Famous Last Words
Save Me From My Self Destruction
Anastasia's POV:
When I was walking home I was so relieved because of two things, first I was happy that me and Gerard did not get in trouble by the cops and I was happy that Gerard was there for me because if he was not i would be done for,and the second reason was that when me and Gerard were in that store hiding he was so close to me that I was for sure he was going to see the cuts on my hands. I know what your thinking, "Wow she cuts herself?" We'll no I don't, we'll not any more. The cuts came from my dad. Now all I have to worry about is my dad being home and trying to kick my ass. Why I say that is because ever since my mom left he has been drinking his problems away and doing drugs his friend gives him every week so you can tell what happens when he gets pissed off.
I unlock the door and peek my head in the door to see if he is home and thank god he's not. I walk up the stairs to my room and jump in my bed ready to sleep.
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I wake up to a big slam coming from down stairs. Shit my dad is home. I just stay In my bed pretending that I'm sleeping and I hear loud footsteps coming up the stairs charging to my room.
"Fucking shit" I whisper to myself.
Thank god that I locked my door so he can't come in here. He try's opening the door and fails so he starts to bang and the door hundreds of times and all he's doing is scaring the livening shit out of me. Now I can tell what he's going to do next. I see his shadow from under the door leaving down the hall and I know he's going to get the key to the fucking door. He comes charging back to my door and is yelling at me and he gets the door open. He comes to me and pulls me out of my bed by my hair and I start to yell in pain.
He looks down at me and kicks be dead in the stomach to shut me up and it works. He drags me out of my room and throws me down the stairs. I hit my head on the wall and it hurts like crazy and I put my hand to where it hurts and I can fell something on my fingers I look at them and all I see is blood.
he meets me down the stairs and kicks me right in the same place where I was bleeding.
"Fucking shit, that's a lot of blood.You ass better clean the fucking shit up before it stains the floor! He yells into my face and all I can smell is all the drinks he drank. He kicks me one last time and walks out the door to his car and drives off. Why in the hell did he come back over here to come and kick my ass and just leave again? Whatever it's better for him not to be here. I try to get on my two feet but it was too hard so I just crawl up the stairs to the bathroom. I look in the mirror and all I see on the side of my forehead is a big gash and blood flowing out. I gust wipe it off with a wet paper towel till it stops bleeding and put a bandage on it. I don't even bother looking at my stomach cuz I know all that will be there is bruises. I walk to my room with the key in my hand and lock the door.
All I want is to sleep. That's all I ask for.
When I was walking home I was so relieved because of two things, first I was happy that me and Gerard did not get in trouble by the cops and I was happy that Gerard was there for me because if he was not i would be done for,and the second reason was that when me and Gerard were in that store hiding he was so close to me that I was for sure he was going to see the cuts on my hands. I know what your thinking, "Wow she cuts herself?" We'll no I don't, we'll not any more. The cuts came from my dad. Now all I have to worry about is my dad being home and trying to kick my ass. Why I say that is because ever since my mom left he has been drinking his problems away and doing drugs his friend gives him every week so you can tell what happens when he gets pissed off.
I unlock the door and peek my head in the door to see if he is home and thank god he's not. I walk up the stairs to my room and jump in my bed ready to sleep.
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I wake up to a big slam coming from down stairs. Shit my dad is home. I just stay In my bed pretending that I'm sleeping and I hear loud footsteps coming up the stairs charging to my room.
"Fucking shit" I whisper to myself.
Thank god that I locked my door so he can't come in here. He try's opening the door and fails so he starts to bang and the door hundreds of times and all he's doing is scaring the livening shit out of me. Now I can tell what he's going to do next. I see his shadow from under the door leaving down the hall and I know he's going to get the key to the fucking door. He comes charging back to my door and is yelling at me and he gets the door open. He comes to me and pulls me out of my bed by my hair and I start to yell in pain.
He looks down at me and kicks be dead in the stomach to shut me up and it works. He drags me out of my room and throws me down the stairs. I hit my head on the wall and it hurts like crazy and I put my hand to where it hurts and I can fell something on my fingers I look at them and all I see is blood.
he meets me down the stairs and kicks me right in the same place where I was bleeding.
"Fucking shit, that's a lot of blood.You ass better clean the fucking shit up before it stains the floor! He yells into my face and all I can smell is all the drinks he drank. He kicks me one last time and walks out the door to his car and drives off. Why in the hell did he come back over here to come and kick my ass and just leave again? Whatever it's better for him not to be here. I try to get on my two feet but it was too hard so I just crawl up the stairs to the bathroom. I look in the mirror and all I see on the side of my forehead is a big gash and blood flowing out. I gust wipe it off with a wet paper towel till it stops bleeding and put a bandage on it. I don't even bother looking at my stomach cuz I know all that will be there is bruises. I walk to my room with the key in my hand and lock the door.
All I want is to sleep. That's all I ask for.
Notes
Thanks for reading!I'm so sorry that I have not been updating i had many problems to fix.
love you all!!
SURRENDER THE NIGHT
7/24/13