A Chemical Christmas (Frerard)

The park was cold, quiet and relaxing. I should have just stayed here and been homeless. I know what they were talking about, I know it was me. I want to hear it from Gerard. I really want him to tell me he loves me as much as I love him. I thought to myself. I sat and shivered in the cold for an hour and then decided to go home.

~xoxoxoxo~

I pushed the door open. Mikey was on the couch watching TV and Gerard was nowhere to be seen.
“Where’s Gerard?” I asked.
"He’s in his room. He was looking for you earlier but I told him you went out,” Mikey replied blankly.
"Oh, thanks Mikey.”

I walked down to my room, and decided it was best to just leave him. If he really needed to talk to me, he will come and see me himself. I took a seat on my bed and half expected Gerard to walk in. I laid my head on my cold pillow and stared at the ceiling and waited for him to come in and see me…but, he didn’t. Mikey was still watching TV, so I snuck out and stood in front of Gerard’s room. His door was open just a crack, enough for me to see what he was doing, hopefully without him noticing. It was okay though. Once
again, there was Gerard, lying on his bed, bundled up in a ball. The same way he was every time he was upset. I fought the urge to comfort him and went back to my room. I knew he wasn’t going to speak to me, so I decided to go to sleep.

~xoxoxoxo~

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