you'll never take me alive
make room
i survived the next two periods and headed out to lunch. walking out into the court yard a headed over to the far side and sat closs legged on a patch of grass, i took out my ipod and plugged my head phones in. i lay back on the soft ground and shut my eyes.
Someone was poking my leg, i opened one eye to see a boy sat beside me. Mikey had long-ish drity blonde hair, glasses and was rather lanky. behind him stood his brother gerard, he looked annoyed and was looking off into the distance, his black hair blowong in the strong manchester winds.
"what do you want, mikey?" i groaned, not moving from my original position.
"you know you've been out here for like an hour and a half right? you missed history." Mikey muttered, a look of worry in his eyes.
"i know mikey, i thought i told you to leave me alone?" i sighed sitting up.
"he was just seeing if you're okay Milly." gerard scowled
"friends look out for each other!" mikey almost yelled, this kid is way to happy.
"yeah yeah, whatever." i yawned, laying down again.
Mikey suddenly jumped up from the floor.
"GERARD," he practically screamed "I'M MISSING MUSIC"
"chill mikey, just leave now theres still half a period left." gerard soothed.
With that mikey ran inside. Gerard sat down on the grass beside me, pulling out his cigarettes and offering me one, i took it.
"thanks" i muttered, sitting up again. we both lit up and were quiet for quite some time.
"whats your deal?" i said finally looking at him.
"you."he replied, taking another drag of his cigarette.
"guessed." i laughed sarcastically.
"you know how close we were. well, still are. i just don't understand why you did it." he sighed.
i looked down at my converse "i didn'-"
"i know you didn't, you wouldn't. i don't get why you would lie for him.." he looked at me seriously
i brought my gaze up to meet gerards, his eyes looked hurt but angry.
"i thought he loved me.." i whispered.
my mind raced back other the previous events of this week. i was so hurt, angry, broken, sad. i needed to let it out. Gerard noticed this, and rapped his arms around me and pulled me into his lap. I just broke down into his shirt. Sobbing loudly while he soothed me,
"everything will get better Milly, i promise." he cooed, placing a kiss on my forehead.
We sat there for a good 30 minutes, while i finally let out the anger i had been building up. when i finally finished crying i crawled out of Gee's lap and stood up, smoothing out my shirt and putting my backpack on.
"thankyou Gee." i smiled wiping my face with my hand.
"You'll always be my bestfriend Milly, no matter how much you fuck up, i'll always be here for you. no matter what. We've been through to much to let this effect our friendship," Gerard grinned.
i Huged him. then looked at my ipod only to find it was only 14:00, i groaned. i couldn't face anymore people.
Gerard sensed my problem and handed me another cigarette.
"we'll skip? or ill just drive you home?" he asked.
i nodded and we set off for his car.
Someone was poking my leg, i opened one eye to see a boy sat beside me. Mikey had long-ish drity blonde hair, glasses and was rather lanky. behind him stood his brother gerard, he looked annoyed and was looking off into the distance, his black hair blowong in the strong manchester winds.
"what do you want, mikey?" i groaned, not moving from my original position.
"you know you've been out here for like an hour and a half right? you missed history." Mikey muttered, a look of worry in his eyes.
"i know mikey, i thought i told you to leave me alone?" i sighed sitting up.
"he was just seeing if you're okay Milly." gerard scowled
"friends look out for each other!" mikey almost yelled, this kid is way to happy.
"yeah yeah, whatever." i yawned, laying down again.
Mikey suddenly jumped up from the floor.
"GERARD," he practically screamed "I'M MISSING MUSIC"
"chill mikey, just leave now theres still half a period left." gerard soothed.
With that mikey ran inside. Gerard sat down on the grass beside me, pulling out his cigarettes and offering me one, i took it.
"thanks" i muttered, sitting up again. we both lit up and were quiet for quite some time.
"whats your deal?" i said finally looking at him.
"you."he replied, taking another drag of his cigarette.
"guessed." i laughed sarcastically.
"you know how close we were. well, still are. i just don't understand why you did it." he sighed.
i looked down at my converse "i didn'-"
"i know you didn't, you wouldn't. i don't get why you would lie for him.." he looked at me seriously
i brought my gaze up to meet gerards, his eyes looked hurt but angry.
"i thought he loved me.." i whispered.
my mind raced back other the previous events of this week. i was so hurt, angry, broken, sad. i needed to let it out. Gerard noticed this, and rapped his arms around me and pulled me into his lap. I just broke down into his shirt. Sobbing loudly while he soothed me,
"everything will get better Milly, i promise." he cooed, placing a kiss on my forehead.
We sat there for a good 30 minutes, while i finally let out the anger i had been building up. when i finally finished crying i crawled out of Gee's lap and stood up, smoothing out my shirt and putting my backpack on.
"thankyou Gee." i smiled wiping my face with my hand.
"You'll always be my bestfriend Milly, no matter how much you fuck up, i'll always be here for you. no matter what. We've been through to much to let this effect our friendship," Gerard grinned.
i Huged him. then looked at my ipod only to find it was only 14:00, i groaned. i couldn't face anymore people.
Gerard sensed my problem and handed me another cigarette.
"we'll skip? or ill just drive you home?" he asked.
i nodded and we set off for his car.
Notes
sorry havn't updated!COMMENT/RATE/SUBSCRIBE!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so sorry i didn't even think about this, all is fixed.
6/27/13