Hidden love

After we were done cleaning up and pausing the movie Mikes noticed I looked a bit upset. "What's wrong Gerard?" I look up and faced him almost crying. "I think I have feelings for Frank, but I can't let them. I don't want to be kicked out the house." I started to cry and Mikes went and hugged me to calm me down. "Shhh....its okay." He whispered into my ear. "No it's not Mikes!" I bawled out. "I know how you feel. And I always reject it." I pulled myself off of him. "Mikes you never told me you liked someone." Mikes blushed and then looked sad. "I can't like him. I would be kicked out before you and I am pretty sure he is straight." "Can you tell me who it is Mikes?" He sighed. "It's...I can't say it! You're going to make fun of me!" "No Mikes I wont!" I said. "I know you wont make fun of me I just don't want to say it." "Write it down if it helps." I said. He grabbed a piece of paper from his backpack and wrote down a name. When he gave it to me I couldn't help but smile. "Oh my God! That's so cute Mikes!" I yelled from excitement. "You better not make fun of me!" Mikes said a bit upset. "I won't just you and him look so cute together! I got to take lessons from you to keep in the blushing and heart pounding." Mikey blushed. "I just keep the fact that we are never going to be together in my mind, that's why I don't blush." He looked down and started to cry. I went and hugged him. "4 more months until I am 18 and you can have him." I said trying to sooth Mikes. "How do you know if he likes me or not?" Mikes choked out. "I have my ways." I cooed. Mikey laughed and said. "Just don't make it obvious or specific when he come back after school." I nodded and pulled him into a hug again. I pulled away and said. "Lets burn the paper so he doesn't see it." Mikes giggled and went a grabbed a lighter from the kitchen drawer and started to burn the paper. 2 hours later there was a knock at our door. "I got it" I yelled to Mikey who is in the bathroom. I open the door and I am hit with a big case and I end up falling onto the floor holding it. "Frank!" I hear Ray say. "What, Bob pushed me when the door open!" Frank hissed. I move the case off of me and helped myself up. "Are you okay?" Frank asks and pulls me into a hug. "Y-Yeah I am fine, just your case is really heavy." He chuckled and let go of me. He stared at me smiling and I held in my blushing, so I quickly turned around and yelled "Mikey! Bob, Ray and Frank are here!" "I am coming!" Mikes yells back and runs down the stairs. "Where's the snacks and our drinks?" Ray said. "Oh we cleaned up its all in the kitchen." I said and they all go into the kitchen except me and Frank. We awkwardly stare at each other and I feel my self blush from him smiling. We start to lean in and I notice what we are about to do. We are about to kiss, don't get me wrong I wanted to kiss him, but I can't fall for him...yet. I started to tear up a bit and I ran into the bathroom. I heard Frank call out my name, but I didn't listen I keep running to the bathroom slamming the door and locking it. (Franks POV) 'What did I do?' Mikey walks in and looks a bit mad. "What did you do to him?" Mikey said with a bit of a attitude. "All we did was stare at each other and as we were leaning in about to kiss he started to cry and ran to the bathroom." I said a bit upset. "Hold on follow me far away from Ray and Bob I need to tell you something." I nodded and followed him outside. He sighed and started to tear up a bit. "I know I gave you permission to hit on my brother, but you need to stop." "What?" I said a bit pissed. "He doesn't want to fall for you...." I felt my heart drop I felt my lip starting to quiver. "Oh God don't cry let me finish!" Mikey's voice cracked. "He wants to wait to fall for you until he is 18, which isn't till another 4 months. He doesn't want to be kicked out of the house yet, so please stop for a little until he is 18." "I-I don't know if I can. There is just something about him.." I croaked. "4 more months. I think you can wait." Mikey said interrupting before walking back inside looking upset. (Gerard POV) I can't fall for him! Not yet at least! 4 more months, just 4 more. I stood up and cleaned up my tears making sure it didn't look like I was crying. I walk out the bathroom and I am startled as I notice Mikey is in front of the doorway about to knock. "Oh hey Mikes." Mikey went pale and hugged me. "I told Frank to stop flirting with you until you are 18." Mikey choked and started to cry. "You what?." I pulled away looking at Mikey upset. Mikey pulled away and looked down. "I thought that would of helped until you were 18." Mikey said sniffing. "We can probably still flirt, but we have to keep it quiet." I sighed looking disappointed. "So you will keep it a secret until then?" Mikey asked. "I don't think I can wait 4 months to be honest." I said laughing. Mikes laughed