Hidden love

WARNING: Brutal beating later.


Today is the day I come out to my parents. I am ready.

I wake up with Frank on top of me who is snoring quite loud, but I let him because I found it cute. I stare at him sleeping a little. He looks so peaceful and beautiful. I kiss the top of his head and shake him a little to wake him up. “Frankie baby, get up.” He groans a little before he opens his eyes to look up at me with a smile. “Morning baby.” I say with a smile. “Morning.” He says a bit sleepy. I chuckle and kiss the top of his head again. “What time is it?” He says yawning. I reach my hand over to my nightstand and grabbed my phone. I quickly check the time. “It’s 9 a.m.” I say rubbing my hand up and down Franks back. “Hmm kay.” He mumbles. Since I already got my phone out I might look for apartments in the area. I saw a beautiful 2 bedroom, 2 bathroom, beautiful chef kitchen and a family living room. The best part was it was in our budget. I turn my phone off and put back on the nightstand. My phone goes off and I lean my head to see that I have gotten a text from Mikey. I reach over once again and opened Mikey’s text.

“Mom and Dad are going to be home soon, so wake up.” I looked a bit upset after reading that. I looked down at Frank and hugged him tighter with my free hand.

He noticed I was starting to breath heavily. He picked up his head with a panicked look. “Baby are you alright?” He asked getting up a bit. I put my phone down and started to tear up a little nodding ‘no’. “Can you tell me what wrong?” I whipped away a few tears before speaking. “My parents are coming home today. I am not afraid to come out to them, but I am afraid to lose you.” I said. Frank started to tremble before he started to burst in tears. “Y-You’re not going to lose me…I am not going to let that happen!” He yelled as he started to cry into my chest. I wrapped my arms around him, holding him as he cried. I didn’t know what to do. Saying it will be okay will be pointless, because I don’t know. All I was able to do was kiss the top of his head and shush him a bit. A few minutes have gone by and he stopped crying. I honestly thought he was asleep by how quiet he was. He got up and lied next to me, while we were still cuddling. He started to kiss my cheek. He then moved to my mouth and we started to make out a bit. It was sweet. He pulled away with a smile on his face. I smiled too. I couldn’t help, but not to smile when I see his face. He makes me so happy. I don’t want to lose him. I hear a knock on my door and Frank panics and jumps off the bed and hides under the bed. I shush Frank and say ‘it’s okay’ before I answered to who knocked on my door. “Who is it?” The door cracks open and I see Mikey peaking in. “Hi…” He says shyly before he walked in, closing the door behind him. “Where’s Frank?” I pointed my finger down to hint he is under the bed. Frank peaked and I chuckled a bit. He looked cute. Frank sighed and got out from under the bed. “What do you need Mikey?” I asked getting off the bed and getting some clothes for me and Frank to wear. “Mom and Dad are here.” Mikey said as he started to tremble. As soon as Frank and I had clothes on I turned around to Mikey. I ran up to him and hugged him. “It’s okay Mikes. Frank and I will take care of you.” Mikey hugged me tighter and nodded “I know you guys will.” “You got your stuff packed Mikes?” Frank said walking closer to us. Mikey nodded and cleaned up his tears. “Okay Gerard and I will go talk to your parents. Can you do us a favor?” Mikey nodded and furrowed a brow. “What’s the favor?” “Can you pack for us? Cause we still got to go to Frank’s house to talk to his parents.” Mikey nodded with a smile. Frank and I smiled and walked out of the room saying thanks to Mikey. We exit my room and enter the living room. Frank turns to me says. “Where are they?” I shrug and then I hear noises coming from the kitchen so I am guessing that’s where they are. Frank and I walk into the kitchen and see my Mom drinking coffee with my Dad. My mom sees me walk in and starts speaking before she gets a disappointed look on her face when Frank walks in. “Oh, you’re here.” My mom says before she goes back to drinking her coffee. I got upset and spoked in a cold manner. “Don’t talk to him like that…” My Dad got upset from my attitude. “Don’t talk to your mother like that” “Don’t talk to my boyfriend like that then” My parents mouths drop when I said that. They stared not knowing what to do. I turned back to Frank who looked terrified. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it so he could focus on me and not freak out. It worked a little. He stopped breathing so heavily. “G-Get. O-Out. O-Of. M-My. House.