Where's your heart?

"Hey" Frank greets me, smiling warmly and I smile back as I cross the room to stand beside him, his focus turning back to the shelves as I say "Did you want to watch another movie or something?" "Oh, I actually have a band practice at 9 so I should probably get going soon." I feel my heart sink a little as I say "Oh ok, well...." "It's only for an hour, maybe I could come back?" Frank asks hesitantly and I smile again before saying "Yeah, that sounds good." A few minutes later Frank says he should get going, taking my hand as we walk down the hallway to the front door and once we get there he turns to face me and says "Are you sure you want me to come back? We could organise another time if you...." "I'd like it if you came back" I tell him, meeting his eyes and we share a smile, Frank leaning in close and this time I feel myself relax, my eyes slipping closed again as his lips meet mine, the kiss starting out soft and slow, a simple brushing of lips which is clearly Franks intention but as it goes on we both start to press in more, the pressure increasing as our lips part until we're full on kissing. Franks tongue slowly slides against mine as he leads the kiss, my knees starting to feel weak and I slide my hands up to tangle in the back of his hair, the long strands slipping between my fingers and Frank lets out a soft noise into my mouth right before he presses in closer and suddenly my back is pressed against the wall, Franks body pressed tight against mine as his hands slip around to rest against my lower back, holding me to him. By the time we pull apart my lungs are burning, my lips tingling and I slowly release Franks hair before bringing my hand up to touch my lips, my eyes slowly fluttering open again and I see Frank staring at me intently, his lips shiny and parted as he too pants for breath and his eyes are dark and wide. "I should...... Band practice" he pants out, clearly as affected by the kiss as I am, my whole body tingling as I gather up all my strength, pulling myself from the wall and shocking myself as I manage to step forward and not fall, my legs feeling like jelly. I reach out and open the door, Frank stepping outside and I follow, walking him to the stairs where he turns and presses one last soft peck to my lips before saying "I'll be back," grabbing my hand and squeezing before he lets go and walks down the stairs and off into the darkness.

After I go back inside I wander into the living room and collapse on the couch, my head spinning as I let my eyes slip closed and I replay the kiss in my head, my stomach doing flips as my lips feel like they're tingling all over again. When I manage to pull myself together again a few minutes later I sit back up and grab my phone off the table, dialling Mikey's number and when he answers he chuckles and says "You're not hiding in the bathroom again are you?" "No, jerk. Frank had to go for his bands practice." "Oh, so how did it go?" "Well, he's coming back in an hour when he's done and..." "Are you sure you're ready for that?" Mikey asks, his meaning clear and I feel panic spread through me, my mind racing with what would usually happen if this was with a girl and I let out a choked off noise as I realise that's probably what Frank thinks will happen. "Hey Gee breathe, it's ok" Mikey says, trying to calm me down but my mind is flooded with images of what happens between two guys and makes my stomach flip in a bad way. "You don't have to do anything you don't want to do, remember that. You guys kissed yeah?" "Yeah, a couple times" I tell him and Mikey says "Well, how did you feel about that?" "It was intense. Like really different but I really liked it." "That's good, so maybe you should just focus on that for now, kissing is good and there's no reason at all that you should think you need to do anything else right now. If Frank really likes you and I'm pretty sure he does he'll respect that you're not ready for anything too serious." "But what if I panic again? I almost ruined it earlier." "What do you think you would panic about?" "I don't know, this is all so new and I'm scared."