as well. "Just don't come out to mom and dad until you are 18." Mikes added before we went downstairs. When we got downstairs we see that they are all watching the movie without us. I turn a saw that Frank looks really upset. I turned and faced Mikey "Should I?" I whispered. "Its up to you." I sighed and walked into the living room. "Finally you missed most of the movie." Bob said laughing. "Sorry I had to use the restroom." I said before Ray added. "Man did you take a shit then?" I laughed and flipped him off and went to sit next to Frank on the floor putting my hand in his. Ray, Bob and Mikey ignored us and watched the movie, Frank turned and faced me when I he noticed my hand in his. He leaned in and whispered something into my ear. "Mikey told me not to flirt with you, so I am sorry I will have to take my hand out of yours." I laughed and whispered back to him. "I know he told me, but I know I can't wait 4 months, so we are going have to keep this a secret." He smiled and kissed my cheek. I couldn't help but blush. I lay my head on his shoulder and continued to watch the movie as we played with each others hand. I keep looking away from the movie and looked at Mikey, Ray and Bob who kept laughing at us, I just ignored them and continued watching the movie. Once the movie was over Ray got up and went to the kitchen. I let go of Frank's hand and whispered into his ear. "I will be right back, I need to talk to Ray." He nodded and kissed my cheek. I got up and walked to Mikey and said. "I am going to talk to Ray." He nodded and gulped. "Don't make it obvious." He chocked out and I got up and walked to the kitchen. "Hey Gerard." Ray said. "Looking for the sodas?" "U-Uh no, I actually need to talk to you about something." I stuttered. "What do you need to talk to me about?" He said turning to face me taking a quick sip from his drink. "Do you have an interest in someone?" He chocked on his drink. "W-Where is this coming from?" He said nervously. "Just asking." I said innocently. "Y-Yeah, but it can never happen." He sighed. "If I say the next part of why we can't be together it would be a give away." "Can I take a guess on who it is?" "Sure." I walked up to him and whispered into his ear. "It's Mikey isn't it?" "Y-Yeah." he chocked out. I jumped and clapped like a school girl and started to wooo like a wooo girl. "Shh!" Ray said covering my mouth with his hand. "Don't say anything to him!" He hissed and moved his hand off my mouth. "I don't have to." I smiled pointing at the door where Mikey was standing with a smile. Ray blushed and looked down. "Y-Y-You heard?" Mikey didn't respond he ran and hugged Ray. "Awww this is so cute!" I shrieked. They pulled away and laughed. "You don't have a problem with this Gerard?" Ray asked shaking a bit. "Nah, but you two got to keep it on the low like me Frank. Me and Mikes parents can't find out about me and Frank and you and Mikes until I am old enough to move out." "Why do you have to wait till you are 18?" Ray asked. "That's when I am old enough to own a place and become Mikey's legal guardian. A while back I decided not to go to college so I can move out and take Mikey with me. He cannot wait 3 more years." "So you aren't going to tell your parents that you two are gay?" Ray said. "We will, just in 4 months. Hence why I am taking Mikey with me" Ray nodded. "Come on lets finish the movie." We headed back into the room and noticed that Frank and Bob were arguing on which movie to watch next. "Guys calm down." I said laughing as we all sat back down on the floor and started to discuss what we are going to do next. Bob stopped the arguing and shouted "Hey guys we haven't jammed in a while, why don't we go into the basement and play." We all agreed and got up. "Get your instrument Frank." Ray said. Frank got up and picked up his guitar case that was on top of the couch. I started to laugh as he was struggling to carry his case that looked bigger than him. "Let me help you." I said laughing as I took the guitar case from him, taking it into the basement. "Thanks Gerard." He said taking the case from my hand once we got into the basement. I blushed and said. " You're welcome Frank." I went over to the desk we had in the basement that had music set up on top of it with a computer that keeps track of our recordings. "What's the last song recorded?" Mikey asks me as he tunes his bass guitar. "Headfirst for halos." I responded. "Wasn't that a song we were playing around with?" Ray said setting up his amp. "Yeah." I said playing the track to see what we had. Frank walks towards me and says. "Sounds like its missing a guitarist." "Yeah it does sound like it needs another guitar player in it." I say. "Are you thinking what I am thinking?" Ray said to Bob. "If to bring a second guitarist to the band is what you are thinking, then yes I am thinking what you are thinking." Bob said. We all laughed