Gerard's POV

Since living with Frank I felt really happy and safe to what I was when I was on the streets.
I was slowly putting weight on which I wasn't really happy about but seeing Franks face when I say I've gained something makes me forget about that.

It was Sunday and like every Sunday me and Frank drag the duvet out to the sitting room and sit on the sofa and watch Orange is the new black.
Normally it ended in me resting my head on his shoulder and falling which meant I had to rewatch episodes which annoyed Frank a little but he never complained about it, he just sighed a lot and gives away what happened which resulted in me hitting his chest playfully and telling him to shut up.
"Don't fall asleep to this episode, because I am not watching it again because its getting to the point where I nearly know it word for word." Frank chuckled.
"I won't, I have coffee so I'm good for a few hours." I said and nursed my coffee which I have grown to love a little.
"You and your bloody coffee." Frank chuckled.
I just smiled and got lost watching Orange is the new black.

"Gee?" Frank said.
"Shush." I said with my eyes glued to the TV which made Frank chuckle.
"Gee I need to ask you something." He said.
I peeled my eyes off the TV and looked at him.
"You into guys?" He asked out of the blue.
I looked down and remembered one of the reasons I was out on the streets.
"Gee?" Franks asked and put his hand on my knee.
"Yeah, yeah I like guys. What about you?" I said and looked at him and the smile on his face gave it away that he liked guys but I was waiting for him to answer my question.
"Yeah, I like dudes." He said and I couldn't help but smile because I did have a big crush on Frank.
"Okay I gonna ask you something you can say no if you want to and you don't have to leave." He said and I nodded.
"Gee, will you go out with me?" He asked.
I looked at him and smiled.
I moved forward and kissed him which took him by surprise but he soon kissed me back.
"Is that a yes?" He asked.
"Yes!" I smiled and kissed he again which made him chuckle against my lips.
We pulled back and I cuddled into his side and we carried in watching what we was watching.

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Frank had gone to work leaving me on my own, which I don't mind that much anymore as I know that Frank is going to come home.
But I did get bored and I really wanted to go and see what was happening in the outside world but I was too scared to leave in case something in my mind tells me I have to go back to the streets or something and I don't want that, especially because I am finally happy which is a first is a very long time.
So I spent my days binge watching orange is the new black, binge eating and then purging before Frank comes home which normally I was drawing because I needed something to distract me for doing other stuff to hurt myself.

I had finished Orange is the new black and I literally didn't know what to do with myself anymore.
"Hey Gee." Frank said as he walked in the door and put his keys on the side and dumped his bag on the floor right where clumsy here can trip over it.
"Hey Frankie." I said and looked at my picture I was drawing.
"What you drawing?" He asked and sat next to me and kissed the side of my head which made me smile and blush a little.
"I don't know. Need to feel this hole which isn't being filling because I finished orange is the new black and I don't know what to do with myself anymore." I said and gently head-butted Franks shoulder which made him chuckle.
"AW poor Gee welcome to my world and no we are not rewatching it again." He said and I looked at him and pouted.
"Sorry Gee, you need to find something else to watch." he said.
"No fun." I muttered and Frank chuckled.

" Have you eaten today?" He asked.
I pulled away from him and looked away from him shame going over me.
"Babe, talk to me." He said quietly.
"I...I..I ate. B..B..But I purged it up." I said and sniffed.
"Gee." He sighed and sat behind me and pulled me into his chest and kissed my cheek.
"I'm sorry." I sobbed.
"Don't be sorry. How about I cook us something nice and we'll eat together and we cuddle and talk and watch movies." He said and I nodded.
"Its a date then." He said and wrapped his arms round my shoulders and gently rocked himself side to side with me just following his body.
I smiled and slowly calmed myself down enough not to cry anymore.

"Okay, since we both know I'm not the best cook in the world so I've done us chicken nuggets and chips and salad." Frank said and sat next to me on the sofa and gave me my plate.
I looked down.
"Gee you have to eat." Frank said quietly.
I nodded and picked up a chicken nugget and slowly ate it.
It took me nearly an hour but I did manage to eat most of it which made Frank smile and kiss the top of my head and him saying that he was proud.
When really I felt like fucking shit and just wanted to throw up but I was going to go and help Frank and hope the thoughts go away.
I walked over and hugged him from behind which made him jump but he soon relaxed.
"You okay Gee?" He asked.
"I am now." I said quietly and kissed the back off his neck.

Notes

Sorry this update is so crap!!
The one I was writing last night was so much better but then I got distracted went out and never got home until 3 in the morning and I just crashed.