Kiss The Ring
They're Gonna Give You A Smirk Cuz They Got Methods Of Keeping You Clean
Gerard's POV
Christmas break was over and unfortunately we were back to school. That was probably the best holiday season I've had so far and I hate that it had to end.
Me, Frankie, and Mikey met up with the rest of the crew, course Frankie and I had to wear our fabulous shirts Tay got us our first day back in this fucker. "So you guys like?", I said with an over exaggerated model pose. They all laughed and gave me that "you're so fierce" bullshit. I laughed as I inhaled the fatal addiction into my lungs, then it hit me.
This is our last semester together. After this summer, everyone will go and do all the grown up shit we're forced to do like go to college and work in Corporate America. This shit fucking sucks. I've been with these guys almost my whole life with the exception of Ri, but she might has well been because she knows just about everything about me by now. It's gonna be weird not seeing them everyday like I'm used to and frankly I'm not sure if I'm ready for it.
"Hey Gee, come on! We're gonna be late!", Tay said punching me in the gut. We all headed through the scum polluted halls, then rendered our signature salute and went our separate ways.
I sat in art dazed and confused. What am I suppose to do without my crew? Mikey and Frankie still have another year in this place, Bob and Taylor got accepted into college, and Ray wants to move to California to pursue his music career. Ri will still be here, but she's trying to get her writing career to jump off and I don't want to get in the way. Fuck, I'm gonna be right back where I started.
Alone.
The rest of the day was a blur. Everyone kept asking what was wrong with me, it was impossible to find the words to say to them so I just shrugged them off. I couldn't even talk to Frankie about it because every time I looked at him it brought tears to my eyes.
I went home and drowned myself in the darkness of my room for hours on in end. I noticed the clock said 3:00am and I'm restless. I stared at the ceiling as memories started playing in my mind. Images of me falling over into bushes and puking in my passenger seat flashed before me. I needed something to ease my mind before it slipped away from me. I hopped in my car and drove down to Fitzgerald's, my favorite live music bar. I pulled up on the side and saw just who I was looking for. I threw my hood on and braved myself for the brisk cold air. I flashed my signature smirk as the dark figure flicked their cigarette butt into the dreadful slush.
"Well look who we have here. Welcome back beautiful."
Christmas break was over and unfortunately we were back to school. That was probably the best holiday season I've had so far and I hate that it had to end.
Me, Frankie, and Mikey met up with the rest of the crew, course Frankie and I had to wear our fabulous shirts Tay got us our first day back in this fucker. "So you guys like?", I said with an over exaggerated model pose. They all laughed and gave me that "you're so fierce" bullshit. I laughed as I inhaled the fatal addiction into my lungs, then it hit me.
This is our last semester together. After this summer, everyone will go and do all the grown up shit we're forced to do like go to college and work in Corporate America. This shit fucking sucks. I've been with these guys almost my whole life with the exception of Ri, but she might has well been because she knows just about everything about me by now. It's gonna be weird not seeing them everyday like I'm used to and frankly I'm not sure if I'm ready for it.
"Hey Gee, come on! We're gonna be late!", Tay said punching me in the gut. We all headed through the scum polluted halls, then rendered our signature salute and went our separate ways.
I sat in art dazed and confused. What am I suppose to do without my crew? Mikey and Frankie still have another year in this place, Bob and Taylor got accepted into college, and Ray wants to move to California to pursue his music career. Ri will still be here, but she's trying to get her writing career to jump off and I don't want to get in the way. Fuck, I'm gonna be right back where I started.
Alone.
The rest of the day was a blur. Everyone kept asking what was wrong with me, it was impossible to find the words to say to them so I just shrugged them off. I couldn't even talk to Frankie about it because every time I looked at him it brought tears to my eyes.
I went home and drowned myself in the darkness of my room for hours on in end. I noticed the clock said 3:00am and I'm restless. I stared at the ceiling as memories started playing in my mind. Images of me falling over into bushes and puking in my passenger seat flashed before me. I needed something to ease my mind before it slipped away from me. I hopped in my car and drove down to Fitzgerald's, my favorite live music bar. I pulled up on the side and saw just who I was looking for. I threw my hood on and braved myself for the brisk cold air. I flashed my signature smirk as the dark figure flicked their cigarette butt into the dreadful slush.
"Well look who we have here. Welcome back beautiful."
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