Safe me from myself.

Franks POV

I never really liked Christmas simply because I never had a family to celebrate it with or felt like I was part of the family.
But I guess that this Christmas was going to be different.

"Oi sleepy heads get up! Dad needs us to help him like always." Riley said as she jumped on mine and Gerard's bed which made us both groan loudly and sit up to look at her.
"Can't you see we're busy sleeping." I said as Gerard flopped down on the bed.
"Well maybe you two shouldn't be up for most of the night having sex." Riley said and I just put my middle finger up at her.
"That's not very nice Frankie." Riley chuckled.
"I'm not a nice person." I said and lead down and Gerard smiled and ran his finger over my cheek.
"Well you two have half an hour to be downstairs otherwise dad is going to lose his shit." Riley said and got off the bed and walked out the room.
"You are a nice person." Gerard said quietly.
"I'm really not. Only to the ones I love I act nice too." I said and Gerard smiled and kissed the end of my nose which made me smile.
"Not even high enough to help with all this Christmas shit." I said and Gerard chuckled softly.
"Its not that bad." Gerard said as he sat up throwing the covers of both of us revealing our naked bodies.
"Get dressed. Then once your dressed I can give you your present and then you can get high which then means you'll have the munchies and you'll eat loads when the Christmas dinner is ready." Gerard said and I looked at him.
"What about after?" I asked.
"Well that's up to you." Gerard said and got off the bed and pulled some pants and sweats on and then turned round and looked at me.
"Please? I promise you this Christmas will be different." Gerard said and I just groaned and rolled my eyes and got out of bed and got dressed.

Over the last month Gerard has found it hard to cope since Elliott got to him for the second time.
He self harmed pretty badly, he took a overdose on my medication. It was getting to the point where Simon was going to send Gerard to the hospital but I managed to get Gerard to come to his senses and he seems to back to happy Gerard.
Minus the scars which littered his arms and legs but I wouldnt have Gerard any other way now.

"What about the time when Gee got the turkey suck on his arm." Nate said as he did something to the turkey which I had no clue on what.
"Fuck off." Gerard said and wrapped his arms round my waist.
"It was pretty funny Gee." Mikey said.
"Might of been for you lot." Gerard said and walked over to Mikey and said something quietly in his ear.
"Sure its in my room. You might have to ignore the mess though, been too busy fucking the boyfriend to clean anything up." Mikey said after Gerard and Simon looked at Mikey.
"What? If Gee and Frank can fuck then why cant I?" Mikey asked.
"Because them two are older than you." Simon said.
"Please, Gee is only a year older than me. Frank just looks older cause he has tattoos." Mikey said.
"I'm 16 you know. I just look younger because I'm short." I said and Mikey chuckled softly.
Gerard came back with a smile on his face.
"Come with me." Gerard said quietly in my ear as he walked past and I did as I was told for once.

"I had no idea what to get you so I got you this." Gerard said and handed me a box which I opened and saw two dog tags.
"Its stupid I know but I didn't know what to get." Gerard said and I kissed him just to shut his rambling up.
"Its perfect Gee." I said quietly as I put one dog tag on me and the other on Gerard.
I picked the dog tag up looked at it and it had Gerard's name on it and when we got together and it really made me smile.
"I'm glad you like it." Gerard said quietly and I looked at him and hugged him.
I pulled back and looked at it some more.
"Something tells me you haven't had many presents before." Gerard said quietly which made me look at him.
"I've never had a Christmas before. I've either been too scared leave my room or nobody wanted me to be around them so I stayed in my room." I said quietly and looked down.
"Well that's about to change. Come on its movie time while we wait for the dinner to cook." Gerard said and got up and helped me up and we went inside and watched loads of films.

After everything me and Gerard went up to his room and just cuddled and watched films.
"So you've never had a present before?" Gerard asked and I shook my head.
"Unless you count the dead hamster when I was 6 years old but I wouldn't say that I have." I said sadly and started to mess with Gerard's hand.
"That's awful." Gerard said.
"It doesn't bother me anymore. I've learnt not to get my hopes up anymore." I said quietly.
"Nobody should have to of grown up like that." Gerard said and started to trace patterns on my shoulder.
"Well I did and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone." I said and rested my head on his shoulder.
Gerard kissed the side of my head and I picked his arm up and kissed along his scars as I moved to sit on his lap.
"Frank." Gerard said and I looked at him.
"Yeah?" I asked as I kissed along his jaw line.
Gerard stayed quiet.
"What was you going to say to me?" I asked quietly as I brushed my lips against his.
"That I love you and don't stop." Gerard said quietly.
I just smiled and kissed him and worked on getting his trousers off.

Notes

Merry belated Christmas!!
Hope everyone has had a good Christmas and haven't drunk too much ;)
Or if you like me where you burnt yourself and now have 3 lovely blisters on my toes... bloody turkey good thing it bloody tasted good...,