Where's your heart?

The next morning I wake up to the sound of someone moving around the house and I slowly drag myself out of bed, following the sound to the kitchen and as I round the corner I expect to see Mikey but I am slightly shocked when I see Frank standing at the counter with his back to me, mixing at something in a bowl infront of him and when the coffee machine beeps a few seconds later, indicating that it's done, Frank steps over to turn it off and he sees me out of the corner of his eye, his head snapping around to look at me fully. "Hey" he tries, his voice soft and unsure and I nod, not wanting to speak and give away how upset I am. "So I was gonna surprise you with breakfast in bed to apologise for the way I've been acting recently because I know that it's not right and I just hope I haven't fucked this up beyond repair" Frank blurts out, speaking fast and I see his hands are shaking a little and I remain silent for a few long seconds before saying "I was arrested and charged and held in a cell for hours and you weren't there and then I came home and you still weren't there." Franks face pales, his eyes widening before he says "I didn't know it was that bad." "Well if you had been there then you would have" I spit back, letting the hurt and anger I've been bottle up take over and after another few long seconds of silence between us I turn and walk away, heading back towards the bedroom and closing the door behind me, needing the separation.

I lay back on the bed and curl into a ball, my back to the door as I feel my chest grow tight, my eyes welling with more tears and just as the first one rolls down my cheek the door softly creaks open and suddenly Frank is there, his hands pulling at me until I'm rolled over to face him and once he sees my tears his face falls, his own eyes going watery and he pulls me into his chest, his hand rubbing up and down my back and I melt into the touch, needing the comfort and I shuffle closer, my hands clenching in the front of Franks shirt as he softly coos "I'm so sorry baby, I never ever meant to hurt you and I know that's all I've done but really all I wanted was to make you happy. I know I don't deserve another chance but I'd do anything to get one, to be allowed to try and fix this and treat you the way you deserve to be treated. I love you Gerard, I truly mean that." We fall silent after that as Frank continues to hold me, his body warming mine and I start to feel sleepy again, the long day I had yesterday combined with the very little sleep I managed to get catching up with me and I feel Frank shift around right before his lips press against mine and I keep my eyes closed as I kiss back, just a soft moving of lips as Franks hands continue to rub my back and we kiss slow and lazy until I fall asleep, my lips still pressed to Franks.

The next time I wake up Frank is curled up beside me just watching me sleep, a soft smiling spreading across his lips when he notices my eyes are open and before I can speak his mouth is on mine again, starting out just as gentle as before but steadily building until we are kissing heatedly, Franks hands grabbing at me everywhere and I feel my dick start to twitch in interest, Franks mouth leaving mine to trail down my neck, sucking and licking at the skin and making my whole body shiver. Frank makes quick work of my clothes, throwing them across the room as he shuffles his way down my body and as he settles himself between my parted legs he pauses in his kisses down my lower stomach, tilting his head and pressing his nose in above the base of my dick, breathing me in before he darts his tongue out and licks a slow teasing stripe from the base to the head of my dick, parting his lips when he gets there and sinking his hot wet mouth down over it. "Frank" I gasp out, one of my hands clenching in the sheets beneath me and Frank continues to slide down lower on me as his eyes look up into mine, my gaze fixated on my dick disappearing further and further into Franks mouth, marvelling at the way his lips part wider and wider as he goes down and when he can't go any lower, almost my entire dick buried down his throat his cheeks hollow and he starts to suck as he slowly pulls back, his tongue working the underside of my dick as he eyes never leave mine, going darker and darker with lust and I reluctantly tear my gaze away from his, throwing my head back and moaning as I clench my eyes shut, my hands clenching tighter in the sheets and my toes curling as I use every ounce of my self control to keep from cumming right now, the look Frank was giving me sending shivers through my whole body.

