*Holly's POV*

I stand there, stunned. I don't know what to do, I thought I'd never see him again. Yet here he is, right in front of me, smiling like a idiot.

"Hey," I respond not really sure about anything anymore," My name is Holy Myers. I'll be your photographer for Warped this year, and I've already met some of you..." I don't even know wht part of me wanted to add in that last part, but I do know that my mouth made it happen. God, I feel like a blithering idiot. From the smiles and giggles from the rest of the room, I'm not the only one who feels that way.

*two hours later*

Everyone introduced themselves, including Gerard, and to be honest, I already feel at home with these people. They're all equally weird and quirky, but at the same time, lovable.

As I try to set up my office, I hear a soft knock at my door,"it's open!" I shout, unaware that it is geared at the door.

"I wanted to let you know that we are all throwing a party later on tonight to celebrate your arrival. And maybe tomorrow you and I can get some coffee and talk about the fact that you never called me back. Party starts at 10:00, Frank will text you his address." says Gerard as he steps into my office.

I don't even remember him giving me his number let alone expecting me to call. wait a minute, did he just ask me out! He did say it was to talk about before, but it will just be me and him. I'm gonna count it as a date.

"ok, thanks Gerard, i—," but before I finish mse sentence, he walks out. Maybe I shouldn't consider it a date I think as a gear my phone buzz. Knowing it's Frank I don't even check it yet.

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I step out of my car at exactly 9:55 and walk to Frank's front steps. Ever since this afternoon, my while body has started to hurt. I had to down countless pain pills just to be able to walk. Wouldn't it be ironic if I OD on these pills I think as Mikey opens the door.

"Hey, Holy. Your just in time, come in." Mikey screams just so I can hear him over the music.

As I walk in, I could already see people scraping up crack cocaine and sniffing it. In the kitchen were people already as drunk as a sailor. Finally, there was a single Geared smoking a cigarette on the back porch.

"Hey, Gee. You don't wanna come inside?" I say as I step outside into the cool night.

"No, this party is for you. Go enjoy it, don't think about me. I was so excited when I first saw you again, but I should have known: you didn't call for a reason." Gerard responded and it broke my heart.

"I don't call because I don't even remember getting your number. If I had remembered, I would have called every day to talk to you." by the time I say this I can tell that those pain pills wont be enough anymore.

"let's start over then? You still wanna get coffee tomorrow?" was the last thing I remember before I hear Gerald calling for a ambulance.

Notes

Song Inspiration:
I feel like dancing by All Time Low
Cancer by My Chemical Romance
To The End by My Chemical Romance

What my interpretation of Holly's party outfit was-