“ My dad said not even looking at me. “I DON’T WANT FAGS IN THIS HOUSEHOLD! YOU GUYS ARE NASTY! YOU AND MIKEY! AND YOUR NASTY BOYFRIEND! AND GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! I DON’T NEED YOU FAGS HERE! YOU ARE ALL GOING TO HELL!!!” I started to cry. I can’t believe my own father said those words to me. I ran to my room as soon as he finished his sentence. Frank chased after me as I slam my bedroom door open alarming Mikey who is in there packing for us. Frank closes the door behind us. “I heard the yelling…” Mikey says getting up off the floor leaving the luggage to be and goes and hugs me. “I can’t believe he said that.” I said. Mikey hugged me for a while making sure I was okay before Frank came and hugged me. Once Frank pulled away after a while. Him and Mikes look at me with a worried look on their faces. I ignored their worried looks and went to get my phone. “Come on Frank. We have to talk to your parents now.” I said walking back to them whipping away my tears. Frank sighed before speaking. “Baby lets stay here for a little until you are okay.” “No, we have to do it now!” I yelled starting to cry more. Frank shushed me and went to hug me. “No we don’t. Baby you are shaking and crying really bad.” Frank says looking up at me with still a worried look. He was right I was shaking badly. For Frankie. I gave him a small smile, he gave me one too. “Okay..” I said. Mikey speaks up making us acknowledge he is still in the room. “I am going to let you guys be. I will be in my room.” He says giving us a smile before walking out of the room. Frank turns his attention back to me and gets on his tippy toes. He quickly kisses me before pulling away. “Lets finish packing.” I say kissing Frank on the head, before I pulled away. I got on the floor and looked to see what Mikey had packed for us. He packed the majority of my clothes from my closet. He did get everything from my drawers. Frank made his way to my closet and grabbed the rest of my stuff. “Okay we have enough stuff for right now. I don’t think we need to do all of my stuff at the moment.” I said getting up off the ground. “Yeah. Plus we don’t even have a place yet.” I smiled at him. “Actually we do.” I said. He looked at me a bit shocked and confused. “Well we don’t have it yet exactly, but I was on my phone this morning…” I said pulling my phone out and walking up to Frank to show him the apartment I saw. His jaw dropped. “I searched for apartments in the area while you were asleep and I saw this one. Its perfect for us and Mikes~!” “G-Gerard. T-That’s…” Frank stuttered and I chuckled. “This is perfect!” Frank said and hugged me tight. “Should we rent before we go to my parents?” Frank said smiling so big that it looked painful. I laughed. “Yeah, so Mikey can already get settled.” Frank nodded and ran to the door. “Wait Frankie we’re telling Mikey first?” Frank nodded and ran out the door and sneaked his way to Mikey’s room. I laughed and went after him. Frank got to Mikey’s door and started to knock lightly. I caught up to Frank and knocked on Mikes door with him. Mikey opens the door and is shocked when he sees the painful smiles on our faces. “Woah doesn’t that hurt?” Mikey says laughing a bit. We enter Mikey’s room as I pull out my phone. “Look Mikes! I found a place that we can move into today!” Mikey’s face brightened up and started to cheer. “Shhhh. Keep it down Mikes.” He blushes and apologizes. “Frank and I are going there before we go to his house.” Mikey nodded before he ran and hugged me. “Thank you. You’re the best brother ever.” He whispered into my ear. I smile and hug him back. “Anything for my kid brother.” I said. Mikey pulled away and went to grab his luggage that is already prepared. He had a big smile on his face. “We got to be quiet sneaking out of the house.” Frank said. Mikes and I nod and we exit the room quietly. We sneak our way out of the front door, trying to be as quiet as possible to not alarm me and Mikes parents. Once we got outside I went and opened the trunk for Mikey to put his luggage in there. I closed the trunk and got into the car. The smile on Mikey’s face looked so painful as I watched him get into the car. I started to pull out of the driveway and started to drive to our soon new home. We were quiet. Just enjoying the rush of what’s happening. “How far is the apartment?” Mikey said leaning close to the front seats. “About 15 minutes or so.” I said. “How far from school?” Mikey asked looking a bit concerned. I forgot about school. Since I graduate this year I really wasn’t thinking about