Holding On To You

The relationship between tormented and tormentor is a complicated one, especially for Lindsey and Gerard...

Lindsey is barely living anymore, holding onto the last thread of life as she tries to convince herself to stay alive. Between abusive parents, her relentless bully Gerard and her twisted mind, making it to 18 seems impossible.

Gerard, quarterback on the football team, bad boy of the school and personal hell for Lindsey, seems to have a perfect life. He gets away with anything he wants, not even the teachers daring to discipline him, but little does Lindsey know that everyone, especially Gerard, is fighting their own battles that you know nothing about.

Will they be able to learn to help each other or will their demons prove too toxic for a relationship?

Tags: Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Rape, Incest rape (father-daughter), Cutting, Self-Harm, Abusive Parents, Severe Bullying, Mentioned-Alcoholism, past parent death, Hospitals, smut, Purely Physical Sex, Emotional Sex, confused feelings, Oral Sex, lots of, Hickeys, True Love, High school love, Lindsey Loves Art, Jamia Works At Hottopic, Franks Super Punk, Illegal Activities, Cancer, Child Cancer, Elena Is An Awesome Grandma, No Frerard, Sorry Not Sorry, GerardxLindsey, Ger-z, My Ship Name For Gee and Lyn-z, i love them, Set In 90s

1. You Should Take My Life, You Should Take My Soul

2. And Now That I Write and Think About It, and the...

3. This Ain't a Noose, This Is a Leash

4. I Have News For You: You Must Obey Me

5. And It Seems Like Flesh Is All I've Got

6. And I'm Open A Moment and Close When You Show It

7. You Are Surrounding All My Surroundings