Fangs (New Version)

Gerard's POV:

I've been here for a few days and it's quite funny to watch my Frankie figure out this vampire thing. He still gives me weird looks when I tear into a raw piece of beef. I laugh when I watch him eat because it's funny to see how much he loves it but how weird it actually is. Now, I'm used to being in vampire form all day because I lived alone but here it's kind of weird because they all still jump slightly when they see me with red eyes or fangs. Frankie sometimes gets shocked too. He still can't control his powers very well so his fangs slip down quite often without him noticing. His eyes often flicker and his vampiric looks often flash in and out. I'm not used to being human anymore. I'm lucky not many people come to our house because I'm never looking normal. I'm still mortified to see my parents but Frankie has been trying to convince me to go.

"Come on Gee, they'd love to see you again. I'll talk to the boys, I'm sure they'd all come along with us. Please baby, for me?" He says giving me his puppy dog eyes. I let out a sigh.

"I'd love to Frankie, but what if they flip? Their son is a monster, not human. Fuck, I forget what being human is like Frankie. What if before I tell them I ask them for a snack and grab raw fucking meat and eat it infront of them? Look at me, I'm rarely in human form. I walk around all day with claws, fangs and blood red eyes. How the fuck would that not scare someone? I scared you." I say. He walks closer to me and I turn away. I don't want people to be scared of me. I mean some people I don't mind but not the ones I love.

"Gee, you can control yourself. I can't and I'm willing to go. I'll even go tell my mom. You aren't a monster Gee. We aren't human but we haven't changed other than a few habits. You scared me because you got mad and I thought I was in for a punishment like death but no. It was you Gee you didn't hurt me, you made sure I was okay. I gave you every reason to kill me that night I intruded yet you didn't. We talked. We started dating. I love you so much Gee, don't forget it Gee. Look, I look the same as you do but I'm new to this. Please baby. The longer you wait the more you are going to scare yourself." He pleads as he grabs my wrist. I turn around to him in human form. He smiles softly.

"Happy?" I snarl. He gives me a sad look and pulls me in for a hug. I don't hug back and I don't move. I love him but they are going to reject me. Too many people have.

"Gee baby. Please don't do this. I just want you to see your Mum and Dad again. I know you miss them. Hell I missed you. I'm only happy when you're happy." he says to me and gives a small, soft kiss on the cheek. He looks into my eyes and places his calloused hand lightly on my cheek. He closes his eyes and burries his head in my chest.

"Fuckin fine Frankie. I do miss them but we could end up being killed. That's fucking why I was so scared to go anywhere in the first place. I watched all the other vampires get killed. They saved me because they told me someone was looking for me. They saved me because humans can be cruel" I say with a bit of anger in my voice. That's when I felt Frankie's tears dampen my shirt. Fuck, I hurt him again. I hug him back. I start to cry as well. "Fuck, I'm sorry baby, I'm scared. I love you so fucking much. I've hurt you too many times though. I can't live with myself knowing that I've hurt you, scared you and made you sad. I've been such a terrible friend and boyfriend. I don't deserve any of you and you should still be human. You should enjoy life and not fear it. I've fucked up." I say sadly. I kiss his head and teleport to the basement. I go to the darkest room. I don't deserve the light. I hit my head against the wall. I've fucked up. I hurt my love. I hurt my Frankie. I basically killed him. He'll never be human again.

"G-Gee?" I hear him call. I won't answer I'll just end up hurting him more. I hit my head again. It won't kill me but it will pain me. There's only one way to kill a vampire. It's harsh and I don't want to think about it. "Gee?" He calls out again. I continue smacking my head against the brick wall repeatedly. I'm a fucking monster. I hear the door open. "Gee?... Gee... OH MY GOD! Stop Gee! You're hurting yourself! No baby! God no. Please stop. Gee STOP!" I hear him screaming at me as I continue hitting my head. He deserves so much better. He rips me away from the wall and brings me in his arms. "Gee, why were you hurting yourself?" He asks through his tears. I claw at my skin with my long nails. Lines of flesh being ripped open. Frankie screams again and pins me to the floor. "Please stop Gee. This hurts more. To see you like this. You never hurt me but you hurt yourself and seeing you like this hurts. I love you Gee and I'll always love you." He says. I frown.

"I've hurt you. I don't deserve to be here if I hurt the person I love. If I make myself look hideous the you will leave me. I won't be able to hurt you then." I mutter out. He shakes his head and tears flow freely from his eyes.

"You never hurt me. You know how I deal with anger though. I'll never leave you Gee. Please don't leave me. I won't ever stop loving you. I don't care if you do drink blood. I don't care about any of that. I love you for you. Please just don't leave." He says to me. I stand up with him still attached.

"I'm sorry Frankie. I'm only giving myself one last chance. If I do that again leave me. I guess lets go see our parents. I'm scared. I love you Frankie. I won't leave you." I say as we both leave the basement. Both of us free from any marks.

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