school for them. “About the same.” Mikey nodded as went to lay back in his seat. He was pouting. “What Mikes?” I said looking upset. He sighed and sat up in his seat. “I will have to wake up earlier!” Mikey whined as a child. I laughed and so did Frank. He was just quiet listening to the conversation. “It’s okay Mikes.” Franked chimed in. “We all will have to wake up that early.” Frank said looking back at Mikey with a smile. “Plus it’s not that bad.” I said. “Bob and Ray live around the apartments area. So when they want to hang out we won’t be far.” Mikey smiled at the mention of Ray. I love seeing my kid brother happy. We arrived at the apartment and the building looked bigger than I imagined. We all got out of the car and made our way inside the building. I walked up to the front desk and started to talk to the front desk dude. For being the oldest here I had to. “Um hi. I saw the apartment on the 7th floor is available.” The dude nodded and started to type something on his computer. “Okay name of residence going to be living there.” He said looking at me with a smile. “It’s going to be three people. Gerard Way. Michael Way and Frank Iero.” He nodded and typed that in the computer. “Okay..” He started. “Are you the oldest of the two of them?” He questioned. I nodded. “So you are above 18?” I went pale a little. I didn’t want to lie, but I had no choice. “Yes.” He nodded before opening his mouth again. “How old?” I looked older than my age by a few years, but I am not lying to much. “I am 19.” He nodded and typed that into the computer. “Are the two people going to be living with you related to you?” “No just Michael. Frank is my boyfriend.” He smiled. “Congratulations.” He said. “How old is your brother and your boyfriend?” “Mikey is 16.” I lied. “And Frank is 18.” I lied again. “Alright..” He began. “Are you guys moving in today?” “Yes.” I said. He nodded. “Okay there will be about a 10 minute wait for 3 keys made for you.” He said before he walked away. I nodded and walked back to Frank and Mikey. “Did we get the apartment?” Mikey asked worried. “Yeah Mikes. They are making keys for us.” “Did you tell them we are all paying for the place?” I scratched the back of my neck nervously. “I said I was 19 and they assumed that its just me paying.” “Excuse me sir.” The dude from the front desk I was talking to earlier approached us. “I didn’t asked. Who is going to be paying for the apartment?” “All three of us.” Frank chimed in. They dude nodded and left. We small talked until the dude came back with the keys. I took them and went upstairs with Mikey and Frank behind me. I froze when I got to the door. Mikey and Frank looked worried at me. “Baby are you okay?” Frank said as he walked closer to me. “Yeah. I am just excited we finally did this.” I said looking at Frank with a smile. Frank smiled back to me and kissed my cheek. I put the key into the keyhole and started to turn the nob. The room was dark I had to look for the lights. I found the lights and it lit up the room. The place was huge and beautiful. “Woah.” I said walking further into our new home. Frank and Mikey gasped as they saw the apartment. “Its beautiful.” Mikey said. I turned to face him and nodded. “As much I would like to admire the rest of this place..” Frank began. “But Gerard and I need to get going. Its 4 in the afternoon and we still need to get our stuff and talk to my parents.” (A/N: 3:40 in the afternoon when I am writing this.) “Yeah.” I said walking close to the front door. “Lets get your stuff before we leave Mikes.” Mikes nodded and we left the room. After we helped Mikey with his stuff. Frank and I went back to the car and started to drive to Frank’s place. I pulled into Frank’s driveway and took a deep breath before speaking to Frank. “You ready baby?” I said turning to Frank with a smile to keep him calm. He took a deep breath as well, before looking at me with a smile. “Yeah.” I leaned and kissed him, he kissed back. I pulled away with a smile and got out of the car. He got out of the car and walked to his front door. He put his key in and walked in. Now that I think about it. I have never met Frank’s parents and the first time I meet them is when their son is coming out and moving out the same day. He paused and turned to face me. “Baby are you okay? You’re breathing a bit heavy.” I took a big gulp. “I-Its….just.” I stuttered. “Its going to be the first time I meet your parents and the first time I meet them is to you coming out to them and moving out on the same day. They will hate me more than they would if they already knew me before this situation.” Frank walked back out and