Frank continues to lick and suck on my throbbing dick for a few more minutes before he pulls off with a wet pop, his tongue trailing down the underside of my dick before going lower over my balls, making me gasp softly in surprise and a few seconds later his hands are guiding my legs up and further apart as his tongue teases at my hole, my whole body feeling on fire and I reach down and tangle one hand in Franks hair, gently tugging and pulling a moan from him as I pant out "I'm gonna.....fuck Frank I'm gonna cum if you keep.....ooooh." Frank pulls back, removing his tongue from my ass and as he climbs back up my body he takes care to not rub against my dick and as his lips meet mine again he pants out "I'm not done with you yet" before forcing his tongue into my mouth and we share heated biting kisses while I calm down, my body slowly easing its way back from the brink of orgasm. When I feel like I can continue without cumming I slide my hand down between our bodies and start fondling Franks dick, teasingly rubbing my fingers up and down his length before wrapping my fist around it properly and as I start to stroke Frank groans out "You want it baby?" I nod, my eyes meeting his again and I feel like his lust filled gaze steals my breath, leaving me hot and tingling all over. A few minutes later Frank is kneeling between my open legs again, two of his lubed up fingers buried deep inside me and rubbing against all the spots he knows drive me crazy and I can't help but twitch and squirm on the bed, the sensations shooting through my body making it impossible to keep still and I feel a sticky trail of precum roll down the side of my dick, pooling in the hair at the base. "You ready?" Frank gasps out, his eyes locking with mine again and I nod, reaching one hand out towards the open bedside drawer but Frank beats me to it, gently pulling his fingers from me and leaning over to grab a condom but when he opens the box it's empty. "Maybe there's...." I pant out, sitting up slightly and digging around in the drawer to see if there's a loose one that might have fallen out but all I find is an empty wrapper. "Shit" Frank pants out, dropping the box onto the corner of the mattress and as his clean hand comes up to push his hair back I feel disappointment settle heavy in my stomach, my dick deflating a little. "Maybe I could just blow you" Frank offers and I frown, feeling so worked up all I want is him inside me. "Well we could....I mean I know I'm clean and everything and we're....I mean it's just you and me right so....." I trail off, unsure of what Frank will say and a second later he crawls back over me, pressing a soft kiss to my lips before saying "Are you sure?" I nod, biting on my bottom lip slightly before saying "Yeah, if you want...." "I want" Frank groans out before pulling back and settling himself between my legs again, grabbing the lube and slicking himself up and once he's ready he goes to position himself but I have other ideas and I grab his wrist, tugging him back up as I shift and I guide him to sit back against the headboard, climbing over to straddle his lap and as his hand slides around underneath me to steady his dick I push down, feeling it press against my muscles before they suddenly give way and he's filling me up, stretching me open further and further until I can't get him any deeper, a low groan escaping me before his hand that was helping to steady his dick slides back up from his thigh and slips between my cheeks, teasingly rubbing around my stretched hole and I shudder all over before saying "I'm gonna cum if you keep doing that."

Frank and I quickly build up a rhythm, working together while we share heated kisses and when I feel myself start to get close again I tell Frank, his lips leaving mine and he guides us further down the bed, laying back and his hands slide around to grab my ass, guiding me up a little before he starts fucking up into me hard and fast, bringing me closer and closer to cumming while his hands hold me in place, squeezing and groping at my ass and I bring one hand up to grab my dick, stroking myself hard and fast and as my stomach muscles clench and tighten, my thighs shaking Frank pulls his hips back and guides me forward towards his face, his dick slipping from me and just as I start to cum two of his fingers sink inside me, pressing straight into my prostate as his mouth opens and my first spurt of cum hits his cheek before I regain control and I shift back a little and cum into his open mouth, giving him what he wanted until I'm spent, Frank slowly removing his fingers from me as he swallows, his tongue darting out to lick at his lips and when I roll off him, settling at his side I glance down and see he came too, his cum decorating his lower stomach and before I can stop myself I lean in and lap at his dick, cleaning up the small traces of cum left on it before working on his lower stomach and when I'm done Frank sits up and launches himself on me, kissing me breathless as we taste ourselves in each other's mouths.

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