Mikey and I continue to talk for another twenty minutes, his advice and reassurance giving me confidence and making me feel better and by the time we hang up I'm pretty sure I can handle whatever will happen when Frank gets back. After we hang up I get up and tidy up the living room, taking the plates into the kitchen and rinsing them before loading them in the dishwasher before wandering through the rest of the house and making sure everything is clean and tidy. I end up in the bedroom, collapsing onto the bed and letting my eyes slip closed, breathing slow and even to keep myself calm and what seems like seconds later I hear the doorbell ring and I drag myself back up, hurrying down the hallway and pausing to run my hand through my hair to push it back again before I reach out and open the door, seeing Frank standing there with two coffee cups in a tray. "So I thought maybe you might like coffee" Frank says as he steps back inside, his face a little flushed compared to before and I smile as I let him step past me before I close the door and follow him into the living room where he has sat the cups on the table. Frank turns back to face me once his hands are empty and steps forward, his hands resting over my hips as he leans in and pecks my lips softly, pulling back before I can even react as he softly says "Hey." I smile wide, unable to even form a response and Frank smiles back, his eyes sparkling with it before it drops a little and he steps back and separates us before he brings his hand up to his mouth and coughs a few times. I frown in concern as I ask "Are you ok? Do you want some water?" And Frank smiles and says "Yeah please, I'm ok it's just singing gets me sometimes." I nod, turning to leave the room and Frank follows me, coming into the kitchen with me and watching as I grab a glass from the cabinet and fill it with water for him. After he's done he steps around me and places the empty glass on the bench beside the sink and says "Thank you. I really like your house by the way." I smile as I say "Thanks, do you want me to show you around?" "Sure" Frank replies and I lead him from the room, taking him down the hallway and showing him the bathroom and the spare bedroom which is half filled with art stuff and then on our way back down the hallway I stop and show him my room, glad I decided to straighten up and make the bed and I see Franks eyes wander around the room, making me feel hot all over for some reason before he looks back at me and smiles. We make our way back into the living room and I tell Frank to pick a movie as I take a seat on the couch, turning the tv back on and as Frank bends down to look at one of the lower shelves I find my eyes wandering down to his ass, the shape perfect in his tight jeans as he bends like that and I can't deny that I'm a little turned on, having always been an ass guy, even with girls. I bite my bottom lip as I continue to stare, wondering how it would feel under my hands, wondering how much the flesh would give, how toned it is and whether the skin would be pale or would it be slightly tanned like the rest of his skin when Frank stands up and turns back to me, having finally found a movie and I quickly shift my sitting position, bringing my legs up and cuddling them to my chest as my feet rest on the edge of the couch infront of me, smiling at him as I try to will my dick back to full softness, being just hard enough that it's noticeable through the sweatpants I'm wearing. Frank smiles back before walking over and putting the DVD in, sitting the case beside the tv and coming over to join me on the couch, reaching out to grab the coffee cups and handing me mine.

The movie starts as we sip our coffee, Frank having ordered me what I got at the coffee shop last time we hung out and when I mention it his face flushes red and I smile wide, happy I'm not the only one who keeps blushing. I finish my coffee before I stand up, sitting the cup on the table as I make my way over to turn the lights off, Frank watching me as I make my way back to sit beside him and when he's done with his coffee he sits forward and puts his cup with mine before shifting back and letting out a yawning noise stretching his arms up before bringing them back down and snaking one around my shoulders. "Smooth" I giggle out, Frank laughing with me as I shift around and lean into his side, my legs coming back up and Franks arm sliding down to rest around my waist again. We fall back into silence as the movie plays on and I tilt my head a little on his shoulder, breathing in slowly and inhaling his scent, trying to be sneaky about it and I feel Franks shoulders shake a little under my head before he says "Are you sniffing me?" "No" I shoot back, making it seem even worse and Frank laughs before his hand resting on my hip moves and his fingers dig into my side, hitting one of my most ticklish spots and I jerk upright, laughing as I try to get away, giggling out "Stop" but Franks other hand starts working my other side, tickling me too and I shriek as I fall forward off the couch onto my hands and knees, trying to get away but Frank follows, joining me on the floor and continuing to torture me as I gasp for breath, laughter overcoming me and I collapse onto the carpet, trying to curl up on my side but Frank has other ideas, guiding me onto my back as he leans down and starts kissing me, his hands ceasing their tickling to just rest against me, my laughter dying as I kiss back, my hands sliding up to tangle in his hair again.

Notes

Just out of curiosity....do you think Im moving this too fast? Is it too early for them to be kissing like this?