A Chemically Weird Romance

-Frank's POV-
"Open your eyes!" I say, smiling. He opens his eyes and discovers a picnic under the stars in the meadow just like he's asked for a couple of months ago.
"Frank, you didn't." He tells me, hugging me.
"Oh, but I did."
"Shut up." He says, blushing. I love it when he blushes, it's so god damn adorable.
I get the basket and reach to get the food. Watching Gerard look at me eagerly. Thinking about it, Gerard and I haven't had sex in the longest time. To be honest, I kinda like it that way. Though, I wouldn't mind if he wanted to have sex right here, right now. Fuck right here, how—
"Frank?" Gerard looks at me with raised eyebrows.
"Sorry, what?"
"I was saying to hurry the hell up, I am starving." Sassy son of a bitch. I chuckle as I reach out and grab the sandwiches, pasta, ravioli, and finally, a nice salad.
"Shit, Frank, that's a lot."
"Well, we both have a tendency of eating a lot. Maybe that's why we couldn't fuck as often, but that's besides the point."
"Imagine if you'd passed instead of flunked." Gerard says.
"I don't want to imagine." I admit, quietly.
"But, just think about how very different it would be."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, I wouldn't be here right now. Neither would you. I'd probably be off with some other douchebag and you? Well, I don't know."
"I don't know what I'd be doing either. I mean, I would have already graduated from high school. Maybe I'd be working at McDonalds." I say, chuckling.
"Frank, shut the hell up!" I scream.
"I'd make some bomb ass McNuggets."
"Oh, really?"
"Yea, I mean I already have the biggest, best McNuggets right here—"
"Frank Iero!" He says, gasping. "I think you need to hakuna your tatas."
"What?" I say, extremely confused.
"Calm your tits." Gerard explains.
"Oh." I say, concerned for Gerard's well being.
"You know, we are graduating next year."
"I'm well aware." I say, sucking in a deep breathe.
"What university or college do you plan on going to?"
"Dominguez hills?"
"That's so far away."
"I know."
"What do you want to be?"
"Don't laugh." I warn him.
"I won't."
"A homicide detective."
"Oh, shit, ok." He says obviously startled.
"After watching this show I became so interested and decided that's what I'd like to do."
"What show?"
"Homicide Hunter: Lt. Joe Kenda."
"Interesting." He says, looking at the stars.
"I love you." I mumbled for what seemed and most likely is the millionth god damn time.
"I love you, too, a lot." He says as he grabs my hand, squeezing it. We lay there. Gerard admiring the stars, and me admiring him. He will never know it, but to me he is like a piece of literature all English majors consistently talk about.
"Frank?"
"Yea?"
"Promise me that after this year is over you won't leave me."
"Baby, I'd never leave you. Don't you dare think of such a thing."
"I just love you."
"Sh." I say, taking my index finger to his mouth. "Don't make this happy moment sad."
"Ok."
—
-Gerard's POV-
"How was the picnic?" Mikey asks as he takes a bite of his sandwich.
"Good. Wait, how did you know?"
"Frank told me." He says, shrugging.
"Ok." I say.
"What's wrong?" He asks, concerned.
"I just don't want the fact that high school is ending tearing Frank and I apart."
"Your emo hearts wont let that happen." He says, laughing.
"I hope not."
"Gerard, what you need to focus on is what is happening right now. Not what will happen. Though, sometimes it is good to think ahead. But, in this situation you just need to focus on now."
"Ok."
"The smashing pumpkins?" He asks, and he damn right knows what I am going to say.
"Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness."
1...2...3..
"To forgive." Mikey and I say in unison.
"Gerard, you know Frank wouldn't dare to leave you. He loves you too much."
"I hope so." I say as I hear the song begin to play.
"You know, I may not understand what your going through when you fight with Frank or when you are angry or sad at Frank, but I am always here to comfort you."
"Why are you saying that?"
"I don't know. I just want you to know. I mean, you are my brother. It is my responsibility to look out for you, afterall."
"I know. Same goes for me."
"I love you, big bro."
"Love you too, little bro." And for some reason, I feel as if something bad is going to happen."
—
-Frank's POV-
"Kiss me, you animal."
"What?" I ask, startled.
"What? You can't give me an innocent kiss like you used to in the beginning."
"Of course I can." I say, bringing my lips to his. I let my lips linger for a bit, feeling the sweetness of Gerard Way. Feeling the softness of his lips. Feeling the rightness. I pull away and look at him.
"What?" He asks.
"Nothing." I say, smiling.
"Weirdo."
"Dork."
"Idiot."
"Ouch."
"Shut up, you know I love you."
"I do, indeed."
"I wanna fuck you, but I'm not going to."
"Then why do you tell me."
"Blow me?"
"W-what?" I ask, startled.
"I'm just kidding, darling."
"Fuck you."
"That's the problem, Frank, you can't."
—

Notes

Short once again. We are nearing the end! Do not fear, we aren't too close to the end! Anyways, I hope you've been liking what you've read so far because I've been trying really hard! This is my first Frerard fic and I do intend on making more! Well, I won't take up your time. Like I said, I hope you enjoyed what you've read so far. So long..