and Mikey asked. "So Frank want to be in the band?" "Fuck yeah!" Frank said excitedly. We all cheered and Bob said. "Get your guitar then, cause we are about to rock!" Frank laughed and got his guitar and plugged it into a amp Ray and Mikey weren't using. Frank sat in the chair in front of the computer and played the track and started to come up with tabs. Bob, Ray and Mikey played their instruments trying to come up with stuff for a few songs I wrote. Helping them when they needed it, but they didn't listen to what I was saying, cause I was paying attention to Frank. Most of the time I wasn't even paying attention to what I was saying. I was so focused on Frank on how he played the guitar so beautifully and made it blend in. "Wow." I said walking up to Frank as he was wrapping up what he came up with. "You like it?" He asked smirking. I almost got a boner from him smirking and playing the guitar. "Damn Frank don't turn my brother on." Mikey says getting up and walking towards us leaving Bob and Ray to play their instruments. I blushed and looked down in embarrassment. "I am going to get a drink of water." Frank said getting up and setting his guitar down. (Frank's POV) I know how to turn Gerard on I love it! I thought to myself. When I got to the kitchen I froze when I see and man and a woman in the kitchen. "Who are you?" A woman asks. I stay frozen. "Are you a friend of Gerard or Mikey?" The man asked as I gulped and stayed frozen. They might be Gerard's and Mikey's parents. (Gerard's POV) "Hey guys I am thirsty, I am going to get a drink of water." I said getting up and leaving the room going upstairs to see why Frank is taking so long. "Hey Frank what's taking..." I called out freezing when I walked into the kitchen seeing my Mom and Dad there. "Mom...Dad" I chocked out, turning to face Frank who looked pale and was shaking. "Go back into the basement and get Mikey." I whispered to Frank who was terrified. He nodded and left the room. (Frank's POV) I ran to the basement and slammed the door. "Geez Frank no need to slam the door." Ray said. "Dude why are you shacking?" Bob said. "Mikey y-y-your parents are here and Gerard told me to get you." "Oh shit. I will be right back!" Mikey said running out the door. (Gerard's POV) "I thought you were still going to be at the retreat." I said shaking. "It finished early." Mom said. I turn around from hearing loud footsteps running this way. "Mom...Dad...what are..you doing here?" Mikey said trying to catch his breath. "The retreat finished early." Dad said making himself a coffee. "Who was that boy Gerard?" Mom said sitting down. "T-That was Frank. He is new to the school and we became friends so I invited him over along with Ray and Bob." I chocked out. "Can you please tell Frank to leave, he has tattoo's that's a sin and tell Ray and Bob to leave as well" Dad said sitting down with his coffee. "No!" I yelled. (Bob's POV) "Oh my God someone is yelling." I said getting up, putting my drumsticks down. "It sounds like Gerard." Ray chocked running to crack the door open. We all peaked out the door trying to see what was going on. (Gerard's POV) "No!" I yelled at my dad annoyed. "Yes!" Mom yelled back. "Just because Frank has tattoos and Ray and Bob came over and I didn't tell you?!" I yelled to her, she hates me and Mikes friends. "Yes." Mom and Dad said. "We are not telling them to leave! They are guest at our home!" Mikey said after being quiet for so long. "We don't care! Go tell the sinners to leave!" Mom said wanting to finish the argument. I sighed in annoyance, she thinks everyone is a sinner. I made my way to the basement door and saw it close and I laughed knowing they were listening. (Ray's POV) "Shit he is coming this way go, go, go!" I said closing the door as we all ran and acted casual and innocent. (Gerard's POV) "Well you guys heard the conversation." I said walking into the room. "Seems like your parents put God first before you and Mikes." Ray said. "Yeah, but only 4 more months I have to put with them." I said. They all put up their stuff and put it in the corner of the basement. "Well bye Gerard." Ray said slipping on his back pack. "Oh and Bob has yours and Mikes homework." Bob opened his backpack and gave me the work. "If you need help call us." Bob said closing his bag and slipping it on. Frank slipped on his bag and walked over to me. "I completely forgot about this, but when you caught me put something into your backpack it was my number. So give me a call." Frank said before hugging me quickly and kissing my cheek. "Bye Gerard." Frank said before leaving the room with Ray and Bob. Mikey walked in a bit later crying. "Mikes what's wrong?" I asked running to hug him. "Mom and D-Dad...said I disgust them!" He cried out on my shoulder. "Did you come out to them?!" He nodded on my shoulder. "It's going to be okay Mikes." I said trying to soothe him.

