20 Rules.

Mikey's P.O.V

I was out in the kitchen and it was about 3 pm, I was tired and hungry. Suddenly I heard small bumps from the stairs, I just guessed Frank or Gerard was going to get some water or something. God was I wrong. A small, short figure entered the kitchen, it was sobbing loudly. I turned around,
"Frank?" I said as he whimpered. What the fuck was wrong, did he have another panic attack, all alone? Frank collapsed on the floor, I didn't hesitate to join him on the kitchen titles. Hugging him, I knew he was fucking drunk and all but what was happening inside his mind right now?
"Gee hates me!" He cried out, I looked surprised at him. What the fuck was he talking about? I knew for a fact that Gerard had a massive crush on Frank, he wouldn't shut the fuck up about him. I hushed him, calmy letting him cry into my chest.
"No, he doesn't Frank." I calmy said, I knew Gerard didn't hate him. No one could ever hate him, he was so small and pure. He cried out again that I was lying, that I didn't understand and that I hated him too.
"Frank, If I hated you. Would I be here, hugging you, right now?" I asked, and before he could answer I asked again.
"And would Gerard and you sleep in the same bed, if he hated you?"
He shook his head, and began studdering.
"N-o.." He said, I smiled at him, earning a small, clearly fake smile.
"Now, why would Gee hate you?" I asked, letting go of him. He looked at the floor, almost like he didn't want to tell me.
"I don't know if I'm allowed to tell you.." He said, almost whimpered. I raised an eyebrow, what could be that bad?
"I'm sure Gerard won't even care if you tell ME." I smiled and Frank chuckled a bit.
"Well....At the party, I was really drunk and Gee dared me to cuss. And I whispered fuck me to him, becuase I fucking love him, Mikey!" He began, I looked surprised at him, this was the first time I've heard him swear. And he just announced that he loved my brother. I didn't have anything against it, but I felt so fucking bad for Frankie right now.
"I then proceeded to say I felt bad and wanted to go for a walk.. Then we almost fucked.. And I was really dominant, and kind of forced myself onto him..Then Tyler and Josh came crashing in and yea..Btw.. My head hurts.." He continued. Then began crying again.
"I'm so sorry Frank, I'll get you some pills. Is he awake?" I said and stood up, putting the pills from the shelves into a cup, crushing them and putting water in, I gave it to him.
He drank it, and nodded. I smiled,
"I'll go talk to him.." I said, then walked up the stairs. To talk to my brother.

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I opened the door and turned on the lights which resulted in Gerards loud groan,
"TURN OF THE FUCKING LIGHTS FRANK!" He said loudly, clearly really annoyed and hurt.
I sighed, and leaned on the door,
"Gerard, do you know what state Frankie is in right now?" I asked sternly. I was so done with Gerard's facade, he needed to know his actions has fucking consecvenses. He sat up,
"What the fuck, Mikey. What are you talking about?" He asked, did he really not know?
"GO DOWNSTAIRS IN THE FUCKING KITCHEN AND LOOK AT THAT MESS ON THE FLOOR CRYING HIS FUCKING EYES OUT BECAUSE HE THINKS YOU HATE HIM!" I yelled feeling the anger in me, Gerard jumped slightly at the sound of my voice. He started to look hurt, he groaned again, then let his fingers run through his now fading red hair.
"I didn't mean to hurt him... I just... Couldn't do it Mikey! I know I've fucked many people while being wasted. But it's different with Frankie.. He's my princess. He's pure and innocent, I didn't want to take advantage of him! I want a prober fucking relationship with him, not just fucking sex!" He said, leaving himself in tears, and me in shock. I've never heard Gerard say that about someone before.

"Gee...." A soft voice from behind me spoke. Both of our heads turned towards a small Frankie standing behind me, looking at Gerard with wet, red, puffy eyes. He now began smiling. Gerard softly chuckled, and Frank ran over to him. Attacking him with a hug.

Notes

I'm having a writers block atm, so sorry for this shitty chapter.
I'll try uploading every second day or something. I feel like I owe you guys alot of chapters.