closed the door. “I didn’t think of that..” He said thinking of this situation. “Maybe you should meet them right now and then I come out like after they met you.” I began to think. Yeah he could be right, but then again I don’t know I have never met his parents before, so I don’t know how they would react. But I trust Frank and I know he knows how his parents work. Frank started to cry a bit. I didn’t like that. I gave him a smile and he got a confused look. “I trust you.” I said and hugged him. He hugged me back. I pulled away giving him a smile. He looked up at me and smiled too. I cleaned the tears in his eyes and kissed his lips. He kissed back very sweet like. We pull apart and Frank still has a smile on his face. He stops hugging me, and I stop hugging him. He goes and opens the door again. “Mom, Dad!” Frank called out as he walked in. “We are in the kitchen sweetie!” His Mom called out. Frank takes my hand and pulls me inside his house. We make our way to kitchen, letting go of each other’s hands before walking into the kitchen. “Hi sweetie!” His Mom said. “Whose your friend?” His Dad said drinking his coffee. “This is Gerard.” Frank said with a smile. Frank’s Mom scanned me up and down and by the look on her face I don’t she likes me much, neither did his father. “Frank come here.” She said. Frank walked to his Mom and his Mom whispered something in his ear. That made my heart drop. “Is he poor?” Frank’s mother whispered into his ear. “No Mom!” He yelled. That made me panic a bit. “Jared, right? Are you poor?” I felt insulted. “No..” I said keeping my cool. I don’t want to give off any more of a bad impression. “It’s Gerard.” Frank hissed before walking back to me. “Is he an atheist?” His Mom said. “Yeah.” I said without hesitation. “Get him out of my house!” She yelled. “Don’t be mean to him!” He yelled back. “Why would you care!” His father chimed in. “Cause he is my boyfriend!” Frank shouted. His mother and father’s mouth dropped open. They stared in shock for a few minutes. “T-This is a joke r-right?” His mother stuttered. Frank nodded ‘no’ and grabbed my hand. She threw up all over the table when she Frank do that. “Get your stuff and get out!” His father said. “I don’t like seeing fags in my house!” Frank ran up to his room and I chased after him. Frank opened the door and almost slammed it in my face. He noticed he almost hit me, he apologized. I nodded and closed the door. “Are you okay?” I said walking up to him. He nodded. I didn’t want to force him to speak so I nodded and hugged him. He hugged me back and quietly cried in my chest. I stood there for a long time making sure he was okay. I kept shushing him and trying to calm him down. After hugging for 5 minutes he spoke up. “Thank you Gerard.” I kissed the top of his head started to rub my hand up and down his back. “Thank you.” He said again. He looks up with a smile. He gets on his tippy toes and kisses me. I kiss back real quick and pretty soon we started to make out. It was sweet. We pull apart with a smile on our faces. Frank stops hugging me and goes and gets his luggage and starts to pack. I go and help him pack. Once we’re done packing I take his the big luggage and take it downstairs, while he takes a few small bags. We snuck our way to the front door not alarming his parents still throwing up and left his home. I put his stuff in the trunk as he got into the car. I close the trunk and get into the car. I headed to my home real quick to get my stuff and for Frank to help me. We quickly sneak into the house and we notice my parents aren’t home. I sigh and make my way to my room. I grab the big luggage and Frank grabs a few other small bags Mikey packed. We make our way to my car and since the trunk was full I had to put my stuff in the back seat. I wonder why my parents aren’t home. My phone goes off, but since I am driving I cant get it. “Frank can you get my phone and answer that.” Frank goes pale he sees my phone is in my pocket and blushes. “Frank..” I start, then I turn to see that Frank is blushing and I know why. I laugh and blush myself. I quickly get my phone out and answer it putting it on speaker. “Hey Mikes. What’s up?” I said. All I heard was sobbing. “Mikey what’s wrong?” I said starting to panic a little. “I w-was.” He said stuttering. He stopped speaking for awhile to calm himself. He took a deep breath before he started to talk again. “I was settling down in the apartment and then once I was done I went to go buy groceries for us. And when I was at the store I ran into Mom and Dad..” He started to cry after he finished his sentence. “They pulled me out of the store and…”

