Safe me from myself.

Frank's POV

Me and Gerard was sat in the park cuddled into each others side.
" What happened to your parents? You said you was taken away from them but you never said what happened to them." Gerard said and looked at me.
"My mum died from a drug overdose a month after I was taken into care. After a while of being in care I went back to live with dad but after a month being with him I was taken away from him because he was abusive after mum died. He took his anger out on me, he blamed me for her death so he beat me and shouted things at me." I said quietly and looked down.
"What happened to your dad?" Gerard asked.
"My dad went to prison for child abuse. I don't know where he is or if he's out of prison." I said.
"Don't you care about where your dad is?" Gerard asked.
"Why would I care about a guy who abused me?" I growled.
"I was just saying." Gerard muttered and looked down.
"I was in contact with him when I was younger because I was stupid and then I stopped contact never spoke to him since." I said and rested my head on his shoulder.
"How long ago was that?" Gerard asked.
"To be honest I've lost count. All I can say is its been a long time." I said.
"Can we not talk about my parents." I said and Gerard nodded and got up and he helped me up.
"Home?" Gerard asked and I nodded and we walked home.

"Where have you two been?" Nate asked as we walked into the kitchen.
"Went for a walk to the park. Needed to get out for a bit." Gerard said and Nate smirked.
"No Nathan not like that." Gerard said.
"Don't call me Nathan, you know I don't like it." Nate said.
"Then don't go making things up." Gerard said and walked off.
I watched him walk out the room confused.
"Christ that boy really doesn't know how to take a joke." Nate said and I looked at Nate.
"Gee is a bit sensitive sometimes. You learn as you get to know him." Nate said and started to eat his sandwich.
" How long you been here for?" I asked.
"I've been with Simon since I was 15. I'm 20 now and I tell you something, Simon is a good man sometimes he says things which he doesn't mean but that's only after a few drinks but that doesn't happen very often." Nate said.
"Why you here then?" I asked.
"My past sometimes catches up with me. I can get a bit out of control and Simon and my girlfriend are the only people who can bring me back to earth again." Nate said.
"It must be nice to have someone who you can trust to bring you back to reality." I said and looked down.
"Yeah its nice. But let me tell you, Gerard is a sweet boy. Yeah he's shy and likes to spend most of his time in his room but he's different round you. You bring him out of his shell. You are his person who he can relie on to bring him back to earth. Somewhere inside of you, you know Gerard does the same to you. Despite the drugs." Nate said and I looked at him.
"You left your weed on the porch, I picked it up before Simon found it." Nate said and pushed the packet of weed towards me.
"I owe you." I said and put the weed in my pocket.
"You look after Gee, that's enough payment for me." Nate smiled which I returned and went upstairs to Gerard.

I walked in his room and walked over to his bed and cuddled into Gerard's back and kissed between his shoulder blades.
"You okay?" I asked quietly and Gerard rolled over and looked at me.
"As long as your with me then I'm okay." He said quietly and I pecked him on the lips.
"You've changed your ball on your tongue bar?" Gerard asked.
I stuck my tongue out so Gerard could see the ball.
"What you think?" I asked.
"It really plain, if you don't mind me saying." Gerard said.
"It glows in the dark. I'm literally in love with it." I said and Gerard smiled.
"So if I lose you all you have to do is stick your tongue out and I just have to look for the light." Gerard chuckled.
"Guess you do." I said and kissed him which Gerard happily returned.
Gerard moved and sat in me.
"Gee you don't have to." I said and Gerard smiled.
"Can I mark you?" He asked shyly while a small blush came on his face.
"As in a hickie?" I asked and Gerard nodded shyly.
I pulled Gerard down so his nose was just touching mine.
"You can do what you want with me." I said quietly and kissed him.
Gerard smiled and moved as he kissed my neck which turned to him leaving a few hickies on my neck.

"Babe what is wrong?" I asked as Gerard was sat in the floor drawing.
"Nothing." Gerard said quietly and got up with his book and came and sat in the bed and I sat up and looked at his drawing.
"Your really good." I said and Gerard smiled.
"About the only thing I am good at." Gerard said quietly.
"At least you can get somewhere with it. Unlike me where I can roll a decent joint and that is as good as I can do." I said and Gerard looked at me.
"That's not true." Gerard said.
"I haven't been to school since I was 11. I have nothing for me to go on if I wanted to go to college. You on the other hand, you can go to college and do art." I said and Gerard looked down.
"I could be a drug dealer. That's as good as I can do." I said and Gerard chuckled.
"I'll make something good out of you. Just need to tame you a little." Gerard said and looked at me.
"Fucking good luck to you." I said and kissed him.
"I'll take my good luck." Gerard said and kissed me again.
"Your gonna need it." I said and started to watch whatever I was watching in Netflix.

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