Never been better

Frank's POV

"Ma, I don't think Gee wants a baby shower." I said since Gee was still in bed and I was on Seth duty this morning while Gee rested.
"Why not! We could have the family and some friends round and celebrate the fact your are going to have a baby." Ma said and I rolled my eyes.
"Ma, Gerard is a guy and he is pregnant. Now I think that it's pretty awesome, but other people will think of him as a freak. I am not putting Gee through that. Anyway you know what Nonna is like, if things are how they should be then she'll open her mouth and she won't shut up about it." I said and looked towards the door and saw Seth walking out into the kitchen in just his pj bottoms.
"Where's your top little man?" I asked as I walked over to him and picked him up.
"Be like you and daddy." Seth said and coughed which sounded chesty and he sniffed.
I put my hand on his forehead and he was really warm.
"You feeling okay sweetie?" I asked and Seth shook his head.
"Did you want some breakfast or do you want unlimited cuddles?" I asked and Seth wrapped his arms round my neck.
"Pancakes and cuddles." Seth said quietly.
"For that to happen you need to let me go." I said and I heard someone walk over.
I looked and saw Gerard.
"I've got him." He said and took Seth out of my arms.
"You sure? He not very well." I said and Gerard smiled and kissed me which I returned.
"I'll be fine Frank. Don't worry." Gerard said and he walked over to the table and sat down with Seth on his lap and checked him over.
"You sure you want to settle down now Frank? Your still young and you still have so many things you want to do wth your life. You sure you want to let all that go and have a family?" Ma said and I looked at her and then I looked at Gerard and Seth and smiled.
"I got him pregnant, I have a family and with that responsibilities. Gerard is 20 years old and he has t lived his life but he is happy because he has Seth. I am ready to give everything up and settle down with Gerard and my family." I said and looked at Ma.
"Those 3 are my world Ma, I will give everything I wanted to do up so I can be there for them." I said and started to make pancakes for Seth and Gerard.
Once I cooked pancakes I took them over and Gerard smiled a thanks as Seth ate his food and Gerard watched Seth as he slowly ate his food.

"What do you think is wrong with him?" I asked Gerard as he put Seth into his bed and we went to our room since we both could do with just our time since we haven't had a lot of that.
"He just has a cold. It's nothing serious." Gerard said as he took his top off and I couldn't help but look him up and down.
Gerard caught me looking at him and he looked down and blushed.
"Being pregnant looks good on you." I said and Gerard shook his head.
"No it doesn't, it makes me look fat and I have stretch marks." Gerard said as he looked at me.
"Well you do have a baby inside you be worried if you still had a flat stomach. I don't care about the stretch marks if you hate them that much you can always get tattoos. That's what I did with my scars I didn't like." I said and looked down.
"But I don't like needles though." Gerard whined as he crawled onto the bed and lead next to me.
"Then you'll just have to suck up the fact of having stretch marks." I said and kissed the end of Gerard's nose which made him smile.
"Ma wants us to have a baby shower." I said and Gerard looked at me.
"I don't want that. People think of me as a freak anyway and I don't want anymore people calling me that." Gerard said and I smiled.
"That's what I said but wether Ma will listen to me is a different matter." I said and Gerard sighed.
"I want this baby to have a better life growing up as Seth did but at the same time I don't want to treat her any different to Seth." Gerard said and I smiled.
"Well to start off with she will have both her parents to here. Everything is already different for her than Seth. But we are now a family so we can restart everything and be like a normal family." I said and Gerard chuckled a little.
"Well as normal as we can considering we're two gay guys and I just happen to get pregnant." Gerard said with a small blush on his cheeks.
"We can say we've adopted them." I said and Gerard sighed a little.
"But I want to say that their my babies." Gerard said quietly.
I put my hand on Gerard's cheek and ran my thumb along his cheek bone which made him look at me.
"They will be your babies. We know the truth and that's all what matters, nobody needs to know that you can get pregnant." I said.
"But what happens if I get pregnant again?" Gerard asked.
"Well we have to have Rella first and then see what happens after that." I said and Gee smiled and kissed me which I returned.

Gerard felt for my hand and when he found it he put my hand on his stomach.
"If you want to leave then you can leave. I am used to people leaving me when I need them but I'm used to it. Like I'm about to have our baby, your life is going to change from you living your dreams to changing nappies and getting up in the middle of the night. Do you want to give up on everything you have dreamt off to then give it all up." Gerard said and I looked at him confused.
"Babe what you saying?" I asked confused.
"This is me giving you the last chance to get up and run as far away as you possibly can from all of this. If you want out then just say and I will take myself and Seth and the baby out of here and you will never find us again. Are you ready to grow up and take on the responsibility of having a newborn baby and having a 4 year old running round under your feet." Gerard said and I sat up and looked at him.
"I'm going nowhere Gerard. I don't want out because I want to be part of yours, Seths and Rella's life, I wa t to give all my dreams up for this because at the end of the day this is one of my biggest dreams. I have found the man of my dreams and we are about to have a baby and we have a son together. I'm ready for this responsibility Gee. I'm not going to run away from this. I promise you I will be by your side no matter what." I said and lent down and kissed Gee hard which he returned.
Gerard moved and sat on me and began to grind himself down on me.
"So we go from a serious conversation to having sex?" I chuckled.
"Well I was horny when I saw you in the kitchen this morning, and I can't really ignore it anymore." Gee said and I smirked at him.
"But I'm topping." Gerard said as he worked on getting my trousers off.

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