From past to present and hopefully future

Gerard's POV:

I pull him into a big tight bear hug and lift him off of his feet. He starts giggling.I swing him around a few times before putting him back on his feet. He holds ont my shoulders lightly so he doesn't fall from the vertigo. "You don't have to be SO gentil Frankie. I will tell you if you are too rough. Trust yourself a bit." I tell him while putting my hands on his hips to help steady him more. He leans in and gives me a small kiss.

"I love you Gee. I'm trying to trust myself. I know I fixed my emotions but I don't know my own strength." He mumbles. I kiss his forehead and bring him closer to me.

"I love you too Frankie. I trust you. I will tell you if you are being too rough. Just let loose darling." I say and he looks at me in shock when I say the L word. I let out a small giggle when I see his face.

"Really? Are you sure you love me?" He asks quietly. I pull his lips up to mine. When we pull back I giggle again.

"Why would I kiss you if I didn't love you? Why would I ask you to be my boyfriend if I didn't love you? Why does my heart flutter so much when I'm around you? And you think I don't love you? I love you Frank. Your attitude, your energy, your respect for others, the way you blush at all the small things we do together. You are beautiful my Frankie. Your smile, your eyes, all of your amazing tattoos, your hair, your piercings, your hight, your size. I always have had a small crush on you but back then it was just your appearance. Now it's all of you. Don't think down on yourself darling because you are perfect in every sense of the word. You are so caring and loving. You saved me Frank and I can't thank you enough." I say and tears well up in his eyes. He hugs me but this time it doesn't feel like feathers around me. It feels like a normal hug that one would give another. I feel tears start to dampen my shirt.

"You really mean all of this don't you Gee? You really think all of this about me? Am I hugging you too hard? " he says worriedly. I kiss the top of his head.

"Yes I do mean all of it. I love you so much. You aren't hugging too hard darling." I say. He keeps hold onto me. I pet his hair a bit.

"You never fail to amaze me Gee. I have brought a few boyfriends home before and never once has my Lily ever said a word to them. She talks to you like you and her have been friends for years and to hear her say that she wants you to be her other Dad is such and honor not just to you but to me too. She accepts the guy who I've wanted to be around my whole life. I'm amazed. She actually likes someone that I have had around me. She loves you Gee. There are very few adults she talks to. I'm so happy you are one of them." He says as he places his head into the crook of my neck.

"That's good to hear because I plan on being around for a long time. You raised her well Frankie. They all better be exes by now because I don't plan on sharing you. She is such a good kid. Now we better get back up to her and give her her water." I say as he hugs me a small kiss. We grab the waters and fill them up. We walk hand and hand upstairs and get to her play room and Frank gives her the water.

"Daddy are you and Gee dating? Is he going to be my other dad?" She asks excitedly. We both let out a small laugh.

"Yep. And hopefully he will be your other Dad. He said he will be in Jersey for a while." He says but he has a sad smile on his face.

"I'm hoping too! I'm planning on moving back to Jersey but I can't move back in with my parents with them having Mikey and his partner staying there. I have to find a place to live. I have a job with a comic book company and they say I can work from home." I say. Frank and Lily look at me grinning from ear to ear.

"No need to look for a place to stay, you can stay here. We will all be happy here!" Frank says. I give him a small kiss as thanks. Lily looks at us.

"Yea!!! I like him Dad! He is nice and cool! How did you meet." Lily asks. Frank and I immediately have a worried look.

"That's a story for when you are older Lily. We will tell you when the time is right." Frank says. It's already getting late so we put Lily to bed and Frank's mom went to bed.

It's just us so we start having a make out session. We are in his living room and we were watching Batman. We started moving closer and closer to each other. Neither of us watching the movie anymore. We start out with small slow kisses. I push a bit further and get a small groan out of him. My tongue slides on his bottom lip asking for entrance. He opens his mouth enough for me to slide my tongue in and I massage his tongue with my own. I hear him stifle a moan. I move him so that he's sitting on top of me, straddling me. I put one hand on his hips and the other in his hair and move him closer into me. I hear him let out a soft moan this time and my blood rushes south. We both pull away from the heated kiss to catch our breaths.

"Fuck... Frankie... so hot." I pant out. He is still catching his breath so I decide to go for his jaw. I start kissing down his jaw and to his neck. I find his apple and start to suck. He lets out small sighs. I graze my teeth along his neck and he tenses and loosens in my lap. I hear his breathing is rough and ragged. With both hands on his hips I dig my fingers in and pull him closer. I feel a slight bulge in his pants press against my stomach and I let out a slight moan as he sighs on the bulge in my pants. I move back up to his lips and take his bottom lip in my teeth and suck on it a little.

"Oh, Gee. So hard. Oh my god. Fuck." He pants out. I move to his scorpion tattoo that's just below his ear and kiss it. I start to bite him there and I feel his bulge get slightly harder against me. I continue nibbling at the tattooed area and he moans a bit. I growl against his skin and dig my fingers deeper into his hips. He bucks forward. "Gee. I need you so bad. We can't in here though. I have a daughter and my mom is here." He says. I sigh and move him off of me gently and write a note telling his mom and daughter that we should be back in the morning but if we aren't it's because I took Frank on a date.

"Come on. We are going out on a date." I say as I grab my keys. He gives me a confused look. I go up to him and pick him up bridal style. He is surprisingly light. He gives me a shocked look. "What, I'm not weak and you are really light." I say as we exit the house. I put him in the passenger seat and get in the driver seat. I drive off to a small hotel and get a room with one bed. We walk to the room.

Notes

Cliffha