Anger. That's all I felt the inside anger. It took over me quickly. I wanted to yell but my breath was stuck in my throat.

Gerard wouldn't do that...would he?

All the thoughts of the time he favored my mother over me. The wedding, there first dance, the day I met him at nickelworld, when he moved in, when my mom left this morning. Maybe I was just a fuckbiddy..But he took me dates, made sure I was happy. He made sure I was safe.

When reality checked in I looked that blonde asshole in the face . My face twitched with anger as I made eye contact with him.

That's when I did it. I flipped the table at Starbucks. Coffee slipped all over him and the floor. His eyes stared at me in complete shock. "fuck you Pete Wentz! Fuck you and your cheap ass hair," I yell.

I cant help but feel angry, what f he was right and I'm just an idiot. I mean he did kinda pushed for sex the first time we did it...That night was amazing but I was always a top before hand and he did it seem to respect that. We just...it just happened.

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***flashback***

He pushed me into the bed. His Raven black hair falling onto his face. Sweaty and sticky. "Fuck Frankie I'm gonna make sure you can't walk tomorrow," he growled , pinning my arms down. I whimpered, "Gee I du-,".,He began to kiss up and down my jawline. I moaned and began dry humping the older mans thigh above me.

He smirked up against my skin pulling away. "Where's your lube," he said getting off the bed pulling off his shirt and jeans. I bit my lip trying to figure out if I wanted this or not but the guilt felt to hard to bare.

"n...nightstand," I answered softly. He nodded, grabbing the bottle and a condom. "just incase. I don't wanna get you pregnant," he joked. I laughed sitting up pulling of my shirt.
Gerard came back to the bed, the noticed my tattoos. He eyes turned watery and his moth dropped a bit. He threw down the lube and condom on the bed.

He used his right hand to push me down on the bed. His fingers trailed up and down the tattoos. His face came closer and he began to kiss the tattoos. Lightly, delicately.
He made his way down to the doves, and began to lick them causing me to buck my hips. "fuck baby," I moaned.

He focused on using his hands to pull down my pants and boxers, tugging them to my feet.. "You're so fucking hot," he breathed out. Putting his hand inside his pants and began to jerk himself off.

I groaned, biting my lip, breaking the skin. My erection began to ache with pain. 'fuck it,' I thought grabbing my dick, before a hand slapped it away. Gerard.

I began to grow impatient. I were to far into this, too fucking deep into this. I sat up grabbing his hips, digging my nails into them. "I want you to fuck me until I bleed," I growled. He smirked, "spread your legs princess,".

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I got home, funny how it rained while I drive home. I was so confused, so angry at him I wanted to know the truth. I wanted to know what was going on.

I entered the house yelling his name hopping he'd come to my calls but he didn't.
I was wet. Water covered my covered my clothing, making my white shirt see-threw. I groaned, slamming the door to the house making to upstairs.

"fuck Frankie," I heard from my room. I opened the door scared of what the fuck was happening, then I saw him.

He was laid out on the bed. Black leather booty shorts fallen on the ground. Fish nets covered his legs, making there way down into my black doc martens. A black corset top covered in his chest. His fingers were shoved in his ass as he stretched out his ass.

He noticed me standing there in the door way, my dick twitched at the sight of him.

He sat up quickly, "I didn't know what time you'd be home," he said with hi face blushing as I walked over to him, "and I couldn't wait-,". I cut him off my attached his lips to mine.

I forgot about all what Pete said at that time, the table throwing the blonde ass hair. All I could remember was the word "fucktoy" and "fuckbuddy" flooding my head.

I pushed him back down on my bed, his body already covered in a layer of sweat. His voice pale skin seemed to sticked together. "on your hands and knees princess," I whispered in his ear with my fingers trailing down his skin. He nodded doing as I said.

I threw off my shirt off and I began to unbuckle belts, pulling down my pants and boxers.
"All prepped Gerard," I asked just making sure. He nodded. "okay," I said, before sticking myself in. He gasped, letting small tears out. I leaned over and peppered his back with kisses lightly, "tell me when your ready," I said. He nodded.

"I'm....Im ready," he says. I nod beginning to thrust myself slowly, as he made little moaning noises hear and there. "harder," he moaned. I began to move faster inside of my him, searching for his sweet spot. "Frankie," He screamed causing me moan and go harder inside of him, "right there," he yelled again, fisting the sheets.

I grabbed his dick and began to jerk him off as I pounded harder and harder inside of him making him scream my name louder and louder each time. "I'm gonna cum," he breaths out before screaming again causing me to fill his bum with hot liquid. He came right after I did
I pulled out of him, falling to the side, "that was fun," he said, "I can't believe I liked that,". He cuddled up next to me, "Maybe we can do that again he says," I smirk looking over at him, "maybe..".

Notes

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