I'm Totally Normal!

Gerard's POV-

"So, is that clear, Gerard?"

"Huh?" I turn away from the window, looking at my therapist.

"Did you zone out again?" He asks.

"No" I lie.

He raises his eyebrows, "what did I say then?"

What did he say

He said that a new kid my age is coming here

Fuck poor guy this place sucks

I wonder if he's like us

No he won't be

We aren't normal

I am fucking normal shut up

"Gerard! Look at me"

I jump at the sudden voice raise.

Shit

What did I do help

It's okay

No it's not he yelled fuck fuck fuck

I dissociate into the paranoid alter.

Paranoid Alter POV-

I glance around the room harshly.

"Where am I what's happening w-what did I do who are you please don't hurt me"I whimper.

I curl up in a ball, and start trembling.

He's going to kill you

"Please no, no don't hurt me please please" I cry

You can't stop him

You have no choice

I feel a hand in my shoulder.

It's him!

I scream and try to rush away, but he holds me down.

"Gerard! Calm down, no one is here! I'm not going to hurt you, we've talked about this."

He's lying.

"Y-you're lying...." I say.

"I'm not, I promise"

"Please..." I continue to sob.

"Shh, it's okay..." He gently rubs my back.

I take a deep breath, and open my eyes.

It's Gerard's therapist.

"Hey" he smiles at me.

I don't reply, I just stare at him, keeping my distance, ready for him to lash out.

"Who was talking to you before, Gerard?" He asks.

Who is talking to me

I am

"I don't know"

"What were they saying" he asks.

If you tell him what I'm saying, he will kill you, trust me.

I gulp.... Blinking back tears and don't reply.

Good job, pet. Now lie to him, say that everything's okay.

"I'm okay..."

He doesn't believe me

Yea, because you're a worthless piece of shit.

"Please don't hurt me, I know I'm worthless just please I lied to him now go please"

You stupid fucker, you said that out loud.

I dissociate to Gerard again.

Gerard's POV-

I open my eyes, to my therapist staring at me, intently.

I blink, "huh?"

"Oh, it doesn't matter... I was saying that a new comer, Frank his name is, will be going to share a room with you. He's coming in sometime today."

My eyes widen, "HE CANT!" I yell.

My therapist looks taken aback by my suddenly loud voice.

"Whys that, Gerard?"

"HE WILL DO SOMETHING, HE WILL HURT ME OR KILL ME!" I yell.

My therapist sighs, "Gerard, let's talk about this later, but I assure you he will not hurt you."

Yea, let's see about that...

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