20 Rules.

Frank was starring at Gerard's chest, while listening to his heartbeat. Gerard was slowly regretting his whole life. But there was one thing he didn't regret, and that was saving Frank from his parents. But, now he had to save Frank from himself.
There was silence between them. Not an uncomfortable one.
Frank broke it, by looking Gerard in the eyes.
"I love you" Frank whispers. Gerard, being 100% sure it's bullshit, pushes Frank off him, causing Frank to look hurt at Gerard.
"No you fucking don't. " Gerard spit. "No one loves me! I'm not good for you! I hurt you and force myself onto you, Frank. " Gerard started crying. He didn't want to feel this way, no one did. But he couldn't control it. His wrists hurt, and he was endless sobbing. Frank's mild eyes got filled with guilt and concern. He didn't want Gerard to feel this way. Yes Gerard forced himself onto Frank sometimes, but Frank didn't care about that right now. Frank just wanted to be with a happy Gerard, the only reason as to why there was issues in their relationship was that they didn't talk it out. But Frank decided to do that after he got Gerard home,
"Yes I fucking do, Gerard. Now let's get you home. " Frank said, surprised by him cussing.
"N-" Gerard started and groaned, but Frank interrupted
"YES WE ARE GERARD! I WON'T LET YOU STAY IN THE FUCKING PARKING LOT LETTING YOU CUT YOURSELF EVEN MORE!" Frank yelled with true pain in his voice. Gerard started crying again, clinging onto Frank's arm, with open mouth and muted screams. The pain Gerard felt was overwhelming, he hadn't felt this way in two years. Frank started sobbing again and lied down next to Gerard, then holding him as close as possible. He was starring at the razor blade, he hated it. It was the thing that did this to Gerard.
The two boys had been lying there for about an hour before Gerard stopped his muted screams and crying.
"Let's go home Gee." Frank sobbed, Gerard nodded as Frank stood up, he picked up the razor and threw it away with all of the power he could. He grabbed Gerard's shaky hand as they started to walk towards the Ways house. Gerard was a mess, but so was Frank. Frank opened the main entrance and slipped off his shoes, then helped Gerard with his, Gerard's vision was blurry, mainly from crying but also from the massive amount of alcohol. He had it hard standing straight, he felt dizzy and he wanted to cry but there were no tears left.
Frank got Gerard to the living room, and gently pushed him onto the couch, he knew he couldn't get him upstairs.
"Wait here, Gee. " Frank smiled, happy he got Gerard home. He then leaned in and placed a kiss on Gerard's alcohol lips. He didn't care that his breath smelled bad, he wanted to prove to him that he loved him. He then speeded upstairs into Gerard's room, or, also his room. He grabbed their duvets and pillows, a few of Gerard's comics. And before he knew it, he found Gerard's diary. Should he read it? Frank decided to read the latest entry, it was very shaky handwriting. And it was from yesterday.
'Hello.
Sorry I haven't talked to you much lately. I've been busy. Lately my thoughts are coming back. And it's scaring me. I want to do the best I can. But I can't. I don't want to live anymore..I've hurt Frank. I'll end it all tomorrow. '
Frank froze. His thoughts were spiraling around, did he save Gerard from committing suicide? Did Frank mean so much to Gerard? He snapped out of his thoughts and closed the diary. Then grabbed the first aid kit from the bathroom.



Gerard was lying in the couch. Contemplating what he did a few hours ago, he was planning on killing himself but Frank saved him. As he thought about that, Frank sneaked down the stairs, trying not to wake anyone. He entered the living room and tugged Gerard's Batman duvet over him, he then got the cleaning vipers from the first aid kit,
"It will sting a bit, love. " Frank said and carefully took the scarf of Gerard's arms. Then viped the scars, now he saw them close he could see how deep and wide they were. They weren't wide enough to get stinged, but if Frank came about 20 minutes later, Gerard would have been dead. Gerard frowned and groaned,
"Fff...uu" He said with a raspy voice filled with agony. Frank shushed him and then kissed his lips again, he cleaned the second arm and then wrapped both of them in bandage. Gerard's head was filled with preaches for Frank but also, thoughts telling him how couldn't do anything right. Not even Kill himself. Frank lied down next to him and whispered.
"Do you believe me when I tell you, I love you?" It sent shivers down Gerard's spine, he didn't believe him fully. But he decided to say "Yes.." Frank knew Gerard still didn't believe him, but he also knew that it would take a long time before any of them would believe eachother. And so the two boys fell asleep,in each others arms.
Frank woke up early the next day by Donna, she gently shook his shoulder, smiled and opened her mouth.
"Frank, I don't think you shoud call me mum when you're dating my son. " She grinned, which resulted in Frank showing a wide smile.
"Also, I saw the bandages -" Frank's smile disappeared.
"I hurts me badly to know he hurt himself again. I'll get in contact with his therapist and doctors again, but I'm so thankful for what you did Frank." She continued.
"I want you to give Gerard this letter when he wakes up. And I'll text you when to get his pills. We're going to a wedding, dad, Mikey and I in London, and we're staying there for a week. " Donna said as she handed Frank the letter. She knew Gerard knew they were going to be away, so she didn't worry.
"What about Gerard?" Frank said, confused as to why Gerard weren't going with them.
"Family problems, he hates my sister and she hates him. " Donna said.
"Take care. " She hugged Frank tight and then Gerard.
Frank smiled as Donna walked out to their car, he wanted to invite some of Gerard's friends over. To cheer him up.

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