Never been better

Gerard's POV

Frank found this little cute pizza place which was too busy which I was really thankful for because I was really hungry and it meant people weren't going to stare at me.
"Okay, you have to tell me what is wrong with you Gerard. Don't say nothing because you have been very distant towards me and the kids since you saw Harry talking to Seth." Frank said and I looked at him.
"I'm fine Frank, don't need to fuss." I said quietly as I looked down and I felt Frank's feet round my ankles which made me looked at him again.
"You're not fine. We won't talk about this here but we will at home." Frank said and I just nodded.
"Thought of any names for the baby?" Frank asked as he knew that it might cheer me up, which it did.
"Yeah, if it's a boy I really like the name Phoenix and if it's a girl I like Luna." I said and Frank smiled.
"I really like the name Luna. Phoenix can grow on me." Frank said and I smiled.
"So have we actually agreed on a name then?" I asked.
"Yeah we have." Frank said with this goofy smile on his face.
We had our pizza and then we went home because I didn't exactly what to be out much when it was dark and I just wanted to make the most of having the flat to ourselves and watch what we wanted to watch on the tv without either of the kids interpreting us.

Me and Frank was cuddled on the sofa watching The Walking Dead.
"Tell me what the matter is." Frank said and I looked at him.
"Everything about Harry is just getting to me and then I've got to think about getting stuff for Seth for school. We don't have enough money Frank, only having you working it isn't bringing enough in to support all of us." I said and I got up and picked up a bill and gave it to Frank and he looked at it.
"Gee why didn't you tell me sooner?" Frank asked and looked at me.
"Because I literally got that letter the other day. What the fuck are we going to do Frank? We have 2 kids under the age of 4 and then we have another one on the way." I said and stood up and ran my hands through my hair.
"I'll find another job. I can carry on working at the coffee shop and find somewhere else to work in the evening. We can make this work Gerard." Frank said and he stood up and caught hold of my hand.
"Frank I won't be able to cope with 2 kids under the ages of a year." I said.
"You're like a bomb with being a parent." Frank said and I looked at him.
"I was fucking thrown into the deep end of being a parent Frank. Everything since having Seth has been me having to raid my savings, I have none left. I had to use all of my college funds that's why I had to drop of out college. All I fucking know is spreading my legs and getting pregnant and fucking everything up." I said and got myself one of frank's cigarettes.
"You haven't fucked anything up Gee." Frank said softly.
"Really? I've fucked my life up. I'm fucking 21 years old and I have 2 kids and a third one on the way Frank. I've fucked your life up, everything I touch I fuck up." I said loudly and Frank frowned at me.
"Gee, do you have anything wrong with you? Don't take it to heart I just want to know." Frank said calmly.
"I got into drugs when I first got with Harry when I was 13." I said quietly.
"How long have you been clean?" Frank asked.
"When I found out I was expecting Seth that's when I stopped. But right now if I wasn't pregnant then I would probably go back to the drugs because I can't cope right now." I said and Frank wrapped his arms round me and I just broke down.
"I can't cope with all this." I sobbed into Frank's shoulder.
"It's okay because we are going to work all this out okay. If we have to then I'll ask ma and dad if we can borrow money from them." Frank said and I looked at him and Frank wiped the tears from my cheek.
"We can't keep asking them for money." I sniffed.
"They said that if we need help then we can go to them. They don't want us going out and getting a loan as that would put us in more debt." Frank said and I nodded.
"Have you heard anything about Harry?" Frank asked and I shook my head.
"I've reported him to the police, but I haven't heard from nothing." I sniffed.
Frank just nodded.
"Enough about this, now are we going to make the most of having the place to ourselves or not." Frank said and pulled me closer to him which made me smile and kissed me hard and he slowly started to remove my clothes.

Me and Frank was cuddled on the sofa under the blanket watching a film.
Franks thumb was tracing patterns on my bump which the baby was responding by kicking where Frank's thumb was which was making me smile.
"Think it's going to be the baby which loves you the most." I said and Frank chuckled.
"Who wouldn't love me, I'm adorable." Frank said and I chuckled and moved so I was sat on Frank who was messing with his lip ring which made me bend down and kissed him and bit his lip ring and pulled back gently.
"How can you want more sex?" Frank asked and I smiled.
"I'm pregnant and we have the place to ourselves for the night so I don't know about you but I'm making the most of having the house to ourselves." I said.
Frank sat up and start working on the sensitive parts of my body.

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