(Flashback of Mikey’s POV)

Okay I need to keep a specific budget on groceries. I will start with the basics. I thought to myself as I walked to get a cart and made my way to get bread. When I got to the bread section I froze when I saw my parents there.

(Flashback of Parent’s POV)

“They are sick! The next time I see Mikey I will beat him up! He is the reason for our sweet child Gerard is gay!” Dad yelled.

(Flashback of Mikey’s POV)

“Fuck.” I whispered in a panic. My Dad saw me and started to run after me. I panicked and started to run. I ran so fast I didn’t know I was possible for running this far. I had to run somewhere. I couldn’t go back to the apartment, so I have no choice, but to run back to my parent’s home. I don’t know if my Dad was on steroids or something, but he was surprisingly fast. I tripped when I tried to turn into our driveway and fell onto the ground. My Dad got close and I tried to get up, but he caught me by the shirt and started to pull me inside the house. “Help!” I started to scream out. My Dad chocked me with my shirt to shut me up. Once he got me inside the house he closed the door. He picked me up by my shirt and started to punch me. I fell down on ground from the beating. “Gerard is gay because of you!” He said kicking my side. Then moving to kick my stomach. “This all your fault!” The last kick to my stomach made me cough up blood and then throw up. He picked me up and started to hit my head against the wall. “Because of you!” He yelled as he threw me on the ground. He threw a few more kicks before he spit on me. “When I get home I expect to see this mess cleaned!” I was shaking and crying. He kicked me again. “You understand!” He yelled. I nodded crying out more. He walked out and slammed the door. I stayed lying there for about a few minutes crying. I could barely stand up. I kept falling at my attempts. I just crawled most of the time. Once I got the room cleaned, I finally was able to stand up. I went into the bathroom to get myself cleaned. I cried even more when I saw my face. It was busted up so much you cant even recognize me. I lifted up my shirt and saw I had purple bruises and cuts all over my stomach. I sat down on the tub and started to clean myself up. Wincing at the pain. Once I was done I went downstairs and got a bag and went back to the bathroom and took a lot of medicine for us to use if we got injured. I exit the house limping. I then walked my way backed to our apartment ignoring worried and disgusted looks from people. I didn’t want the front desk guy to worry so I went through the fire escape. I got my floor and thankfully I left the door unlocked. I walk through the door and locked it this time. I put the stuff on the table and went to my bed crying. I had to call Gerard and tell him what happened. I pulled my phone out of my pocket which is now cracked thanks to my Dad. I started to call Gerard.
“Hey Mikes. What’s up?” Gerard said cheerfully. I started to cry even more.
“Mikey what’s wrong?” Gerard said very worriedly. I took a deep breath to calm myself down before I started to talk again.

