Jilted generation

Yeah. Okay. I'm pretty bored right now. Still stuck inside this bloody house on my own even though I feel okay. But, tomorrow's the earliest that I'm allowed back at school, so I just gotta wait it out. That's if I'm fine for the rest of today and tonight. Today's Thursday by the way, just incase you didn't know. I've pretty much been home alone all day after I visited Abby yesterday, slouched on the sofa, channel flicking because day time telly can be pretty sh*t sometimes. I have to admit that I had ventured upstairs and into the empty bathroom cabinet a few times, but had managed to pull myself away from it and back to watching people yelling at each other on Jeremy Kyle. Who honestly cares if it's your baby anyway, Nick? I don't. I don't really care about much though.

I was just about to drop off when I heard a key in the door. It was Gerard back from school.
"Hey..." He mumbled, dropping his bag in the doorway. He threw his jumper on the top of his bag and walked into the living room; collapsing onto the other sofa.
"How was school?" I asked, knowing that the reply wouldn't be that he had had a fabulous day. But it was Gerard, so it was probably still a little fabulous.
"Ugh." He sighed, flicking his black hair away from his eyes. "Pretty sh*t, to be honest with you."
"Oh, okay." I said sitting up.
"Oh, by the way, Quinn really wants to talk to you tomorrow, she says its important."
"Okay, that's a bit weird. But thanks for telling me anyway."
"It's a-a-alright Mikes...." Gerard slurred. "You been up to much?"
"Nah, been really boring. Almost wish I was at school..."
"Really?" Asked Gerard looking surprised, "you'd rather be at school: WORKING, that staying at home doing: NOTHING?"

I nodded. At least I wouldn't be bored out of my mind at school.

"Pffff. I'd much rather be at home than at school. I'd rather be you so that I could stay at home whenever I feel ill and stuff than go to school."
"So you'd rather be a social wreck of a kid, who has an eating disorder, used to cut and has to stay home so that he doesn't get really ill which in some cases could lead to hospital or death? You want to feel like you're constantly fat and alone. You want to feel your insides been twisted in your stomach every time you try to eat? You want to feel left out and abandoned? You like that would you, Gee? You'd prefer that than going to school, where you're liked and have lots of friends?" I snapped back at him.
"No! No! Mikey! I didn't mean it like that!" Gerard shouted.
"Why what did you mean? You don't wanna be like me Gerard!"
"I didn't mean to say that! I'm sorry! Okay, Mikey.... I'm sorry?"
"Gee! You have friends! You have lots of friends! They like you! You don't ever want to be like me! Be yourself! And leave me be!" I said standing up.
"No! Mikes! Stop! I-I-I didn't m-mean to! P-please!" He begged.
"Get away from me!" I yelled, heading out the room. "Leave me alone!" I crashed up the stairs and into the bathroom.

Gerard heard the door being locked and I heard his footsteps follow me up the stairs. He knocked on the door, listening to the sobs that escaped my trembling body. I rattled around in the cupboard, desperately looking for something that I could use. Something that would make my flesh tingle.
"No! Mikes! No!" He yelled, banging his fists against the door.
"Where is it?" I screamed through the tears.
"I hid it!" He sobbed back from the other side of the wooden door. "I hid it! So you couldn't hurt yourself no more!"
"You took it?!" I asked, allowing my body to fall in to the wall. I let myself slide down the wall and onto the floor.
"Yes." Gerard sounded a little calmer, "I didn't want to see you hurt no more! No more! Please! I didn't mean what I said!" He sat down at the other side of the door, his head resting against the wood.
"No! y-you don't! Why would you ever want to be me?!"
"I-I-I...." I began through my tears. But I was interrupted and it wasn't by Gerard.

Notes

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