Where's your heart?

A few minutes later the door for the cinema opens and we all make our way over, the attendant checking the tickets before we go inside and find seats, sitting near the back row and once we're seated Frank continues to make small talk with his friends while I sit and silently wonder whether this is a date and if it is what does that mean exactly, are Frank and I dating? I feel my stomach twist nervously and I clench my hands into fists against my thighs as I think about it more, so many questions rolling around in my head that I don't even notice the lights go down and the previews start, Franks hand slipping down to rest over one of mine snapping me from my thoughts and I turn my head to look over at him, his face a mask of concern as he leans over and whispers in my ear. "Is everything ok?" I take a deep breath before whispering back "Is this a date?" Frank pauses for a second, both of us just staring at each other before he says "Would it be bad if it was?" "I don't know, just everyone else seems like they're on a date right now and I didn't know....I mean when you asked I wasn't sure if...." I trail off, unsure of what I even want to say anymore and Frank frowns before leaning in again to whisper "If you don't want it to be then it's not, it's alright." I remain silent for a moment, turning my attention down to my lap where I see Franks hand slide away from mine to rest on the arm rest and I feel my stomach twist again at the loss of contact and when I look back up at Franks face he looks slightly upset. "I want it to be, but I don't know what to....I mean I've never dated a guy and...." "I know, it's ok. There's no pressure for anything" Frank tells me and I nod, smiling a little and Franks face pulls up into a matching smile as he leans in and says "So, date?" I smile a little wider and nod, answering his question and Franks mouth pulls into a wider smile too before he leans over and presses his lips to mine, his hand coming up to cup my cheek before we break apart and his hand slides back into mine as we turn our attention back to the screen.

By the time the movie is over I'm starting to feel a little tired, the emotional turmoil I was going through earlier really wearing me out and as we all step out onto the street Nicole turns to me and Frank and says "We're heading to the diner just down the street, you guys in?" Frank turns to look at me, his expression indicating that it's completely up to me and I nod, not wanting to stop Frank from hanging out with his friends and also not ready to leave him yet. We take the short walk to the diner hand in hand, Nicole making a small squealing noise and when I look over at her to see what's wrong she quickly looks away, her face pulled into a huge grin and I realise the noise was about Frank and I, Franks shoulders shaking with silent giggles as he shakes his head. At the diner we all slide into a large booth, me seated between Frank and Nicole and after the waitress comes to take our order the guys all start making small talk again, a few minutes going by before Frank leans in to whisper in my ear "You're really quiet, are you uncomfortable?" "No I'm fine, just happy listening." Frank smiles warmly, pecking my cheek before he turns back to his conversation with one of the guys, discussing a song idea and I realise he's in the band too. Our food and drinks arrive a few minutes later, everyone ordering coffee and I sip mine as the conversation dies a little, everyone preoccupied with their food and by the time we're done I let out a soft yawn, closing my eyes for a few seconds before opening them again and Frank clears his throat before saying "We should get going guys, it's getting kinda late." Nicole and her date slide out of the booth, letting us get out before they sit back down, the whole table telling me it was nice to meet me and I tell them the same before Frank and I leave the diner, walking hand in hand back to my house.

Once we get there I dig my keys from my pocket and let us in, Frank following me as I turn lights on, making my way into the living room and once I take my jacket and shoes off, Frank doing the same I settle on the couch, Frank flopping down beside me and we sit facing each other. "I had a really good time tonight, thanks for inviting me out" I tell him and he smiles as he reaches out to run his fingers through my hair as he says "I'm glad you came and that you had a good time, I was thinking about you all day." I feel my face flush and Frank chuckles softly before leaning in to press his lips to mine, my lips immediately moving against his and pretty soon we are kissing rather heatedly, Franks tongue sliding along mine and I can taste the coffee on his tongue, my hands tangled in his hair as his hands grip my hips, his body leaning over mine slightly until he sits back, his hands on my hips guiding me to follow and I kneel up and shift around, straddling his lap, sitting on his thighs as we continue to kiss, parting for only seconds at a time to roughly gasp in breaths before we're kissing again, rough and heated and I feel myself getting turned on, never having kissed like this before, the pressure and force Frank is using so different to any girl and it makes my whole body feel hot and all my previous doubts float away, every touch feeling so right and when Franks hands slide down lower on my back, resting over the top of my ass I find myself sliding further into his lap, our upper bodies completely pressed together.

A few minutes later we break apart to breathe again and Franks mouth trails down to start kissing and licking at my neck and I tense up for a second, this being new to me before I relax into it, and I let my eyes slip closed, a deep breathy groan escaping me. Frank pulls back from my neck, his eyes wide and his lips red and swollen and as I lean in for another kiss he pulls back a little and says "I know you're not ready for anything and...." "Please just kiss me" I beg, panting harshly and Frank nods, leaning in to connect our lips again and the next time we break apart I climb out of his lap, separating our bodies completely and I glance down and see Frank is half hard in his tight jeans, my dick twitching a little more in interest and I close my eyes as I pant for breath, reopening them a minute later to find Frank staring at me, his lips parted as he pants softly too. "It's getting kinda late, I should probably...." "Do you want to stay?" I ask, shocking myself a little with the question but I try my best to keep my face neutral as Franks eyes study it, looking skeptical as he says "Are you really sure that's...." "I mean it's getting late and all and I know I'm pretty tired and I imagine you are too and...." I trail off, unsure of what else to say or why I even want this so bad all of a sudden and Frank continues to stare at my face for another few seconds before he says "Yeah, that would be great."

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