(When Gerard left the kitchen)

(Mikey's POV) "Mom, Dad you can't keep saying that about our friends! You got to stop putting God first!" I yelled at them. "We are not putting God first we are just telling you what God doesn't want you to do!" Mom hissed at me. "Well God doesn't want gay people in this world, but look at your own son!" "What are you trying to say!" Dad said standing up. "I am gay!" I yelled regretting what I just said. "Get out of our faces! You disgust us!" Mom said. I started to cry and ran to the basement door where I saw Frank, Ray and Bob barely coming out. I saw Ray looking a bit upset when I sprinted past him.

(Gerard and Mikey in the basement)

(Gerard's POV) Mikey walked in a bit later crying. "Mikes what's wrong?" I asked running to hug him. "Mom and D-Dad...said I disgust them!" He cried out on my shoulder. "Did you come out to them?!" He nodded on my shoulder. "It's going to be okay Mikes." I said trying to soothe him. After a few minutes of me trying to soothe him Mikey fell asleep in my arms. I carried him out of the basement and into his room, getting disgusted looks on my parents face as I passed them. I went into Mikes room sitting him on the floor as I pulled down the blanket. I picked Mikey up and put him on his bed tucking him in. I sat next to him on his bed almost crying too. My very own parents are disgusted by their own son. I started to tear up from hearing that in my head. I got up and kissed Mikey on the forehead before leaving. I made my way to the living room getting my backpack before making my way back to the basement where I sleep. My room next to the room where we play our instruments. I walked into my room going straight to my bed stuffing my face into my pillow as I started to cry. I stayed there crying for a while before getting up grabbing my backpack and looking for Frank's number. I found it at the bottom of my bag as I grabbed the paper I grabbed my phone which was also in there. I turned my phone on and went to my contacts adding Frank there, before texting him. I made my way back to my bed lying down on top of my stomach. I texted the number making sure it was Frank.

"Frank?"
A few minutes later I get a response.

"Hey Gerard :)"
He sends me back.
"Is Mikey okay? I saw him crying as we left."

"No he isn't okay."
"He told our parents he is gay and they told him they were disgusted by him."
A few minutes go by and he hasn't texted back. I started to tear up, I might have scared him.

"I feel sorry for Mikes."
He finally texts back.
"Can I talk to Mikes?"

"He is asleep, but let me send you his number, so you can text him when he is awake."
"I am going have to come out soon."
"Mikes can't put up with the rejection"

"You are a good brother."

"I care for Mikes, I always put him first."

"You do anything for Mikes?"

"Yeah. I told him I wasn't going to college so I can move out and take him with me."

"You aren't going to college cause of your brother?"

"Mikey can't put up with the rejection of our parent's, so I told him when I turn 18 I move out and take him with me, cause I would be his legal guardian when I am 18 and I would pay for his school."

"Can I be in this plan?"
My heart skipped a beat.

"What?"

"I will be 18 in 8 months and I don't plan going to college. And if you truly want to I can pay for your college."

"Frank that would be to much of me to ask from you."

"My parents are okay of me not going to college just as long as I finish high school."

"I need to come out pretty soon. Before I am 18, for Mikey's sake."

"And I will come out the same day you do."

"Are you going to be paying for school?, cause I am kind of paying for me and Mikes."

"Hahaha, I am rich Gerard."

"Okay so its clear you are going to be paying for yourself."

"Haha, yup."
We continue to text each other for awhile until he texts me

"Hey Gerard I am kind of tired."

"Oh. Good night then."

"Haha. Good night. See your cute face tomorrow."
I blushed and turned my phone off setting it on my nightstand. I crawled under the blankets cuddling with them before going to sleep with a smile on my face and a tear streaming down my face telling me I need to come out soon. For Mikey's sake.

Notes

Hope you enjoyed this chapter! Its 3:23 in the morning and I am tired! :D
I wrote this chapter so many times and so many ways
The first way was Gerard and Frank kissing and Gerard's mother caught them
The second on was very specific on religious things, but knowing the people here I don't think we wanted that many religious things
And this is the final draft that I like so yeah
And I got great news!
I beat my old score on the "Rock Band 2" Painkiller song its now 97% woooo!
And I need to say a few things about the fight with Mikey, Gee and their parents.
I have gotten into a fight like this with my own mother, but it was with her saying if I was a lesbian, which I am not. She will ignore me and never talk to me again and will hate me. She says gay people are disgusting, but I love gay people. And the part where it mentioned that tattoo's are sins, my mom went on about how bad tattoos are and its not our body and should not get tattoos for over a hour. I kind of put my own experience into the story O_O
(Note to self: Not to do that next chapter XD)
Okay well goodnight guys! :D
I have a headache and I am blasting MCR through my ears.....
See you next chapter!