A love bleeding on the floor

It was 6 am. Everyone was asleep but Gerard. He couldn't sleep because he was too anxious just by thinking that in a few hours it would be his first day of the school. He could hear the birds singing and see sun rising. He thought that it was beautiful. He loved to watching the sun rising. Since he couldn't sleep and the sun had risen he decided to choose his outfit. He picked a pair o black skinny jeans, a black flag t-shirt and a leather jacket with a smashing pumpkins patch on the back of it. Then silently went to kitchen to make some coffee. Coffee was like his blood. He freaking loved coffee. After drinking it went to his room, putted his headphones on his ears and and just to misfits. At 7 am he went to the bathroom to do his hair. He sprayed his hair with hair spray and shook his head to make it look messy. It was perfect. Then he just putted on some black eyeliner and he accidentally dropyhis phone on the worse place possible. The phone landed on the top of the box were Gerard kept his blades and cutting stuff. He stared at the box for minutes. The box would always give him a urge to see blood. He was obcessed with blood. He remembered the color, the temperature... the TASTE. He was about to grab a blade when he heard his younger brother Mikey yelling "Gerard! you ready? I don't want us to be late!"
"Just grabbing my stuff" Gerard responded. He walked fast to the car. Mikey was driving. Gerard started to scratch his hand. He would only do that if he was really nervous. Mikey noticed so he putted his hand on Gerard shoulder and said " Everything is fine. Don't worry Gerard. I'm pretty sure you're going to deal with jerks anymore"
"Thanks Mikes" Gerard said smiling.

Notes

Hi everyone. This is my first story and English is not my first language so if something is wrong tell me and I'll try to correct it.
It's pretty late so this fist chapter is kind of small but I'll try to make bigger ones.
I hope you like it <3