Skinny is Pretty I Am Pretty, Right?

Gee walks into my room no knock. Rude. I got all pretty for him.
"Hi Geeeeee." I giggle more standing up and grabbing onto him. He grabbed my hand as I pulled him into my bed I got on top of him and kissed him. He's saying something but I can't understand at this point. Everything is far away. Distant. My head is heavy full of my drug. He flips us over so that I'm on bottom.
"Stop." He said firmly. He doesn't want me. Right who could want me. I'm fat I'm ugly. Who could want a fat and ugly. Alex hates my fat body, Alex wants me dead. Maleik wants me dead. Matthew took my body and ruined me. Gee won't take me. Too fat. Too ugly. I am disgusting.

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