(Present time Gerard POV)

“Hey Mikes. What’s up?” I said. All I heard was sobbing. “Mikey what’s wrong?” I said starting to panic a little. “I w-was.” He said stuttering. He stopped speaking for awhile to calm himself. He took a deep breath before he started to talk again. “I was settling down in the apartment and then once I was done I went to go buy groceries for us. And when I was at the store I ran into Mom and Dad..” He started to cry after he finished his sentence. He told me what happened and I began to cry. “IMMA FUCKING KILL HIM!” I shouted. Frank looked panicked. “HE DID THAT TO MY KID BROTHER!! HE IS GOING TO FUCKING PAY!” “Gerard calm down!” Frank said as he was shaking as he hung up the phone. I just looked at Frank and groaned. I pulled over and calmed myself down. I took a deep breath before talking. “I am sorry for scaring you. Its just that I care for Mikey so much.” Frank put his hand in mine. “I know you do. Just don’t let anger get the best of you.” I nodded and gave Frank a smile. He gave me a smile in return. “Lets hurry up and get home to help Mikey. And maybe after that we can report your Dad to the authorities.” I nodded and started to drive again. Once we got to our apartment I ran to the door and to Mikey’s room. There he was sleeping on the floor with the blanket he had since he was 7. I started to cry again. I could barely recognize my kid brother. I knelt down and just stayed there watching how beat up he is. Frank walked in and started to cry too. He might have only known Mikey for a very little time, but Mikey still impacted his life. Damn my kid brother is such a good person. This shouldn’t have happened to him. Frank walked up me and knelt down next to me. I looked at him and he hugged me. I cried on his shoulder. I got scared when I felt Mikey moved. He sat up and looked at us. “Hey Gerard. Hey Frank.” He said sleepy. “Hey Mikes I said giving him a smile. “Do I look that bad?” He said upset. I nodded and pulled away from Frank to hug Mikey. “Its going to be okay Mikey. Frank and I are going to turn him into the authority for abusing his child.” Mikey nodded in my chest as he started to cry. “Its going to be okay Mikey. He wont hurt you behind bars.” I said pulling away. “It’s not that!” He cried out. “I forgot how badly my head hurt.” I chuckled a little. “Even injured, you still can put a smile on people’s faces.” He looked at me and smiled. I gently kissed the top of his head before getting up and leaving the room with Frank. I sighed and went to lie down on the living room floor. We still don’t have furniture. Frank went and lied down with me. “Do you want to call the authorities right now and report your father?” Frank said looking at me. I sighed. I don’t know how to respond to that. If we do call the cops on him CPS could take Mikey from me and will throw me in jail for lying of how old I am to get an apartment and technically I am still not Mikey’s guardian and I am still a minor, so we can be in a lot of trouble. And Frank.. I won’t be able to be close to him if I am behind bars. I care for him to much to lose him. And I care for Mikey to much to see him like this. I started to cry. Frank got up on his elbows and spoke. “Baby?” I sat up and put my hands in my face. Frank hugged me when he saw me crying. I told Frank what is going to happen if we report my father. “I didn’t think of it that way.” He said hugging me tighter. “Well we are safe as long as they don’t know where we live.” I nodded yawning from being exhausted. “What time is it?” I asked resting my head on Franks head. He pulled out his phone. “2 in the morning.” He yawned as he put his phone away. “Lets go to bed” I said. Frank murmured something and then fell asleep hugging me. I laughed and pull him off of me gently. I got up and picked him up bridal style. He hugged me as I picked him up. It was cute. I took him to our new room and gently laid him down on the floor as I got a blanket I brought from home and a pillow he brought from his home. I placed the pillow down and then picked him up again and put his head on the pillow. He is surprisingly light. I got the blanket and laid down next to him putting the blanket on top of us. He cuddled the blanket once it was over him. I chuckled and cuddled with him. “Thanks Baby.” Frank said. “Anything for you.” I said kissing his cheek. He yawned again. “Night Gee.” “Night Frankie.” I said and we fell asleep.

Notes

HEY GUYS I AM BACK!!!!!
Sorry for the long wait! But I made it up for with a really long chapter. But you guys will go back to hating me after this chapter :(
I am sorry
I have been trying to write this chapter for over a month, but I haven't been able to finish it without thinking it sucks. I finally finished and when I did its when I got my depression back!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
Anywhooooo. Its a pretty good chapter.
BYEEEE!
-Jordan