as he pulled me into a tight hug. “Hey Mikes!” He says smiling at me. I gave him a bit of a nervous smile. He frowns, before speaking. “What’s wrong?” He says. “L-Let’s go sit down.” I say grabbing his hand, pulling him with me. We sat down still holding hands. “Before Alicia left, s-she told me how to heal you, w-when you become like Lindsey.” He raises a brow. “How?” He asked. “I-It’s risky.” I say. “When you become like Lindsey, the way to heal you is falling in love with a human. They must return the love when you try the ritual. If they don’t the ritual will rebound and both of us will end up like Lindsey and Alicia.” He hissed. “No human will love me.” He says hurt. “And if they do, I won’t love them. They took away my best friend! Sure she ruined our lives, but she was my friend!” He yells and gets up going upstairs, slamming a door.

I sighed and let myself out. Alicia told me the first sign of losing him was anger. I went over every day to help him with the idea of loving a human, but he kept shutting me out, which was another sign. I soon stared to get worried when Bert taught him attacks. “Gerard. You’re worrying me.” He grunted and ignored me. I got angry and yelled. “Fine end up like Lindsey and Alicia!” He looked at me upset, but I didn’t care and stomped my way out of him home.

(Gerard’s POV)

Did Mikey not care anymore? I scuffed and plopped on my bed. I felt something trying to escape my body. I yelled on how painful it was. The pain stop, as I heard a voice. “Listen, Gerard! You are hurting your brother who is trying to help you! If you continue to be stubborn and not love a human, you’re going to lose me and him!” I shoot up and look around to see who was saying that. They sounded a lot like me. “Quit looking around. I am in you. I am your old self, but I am slowly fading away cause of you. You’re hurting me splitting us in two and soon will lose me.” I am splitting in two? Not possible. I lay back down on my bed and go to sleep.
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(Mikey’s POV)

He is so stubborn! I get it. He is a Vampire and humans fear him, but it’s the only way to heal him when he is gone. “I am leaving soon Mikey.” I hear Gerard’s voice. “Gerard?” I say looking around my room. “Yes, it’s me Mikey. Well, the old me. The one you see now is what Lindsey was after she got a Vacant heart. He is an absolute ass and is hurting and is going to lose me soon.” “How soon?” “I don’t really know, but he is getting worse every day.” I sit up on my bed, crying a bit. I don’t want to lose my brother. “There’s really nothing you can do Mikey. Gerard isn’t going to give in. Thank you for trying. I love you kid brother.”
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The next few days I tried to talk about something else with Gerard, but something get on bugging him. He kept yelling when he felt something in his chest. Is this what his Vacant heart was talking about? I am losing Gerard… “Gerard, please.” I say getting his attention. “I rather die, than to love a human, so quit asking!” He hissed. “Gerard, I love you! I don’t want to lose you.” Half of him cried, while the other half didn’t seem to care. He is getting there… “I-I’m sorry Mikey. If times were different maybe, but I don’t see it happening.” He said. I hugged my brother crying into his shoulder. He shushed me and rubbed his hand up and down my back. “You know I love you, Mikes. It’s getting harder for me to realize that.” He says crying too. We hugged and continued to cry, being safe in each other’s company.

Notes

I was busy all day so I only got one chapter done, and not even good. I am so fucking tired I cant keep my eyes open, sorry.
-Jordan

Comments

@the dark receiver
I was getting tired of writing smut so I made them stop having sex and well since they have 5 kids who are quite young are a handful, they wont have time anyways. The only time they would actually get time to have sex is when their kids are asleep but even then. Logically speaking. If the kids can hear the parents having sex at such young age, when they're older and hear it they will be terrified. (My stories my be be unrealistic, but I still put logic into them) Plus I thought it would be nice to finish the story after a few chapters of no smut and end it with smut.

xojordan

I adore this story but it is a bit unrealistic to think they'd go years without sex. Hell even normal married couples w kids will make time to b together.

@My-FluffFrerard

Thank you! :D

I love this story it is so good!

@AliceInMCRland