
If its so wrong, why does it feel so right.
hazy day
Frank
What the fuck happened to me last night? Why do i feel like shit? Looking around in the dim red light spread across my room due to my alarm clock, i realize that I'm in my bedroom. How did i get here? Last thing i remember was sitting at the bar with Gee and the guys. I get up, feeling a little dizzy and light headed and walked down the hall, when i reached the front room i see the guys spread across the couches and floor asleep.
"Must have been one hell of a night" i whispered
noticing one of the sleeping bodies move, i couldn't really make out who it was other then that they had black hair, had to be Gerard.
"you awake?"
The only answer i got was a simple grumble, when i finally realized that yea it was definitely Gee.
"well I'm going to make breakfast"
At that moment i see all of the bodies start to move and i start to smirk a little.When they all finally got up i had started and finished making a wonderful vegan breakfast, and even though i couldn't have any i made some sausages and bacon for them as well.
"geeze what i do for you guys, sorry i almost caught the meat on fire"
"its fine man we know you tried" said Ray.
"do you guys remember what happened last night?"
"you, Gerard, and bob got smashed man. Like always i had to drive your drunk asses home, so we all just stayed here for the night, hope you don't mind" once again spoke Ray
"nah man its chill, sounds like an awesome night, wish i could remember it"
As we finished up breakfast i wandered back to my bedroom, must have stumbled in last night because i really don't see Ray putting me to bed, laughing a little to the thought of that i turn on my overhead light and see how thrashed my room had become. Walking in i picked up a couple of clothe items socks, a shirt and a pair of pants. I wasn't wearing that yesterday, how did that get on my floor? looking down i see the clothes that i did wear still on my body, ew i didn't change after it looks like i might have thrown up some even. I started to pull off my shirt when i heard a noise from my door, looking back i realized that it was only Gee.
"oh, hey Gee whats up?"
"nothing much Frankie, just thought id tell you we are going to be leaving soon promised my ma id go to visit today and the guys wanted to come. If you want to you can as well but gotta get dressed."
"oh yea i remember you said something like that a week ago, i cant go, but uh if you wanna hang out after my place is open."
" okay dude, sounds good. Ill be going home first though, so ill be here about 4:00. Okay?" Gerard said as if he didn't want to sound desperate.
"okay, ill see ya then! Tell the guys i said bye" i said sounding a little to enthusiastic about the fact that the one guy in the world that I've always had a crush on wanted to hang out with me.
After taking a relaxing shower i changed into a slightly more comfortable outfit, a pair of black skinny jeans and a slightly over sized shirt. I strapped on my shoes and went for a walk down the road to the convenience store on the corner of my road to get a pack of cigarettes and a couple beers. Walking down the isles of the store a i looked into the glass doors keeping to frozen food cool as if they were mirrors.
"hey, look at that sexy ass man....oh wait its me." i said A little to narsisitically when i got startled half to death by a giggle from behind me.
"a little full of yourself aren't you?" said a familiar womans voice.
turning around, i blushed a little when i saw a beautiful girl probably about the age of 19 or 20 with black hair and dark mascara and eye liner.
"uh ha-ha, sorry don't mind me. Have we met before?" i managed to get out, ot thinking about my earlier conversation with Gerard.
"ooh yea we met at the bar last night. Didn't recognize you at first, all cleaned up and nice" she laughed a little
"ha-ha i don't remember that much from last night, I'm sorry. Whats your name?" confused upon why i remembered her voice but not her name.
"its blue, hey uh gotta get out of here, my don has a birthday party thing i have to bring him to."
" no offense but aren't you a little too young for you to have a child?"
"uh, yea i got pregnant at a young age. Did the wrong thing, wasn't thinking. But uh... Sorry i have to go" she said as if i aid something totally wrong, witch i totally did.
" I'm sorry, hey if you need help with anything uh heres my number", as i pull out a sharpie and take her hand to write it down.
"thanks Frankie, ill see you around"
"okay see ya blue"
after checking out of the store i walked home and was surprised to see that i forgot my phone sitting on the kitchen table, had at least a thousand texts from Gerard. Realizing that they weren't good texts, i got supper worried. His mother went to the hospital due to a stroke. I grabbed my phone and started texting frantically.
FRANK: omg dude! is everything okay?!
FRANK: Gee text back!
FRANK: I'm going to call u!
I waited for about five minutes for him to text back and when he didn't text back i typed in his number that i secretly memorized and put the phone up to my ear.
when it finally stopped ringing and Gee picked up i started asking questions frantically.
"Is everything okay? What happened? I'm so sorry i didn't get your texts! Oh my god Gee are YOU okay? How about your mom?!"
when he finally answered it was shaky and unsure, "everything is fine. She had a stroke, hey I'm going to be bit late to hang tonight okay."
"thats fine man, what time do you think you'll be able to come?"
"probably about 6:00"
"okay well i gotta go, my hones about to die, text me with any new info okay."
"okay dude, bye"
"bye"
Notes
Hey guys, thanks for reading. I'm kinda new to this. but I'm figuring it out. ill try to keep updating new chapters ~ kiwi
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Thank you, im going to try to write more tonight if i can
2/10/17