Safe me from myself.

Gerard's POV

Frank was fast asleep beside me and I was just tracing my finger over his tattoos which made Frank move away a little as it must of tickled him.
I couldn't help but smile and chuckle and I bent down and kissed his cheek which made Frank smile in his sleep.
"Wake up babe." I whispered in his ear and kissed it which made Frank grumble in his sleep.
"Fuck off." Frank grumbled which made me chuckle because it was like having the old Frank back.
"Wake up for me." I said and ran my finger along his cheek.
Franks eyes fluttered open and he looked at me seriously.
"Asshole." Frank muttered and moved closer to me throwing his arm and leg over me which made me smile.
" Love you." I said quietly and kissed the top of his head.
"Love you too." Frank said quietly and kissed the side of my chest.

I was in the kitchen when Frank came running out to the kitchen and grabbed my hand and dragged me to the downstairs toilet and slammed the door and locked us in.
"Frank what's going on? We have a bedroom we can do stuff in." I said but Frank slapped his hand over my mouth which hurt.
"Shush, he'll find us otherwise." Frank said quietly.
"Who?" I whispered.
"That bastard, he's out you know and he's going to be looking for me and if he finds me he'll hurt me and I can't let that happen." Frank said quietly and sniffed loudly.
"You on drugs?" I asked confused.
Frank shook his head and started to bite the edge of his nails looking pretty frightened.
" Babe have you been taking your meds?" I asked and Frank shook his head.
"Nope. Need to be thinking straight right now. He's after me and he's watching me. I need to keep my mind straight and narrow." Frank said.
"Baby you need to take your meds. I can't have you going back to the hospital. I can't Frank. Look at me." I said and made Frank look at me.
"I can't lose you. If you go back to the hospital you'll be sent away. And I don't know if I'll see you again, please baby. I don't beg but right now I'm begging you." I said and Frank looked down.
"He's going to find me." Frank whispered.
"He's not going to find you." I said and pulled Frank close to me where he started to cry.
"Fuck I hate seeing you like this Frank." I said quietly and kissed the top of his head.
"Want me to check to see what's going on?" I asked and Frank shook his head.
"Well we can't stay in here hiding." I said and Frank looked at me.
"Let's go out together?" I asked and Frank nodded and I unlocked the door and we walked out.
"Hey looks who's out of the bathroom from their afternoon fuck." Nate said and I looked at him and shook my head at him.
"Oh. Want me to look after him?" Nate asked and I nodded.
"Hey Frank, want to watch a film with me? I might even let you cuddle." Nate said and Frank smiled a little as he was the only one other than Nates girlfriend who can get free hugs.
Frank nodded and let go of me and went over to Nate.
Nate looked over to me and smiled and I returned the smile.

I went upstairs to dads office and knocked on the door.
"Yeah." Dad said and looked up and smiled when he saw me.
"Hey Gee, you okay?" Dad asked and I shook my head and looked down.
"What's the matter?" Dad asked and I walked in and sat on the sofa in the office.
"Frank, he's finding it really hard to accept his dad is getting out and its sending him crazy." I said and dad frowned.
"He hasn't been taking his medication because he is thinking that if he takes his medication his dad is pretty much going to get him because he hasn't a clear head." I said.
Dad sighed and looked down.
"Don't send him away please dad." I said quietly.
"I need to do what is best for Frank Gee." He said.
"Please I'm begging you dad. You known I don't beg but I'm begging you don't send him away." I said feeling my eyes well with tears.
"Gee I need to do what is the best interest for Frank." He sighed.
"You know sending him away isn't the best interest for Frank. He needs us to remind him he is safe here. Please don't give up on him." I sad and dad sighed again.
"Gerard, I don't know." He said and looked at me.
"I don't want to lose my boyfriend. I don't want Frank to be like this, talking about his dad really triggers something off for him. I will convince him to take his medication but please let him stay." I begged with my life.
"He has one more try Gerard, if this doesn't work then I have no choice but to send him away." Dad said and I smiled a little.
"Thankyou dad." I said and got up.
"Don't run yourself down Gee. I know you want to look after Frank but you have to look after yourself." Dad said and I nodded and walked out the room.
I walked downstairs and saw that Frank had fallen asleep on Nate.
"Was he okay?" I whispered as I put a blanket over Frank.
"Yeah, he was asking where you went to. He's only just fallen asleep." Nate whispered back.
"Wanna swap?" I asked and Nate nodded and carefully moved and I slipped where he was sat and started to mess with Franks hair.
"I'll see you later." Nate said and I nodded focused completely on Frank.
"I'm not giving up on you Frank." I whispered in his ear and kissed his cheek and watched the film.

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